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On October 31 2010 19:24 MasterFischer wrote:+ Show Spoiler +I still think about my ex girlfriend in my dreams and in my waking state. I feel I won't ever get truly over her, she might be one of those people you will never forget, but she was something special in almost every way. I try with all the breath i can muster, to be happy, that she is happy with her boyfriend and her life, but I cannot seem to shake the feeling of how shallow love is. One minute your with the love of your life, and the next your apart, never to be together again. It's over. I'm not entirely sure I understand how love can be that shallow, how we have no trouble just jumping from one relationship to another.. Lovers will always promise eachother the world, never leave me baby, I will always be with you.. and that stuff, but reality comes and bites you in the ass... Love sucks.  oh wow, i have the same situation as yours yes, love sucks
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On October 31 2010 19:24 MasterFischer wrote:+ Show Spoiler +I still think about my ex girlfriend in my dreams and in my waking state. I feel I won't ever get truly over her, she might be one of those people you will never forget, but she was something special in almost every way. I try with all the breath i can muster, to be happy, that she is happy with her boyfriend and her life, but I cannot seem to shake the feeling of how shallow love is. One minute your with the love of your life, and the next your apart, never to be together again. It's over. I'm not entirely sure I understand how love can be that shallow, how we have no trouble just jumping from one relationship to another.. Lovers will always promise eachother the world, never leave me baby, I will always be with you.. and that stuff, but reality comes and bites you in the ass... Love sucks.  Amen. I hate it.
I've been cheating a lot with my workout and my diet for the past two weeks. I've lost all motivation. I hope funkie will see this and slap me up
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On October 31 2010 04:38 OOl wrote:
I dumped my girlfriend of 3 years because I knew that I could not help her get over her self esteem issues since I had tried to help her for years and had not succeeded. I knew she had a guy-friend who wanted to be with her and I dumped her knowing that she would probably date him instead--I hoped that that guy would be able to help her in ways I could not. To this day I have feelings for her and check up on her, as far as I can see she is very happy without me.
You're a hero
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[His literal lizard, or his 'lizard'?
Contribution:
I cant find the right time to tell her I love her, even though I'm quite sure I do. Before/during/after sex just seems to carnal, and any other time seems to banal. Maybe I should just wait for her to say it...]
His actual lizard , like i killed it lol.
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So, after feeling like shit the past few weeks - this is my confession (tried to do as much TL;DR shortening as possible)
Girl at the store across from us at the mall is 17yo, cute, hot, etc etc. Has a boyfriend but found out she liked me too so she fooled around, multiple times with me. First weeks she was dying to see me and come over (saw her like 5x a week), but the past 2-3 weeks i get lucky if i see her once a week. Been trying to see her for a whole week now and i wont see her until probably end of next week because shes "busy". Also, she has to kinda get permission from her BF to see me, even though she said so many times before that she does what SHE wants.
so the confession: Im having so much trouble letting go because its the first time in 4 years i actually get some interest from someone since i moved here - even though she had a BF and im 6yrs older.
fml
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Erucious:
Lessons to be learned here.
Don't fool around with girls who are taken.
And dont put all your energy into woman who you are not sure are into you or can be into you in the future and together
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On November 01 2010 06:57 MasterFischer wrote: Erucious:
Lessons to be learned here.
Don't fool around with girls who are taken.
And dont put all your energy into woman who you are not sure are into you or can be into you in the future and together
well, i didnt mean to fall for her :-/... and... literally, i pretty much almost was into her... O.O... but in retrospect, i'll probably get burnt the same way he is getting/has gotten... but yea, advice well taken, stored, and filed under "rules for girlfriends"
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I just ate raw chicken... f***
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I'm a procrastinating perfectionist. A terrible, terrible combination.
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On November 01 2010 07:19 Erucious wrote:Show nested quote +On November 01 2010 06:57 MasterFischer wrote: Erucious:
Lessons to be learned here.
Don't fool around with girls who are taken.
And dont put all your energy into woman who you are not sure are into you or can be into you in the future and together well, i didnt mean to fall for her :-/... and... literally, i pretty much almost was into her... O.O... but in retrospect, i'll probably get burnt the same way he is getting/has gotten... but yea, advice well taken, stored, and filed under "rules for girlfriends" 
Don't listen to him. I don't know why everyone advocates relationships for a greater tomorrow like reality is some kind of public broadcast. She's hot, that's all that matters, it doesn't always have to be so forward progressing, sometimes the present is nice and all that is necessary. As for her getting permission from her boyfriend to fool around with some side guy? Wth is that about?
