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I am 17 years old. I go to school and used to go to uni.
I don't do anything for school but my marks are still good so I do not need to worry about that.
I used to be a loner but recently I socialised a bit and now I spend nearly all my time with my best friend Laura.

I like her a lot even though I think that there is something missing.
My captaining has been very bad as of late. I do not think that I am the right person for this and I think I hinder my team.
We are a good team. We can win a lot but I hinder them.
I don't want to hinder them.
I would rather play carry.
I never asked changing roles because everything worked fine and I did not want to be selfish.
I think I am a very selfish person.

Why do I have this problem at the moment?
I lost my confidence. I want to command everything in one team fight and win. Then I just want to shout that I am back.
I am really looking forward to playing carry.
I have to grin because I love this so much.
I feel selfish again.
Am I selfish? I don't know.

I am laughing at myself because writing this weird shit makes me feel happy and so much better.
I am disappointed that nobody cares about it though.
I think everything is alright again.

I think...I am back


NoLuck out!