|
I cant believe I am blogging two nights in a row. I am so high right now because the school I go to has a very middle upper class kind of environment. With that said the diversification of places that people come from is also really high. I just smoked out of a 6 piece bubbler piece bong pipe from philly. Speechless. I tok two big hits and here I am 2 hours high and I am completely fucked still. Thta instrument of death was awesome...it was the size of a large textbook
Why am I bragging about this? Well as you dont know I didnt even pay or give anyy of my weed up. So i am basically getting this for free. With it I have gained some sort of popularity and status as a "freshman celeb" for lack of better words. To make more sense of it, you had the "popular football players" because they had access to upper classmen football players and frats maybe. However only a small amount of people actually play football and even with their friends that arent football players, its not a signficant amount of people.
I am like the guy who is meeting tons of people that no one else has met before, all upper classmen. I know more upper clasmen then i do freshmen so i know a larger percentage of students in general. The only reason I am writing this right now is because I had help getting home.
2 sophomore women walked me back to my dorm area. They said I was a protigy of another sophomore and Im going to be famous basically.
Uh what? Is that something that normally gets said to a college student freshmen? By the tkme the other freshmen meet people is usually after I have met them which is howbfar ahead I am of everyonr. There is only one. I also pretty much branded myself as "the freshman". This is pretty ridiculous whats happening and Im pretty overwhelmed with my luck and chance of discovering all this stuff first.
I have classes at 2pm and I will not be going out for the rest of the night. I do not overdo it and am thankful to have this kind of opportunity. The reality is slowly starting to sink in that this is real. This is so sureal.
As for the other life side, I worked out my upper body today and did 1.5 readings for my Psych class already with notes taken too. I only have 1 class tomorrow at 2pm and did not use that night to party. I have been making my choices wisely and this is what I intend to keep doing.
The "adult chores" I did were getting groceries from the food court fruits and subways. I had nothing but fruit today and sandwhiches and sushi, enough calories for an athletic body. I took out the trash, showered twice, brushed teeth once, and put away the stuff from my bag and gotten ready for tomorrow.
I wonder if I will blog tomorrow...
 
|
the reality that should be kicking in is 'wow, all i'm doing is seeking external validation for myself'.
|
lmao bro this is an hysterical read when you actually read it over again. i gotta go read your other ones now. like who does this?
and on a more serious note eventually youll realize that college is nothing like high school. everyone finds their niche and no one really gives a shit. if they do theyre pretty much a douchebag.
|
17082 Posts
Congrats. You win college.
|
On August 28 2012 13:16 beachbeachy wrote:
the reality that should be kicking in is 'wow, all i'm doing is seeking external validation for myself'.
I use the term popular for a mental reference to myself when I read this in the future.
If you define smoking dank weed for free in expensive pieces as external validation then I guess thats right
|
|
|
|
|
On August 28 2012 13:30 StateofReverie wrote:Show nested quote +On August 28 2012 13:16 beachbeachy wrote:
the reality that should be kicking in is 'wow, all i'm doing is seeking external validation for myself'. I use the term popular for a mental reference to myself when I read this in the future. If you define smoking dank weed for free in expensive pieces as external validation then I guess thats right
i'm being a dick, sorry. enjoy college and just remember your priorities lol.
|
Your life is incredibly amazing, yet you waste it by blogging on TL. You have strange priorities.
|
On August 28 2012 15:46 SnipedSoul wrote:
Your life is incredibly amazing, yet you waste it by blogging on TL. You have strange priorities.
Your [social] life can be incredibly amazing (and it will certainly feel like it for now), yet you run the risk of wasting it. Set strange priorities, strange because they're not normal; set right ones.
Have fun, don't die, and feeding yourself is an adventure in itself. BTW I would reccomend also getting to know the people in your dorms e.g. cooking and eating with them, so that you're 'keepin it real' and still chillin with the people around you (since the other kids will be gone years sooner). GL HF
|
damn dude at first i thought maybe u were just a bit naive or ignorant being a college freshman but after your second post this all just screams douchebag. and u obviously havnt figured out what getting high is all about yet
|
|
|
College was awesome. Enjoy it while you can. And seriously make classes at least one of your top 3 priorities. I really have some regrets that I essentially wasted my freshman year playing halo.
Don't let the haters get you down.. cause you know that..
![[image loading]](http://i0.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/newsfeed/000/085/977/HATERS.jpg?1291355060)
User was warned for this post
|
I took the night off because I smoked too much even though classes at 2pm I still just went back to my dorm.
I also play "therapist" to my room mate. I dont charge a fee or anything but it pretty much gives me permission to mooch off of him and ask for small stuff so I thought it wouldnt be such a bad idea. Its also interesting to explore the mind of a simpleton
|
Wow you do drugs you're so cool!
|
--everyone above this line responded to a troll post--
(Just like I am now)
and in the very off chance that this kid is for real this much of a douche, enjoy your psych degree, because it will be useless until you get a Ph.D, or whatever they call that in your country (Sorry, ignorant Australian here)
also, most "cool" people don't brag about being cool. they just be themselves, and people like them for who they are.
In my opinion, anyone who feels the need to constantly reinforce and seek approval of their 'coolness', isn't really that cool, because they're changing who they are just to gain the approval of a clique they wish to be a part of. (Sorry if this last paragraph was tough to comprehend, it's 3am here and i've just spent the last 7 hours writing up some uni work, my brain is fried)
|
On August 29 2012 04:03 Ikidomari wrote:
--everyone above this line responded to a troll post--
(Just like I am now)
and in the very off chance that this kid is for real this much of a douche, enjoy your psych degree, because it will be useless until you get a Ph.D, or whatever they call that in your country (Sorry, ignorant Australian here)
also, most "cool" people don't brag about being cool. they just be themselves, and people like them for who they are.
In my opinion, anyone who feels the need to constantly reinforce and seek approval of their 'coolness', isn't really that cool, because they're changing who they are just to gain the approval of a clique they wish to be a part of. (Sorry if this last paragraph was tough to comprehend, it's 3am here and i've just spent the last 7 hours writing up some uni work, my brain is fried)
Actually I didn't do anything to fit in. I have done almost nothing to make this happen and its just happening to me now so I made a blog to go wtf I didnt know this kind of shit happens in college. I like to talk to strangers. I am a very outgoing person when I need to be. I also know when I need to study and do work instead of being a druggie all week.
I wonder how many people who responded to my blog have gone through college?
|
Calgary26003 Posts
Cool. Sounds like you're having fun 
|
17082 Posts
On August 29 2012 04:16 StateofReverie wrote:
I wonder how many people who responded to my blog have gone through college?
None whatsoever.
|
|
|
|
|
|
EPT
