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mouz.Wake
Sweden136 Posts
He died in july 2011, six feet under in august from 2011 and onwards. I haven't had the courage or the spine to show up at his grave until now, until at the end of this month, when I for my first time will see... my own dads letters on a tombstone. I had to write this off, and I know TL is a wonderful community, so I thought hey, why not share my heartbreaking blogposts and ruin someone else's day on the run? Cheers.  | ||
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HappyZerGling
Ukraine161 Posts
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Grovbolle
Denmark3813 Posts
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Ajukrejzi
Sweden34 Posts
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mouz.Wake
Sweden136 Posts
On October 06 2013 00:15 HappyZerGling wrote: oh, man, stay strong! gl in everything in ur life The same to you man <3 | ||
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Saechiis
Netherlands4989 Posts
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mouz.Wake
Sweden136 Posts
On October 06 2013 00:32 Saechiis wrote: Don't be so hard on yourself. It's difficult enough for anyone to acknowledge the fact that their parents are going to die at some point, let alone look it in the face. You have no need to apologise for or downplay your actions at all. It's easy to be hard on myself, with his last words about him wishing me the best & I'd take care and the last thing I said to my father was "We'll have plenty more of time to see each other when I get home". See, he made sure, to always say farewell and I get it - he knew it, from his deathsentence to 6 feet under. But I couldn't understand. Didn't want to understand. I NEVER WANTED TO SAY FAREWELL. | ||
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Fildun
Netherlands4123 Posts
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Impervious
Canada4216 Posts
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mouz.Wake
Sweden136 Posts
On October 06 2013 03:44 Fildun wrote: My own dad is also in a pretty bad spot, and I'd also not be able to say him goodbye. Nothing but respect for you <3 I regret that to myself *every day* for making that mistake. I have to live with that. Make sure to always say a proper goodbye to your father - even though how tough it is. | ||
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Rodberd
Germany531 Posts
the family has been in the church for the ceremony. there was also his open coffin and all ppl went there to say goodbye. i didnt go there because i wanted to keep his face in memory when he was alive. so i skipped to see him at the open coffin and waited until the funeral was over to go to his grave and tombstone. had some similar thoughts like you: why didnt i talked more with him and such but still, since i havent seen his lifeless body i feel a bit better about this situation. maybe you find peace as well when you have been there. | ||
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RvB
Netherlands6269 Posts
On October 06 2013 03:56 Impervious wrote: My father died over 10 years ago. I visited his grave over the summer. Even after ten years, it's still not easy. You just get better at dealing with it as time goes on. Really? For me it's 10 years ago now too but I don't really find it tough or anything when I visit his grave. The sadness never goes away though... | ||
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Impervious
Canada4216 Posts
On October 06 2013 06:56 RvB wrote: Really? For me it's 10 years ago now too but I don't really find it tough or anything when I visit his grave. The sadness never goes away though... I currently live 500km from where his ashes are buried, so I don't get the chance to go very often. | ||
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