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So today I was at a friend's birthday party. It felt kinda lame... there were basically only dudes (with the exception of the few girlfriends some guys had brought) so I thought I'd just vent and get quite drunk. Then I went home and snorted some rit... I guess that's neither a smart thing, nor a healthy thing to do, but I have to say, I feel pretty damn awesome right now. Not only did I temporarily forgot all my worries, but I also decided to chat up tons of old friends that are currently online on facebook (snorted rit makes you chatty as hell btw). Not to mention the fact that I feel so great that I feel like I could tear down a wall right now...
So right now, I'm having 5 opened chat windows where I'm blabbing about anything that crosses my mind, while writing all the nonsense you're currently reading in this blog. Somewhat to my suprise it seems like most of my conversations are actually quite meaningful. The people I'm chatting to used to be good friends of mine when I spent an year abroad in the US some 3 or 4 years ago. Unfortunately after returning to Europe, we lost contact due to the distance and the fact that our lives had nothing in common anymore. At some point neither of us seemed even remotely interested in the events of the other's life and to each other we just became yet another distant meaningless person that's only useful for increasing the numeric value of one's friends' count on facebook....
It's been over 30 minutes since we started chatting and we've exchanged a lot of information so far helping us to catch up with the major events that have shaped us in the past. It certainly doesn't feel like we're best buddies again, but our conversations helped me (and I hope them) remember the great times we had with each other back then. We will still retain a void, insignificant role in eachother's lives, but at least for some time there will be the distant memory of that far away person that used to play such a major role in our life a while ago. And who knows, maybe somewhere in the future our paths will cross again (be it even only for as short as a vacation) and we might be able to get together for a drink and a chat again...
I believe the rit is letting me loose now, so my high alc consumption would be the only thing influencing my writing further on. I feel that this would reduce the quality of this blog even further, in addition the need to convey my thoughts has diminished, so I'd just stop. If you actually read this far I congratulate you on your incredible endurance...
TL;DR
- Drugs are bad, but occasionally snorting rit makes me feel great.
- Keep in touch with old friends you parted ways with at some point in your life. It helps you recall all those great memories form the past and there is always the chance to meet again even if it is once every few years.
There isn't really any point in this blog. I just felt the incredible urge to communicate or at least convey my thoughts due to the drugs I took - basically, it's drug induced blabbing with some nostalgia mixes in... If you feel like commentating, you might as well tell me your experiences with that drug.
If you disliked that blog, I can fully understand you ^^ Keep in mind that I am still quite drunk and was quite high at the beginning.