Tl;DR oneliner: I'm wishing I was single, because my social circle is boring me to tears. (Jesus, this should probably be in a blog) + Show Spoiler +I'm wishing I was single, not out of spite or lost love. I still love my wife and don't want to be without her, I just can't figure out any other way to get what I want which is not what I need. I unfortunately had the fortune of meeting someone I love a lot very early in my life causing me to have but one sexual partner. This drives me insane, I want so much more, I see so many cute girls and I want them. That is the sex side of what I want. The other side that's probably easier to get without fucking my entire life up would be getting to know new people. Back in military college (only 21, it was 18 months long) I made a few friends from our small class and we had lots of fun. Drinking, partying and all the stuff I never had back in high school, everything and only thing I want out of life is to party and make mistakes, GF at the time, wife now, was back in our hometown while i was away at school. I fooled around a lot with my best friend (girl) but never actually had sex. But now, a couple years down the road, all my friends don't do anything anymore. I'm still the same immature idiot who wants to have fun and shit but they all bitch about having shit to do or just outright to much of a bore to even be around, they all have boyfriends or wives and husbands and honestly I just can't take it. It drives me crazy to be around couples... I can't handle that domestic scene (think South park purity ring/Jonas Brothers episode) I can't seem to have fun unless I'm doing something I really shouldn't be doing. I don't know what to do to fix this lull of boredom in my life except to get new friends, throw some chaos into the genepool as it were. But think of the places where people make friends, work, school or some kind of mutually appreciated social gathering... Ok using these examples I will show why I can't make friends. Work, I work a 12 hr mid shift, 530pm to 530am by myself in a dark corner. I love this job, no people to watch over me, no people to interact with. I just sit here browse TL, watch sc2 streams and watch anime/movies off netflix. Sadly facebook/youtube dont work, but I shouldn't be ungrateful for what I have. So no one there to become friends with. School, I made my friends and there aren't anymore to be had there. Social gathering, gamers don't get out... Idk what to do. I go to clubs, Baltimore has a sick dubstep/house music scene but I go there to dance and have fun not socialize with strangers :/ Lol any advice? Other than love your wife you have more than others and should be grateful. I know all this, I just don't think I'm helping my relationship out by having regrets. So basically, I want to be single because my social circle is boring me to tears.
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Girlfriend sucks, don't think it's working out but feel like I'll hurt her too much if I end it, so I dunno what to do there.
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I've never done any cheese (Not saying I've never all-in'd, I mean genuine cheese like a 6pool) out of principle, but I'm becoming more and more tempted to do so in team games (2v2/3v3/4v4). I fear I'll brake under the pressure.
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I want to marry my current girlfriend! :O
(I'm 19)
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I've been dating the same girl for the last 5+ years, she stayed with me after I joined the Army and I am now out of the Army. She's never cheated on me once during that whole time, including the 11 months straight we didn't see each other while I was in Iraq and I've never cheated on her, but I can never seem to shake the fear of cheating.
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I have such a great fear of checking my email that I have, on separate occasions, passed out and vomited from the tension of clicking on the 'mail' icon.
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I watch How I met your mother.
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I probably the only guy who doesn't like coffee and Beer/alcohol...They do smell nice...but it tastes like crap. No offense!
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I used fake quarters (circular copper wire taped around a penny) that must have been close to $100 worth, back when arcades were popular... >.<
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On November 02 2010 09:47 Prose wrote: I used fake quarters (circular copper wire taped around a penny) that must have been close to $100 worth, back when arcades were popular... >.< Awesome!
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On November 02 2010 09:39 Shaka_Kon wrote: I probably the only guy who doesn't like coffee and Beer/alcohol...They do smell nice...but it tastes like crap. No offense!
I hate wine! aswell as coffee. Beer is ok though.
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There is this girl who added me on facebook, which is from Croatia ( aswell as I am ). We talked on facebook and had a ok time I guess. Then I asked her like " let's meet up" and she said she dont have time. Comeone man, what the fuck!? Everybody has time. Then I sent her a text 5 days later, asking the same thing. Let's go out... She replied " I am having a stressfull moment, and we talked a bit. And once again a asked her out. The answer was " Thanks for the advice, thanks a lot. I will tell you when I have time"
.... Does she dodge me or what? And we haven't even met? wtf?
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