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EsX_Raptor United States2802 Posts January 20 2009 23:43 GMT #41 I still remember that day my deepest colnsolenses man.

fanta[Rn] Japan2465 Posts January 22 2009 20:05 GMT #42 When I read this entry a few days ago I felt so very bad for you but I didn't want to post as I think you must be sick of all the pitty for you. I thought about death and I always thought it won't affect me, people die, animals die, everything dies. I knew that and I was pretty sure that whoever dies and is close to me will be missed but I won't be dwelling in melancholy or cry a whole lot. Turns out that's not at all how I react to death. Today my 3 year old cat just died, he died without any warnings or signs of being weak or unhealthy, heck we've been with him at the vet just 2 months ago and everything was alright. I always longed for a cat but due to my father being alergic to fur we never had one, until my father and my mother parted. So three years ago my friend offered me a cat and I so accepted it gladly and overwhelmed with joy. I swore to love him no matter what. And I did, I really loved him. My love for him is probably as deep as the love I have for my mother, or my sister. Him being gone is like losing the closest family members you can lose. That's how it feels to me. Whenever I close my eyes I just see moments I had with him and it's so hard on me that tears start to flow immediately. My sister woke me up, he was lying there on his favourite spot with eyes and mouth open, tounge out, not moving... not one bit. I broke out in tears and tried waking him up and ask 'why' all over again. It didn't work... it never works.

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