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ggrrg
Profile Blog Joined September 2009
Bulgaria2716 Posts
December 19 2010 07:13 GMT
#1
College life is so busy. Everyday I worry about the multitude of subjects I have to study about. All the incredibly demanding exams that are awaiting me just won't let my head rest
So today I was at a friend's birthday party. It felt kinda lame... there were basically only dudes (with the exception of the few girlfriends some guys had brought) so I thought I'd just vent and get quite drunk. Then I went home and snorted some rit... I guess that's neither a smart thing, nor a healthy thing to do, but I have to say, I feel pretty damn awesome right now. Not only did I temporarily forgot all my worries, but I also decided to chat up tons of old friends that are currently online on facebook (snorted rit makes you chatty as hell btw). Not to mention the fact that I feel so great that I feel like I could tear down a wall right now...

So right now, I'm having 5 opened chat windows where I'm blabbing about anything that crosses my mind, while writing all the nonsense you're currently reading in this blog. Somewhat to my suprise it seems like most of my conversations are actually quite meaningful. The people I'm chatting to used to be good friends of mine when I spent an year abroad in the US some 3 or 4 years ago. Unfortunately after returning to Europe, we lost contact due to the distance and the fact that our lives had nothing in common anymore. At some point neither of us seemed even remotely interested in the events of the other's life and to each other we just became yet another distant meaningless person that's only useful for increasing the numeric value of one's friends' count on facebook....
It's been over 30 minutes since we started chatting and we've exchanged a lot of information so far helping us to catch up with the major events that have shaped us in the past. It certainly doesn't feel like we're best buddies again, but our conversations helped me (and I hope them) remember the great times we had with each other back then. We will still retain a void, insignificant role in eachother's lives, but at least for some time there will be the distant memory of that far away person that used to play such a major role in our life a while ago. And who knows, maybe somewhere in the future our paths will cross again (be it even only for as short as a vacation) and we might be able to get together for a drink and a chat again...

I believe the rit is letting me loose now, so my high alc consumption would be the only thing influencing my writing further on. I feel that this would reduce the quality of this blog even further, in addition the need to convey my thoughts has diminished, so I'd just stop. If you actually read this far I congratulate you on your incredible endurance...


TL;DR

- Drugs are bad, but occasionally snorting rit makes me feel great.

- Keep in touch with old friends you parted ways with at some point in your life. It helps you recall all those great memories form the past and there is always the chance to meet again even if it is once every few years.


There isn't really any point in this blog. I just felt the incredible urge to communicate or at least convey my thoughts due to the drugs I took - basically, it's drug induced blabbing with some nostalgia mixes in... If you feel like commentating, you might as well tell me your experiences with that drug.

If you disliked that blog, I can fully understand you ^^ Keep in mind that I am still quite drunk and was quite high at the beginning.

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Loser777
Profile Blog Joined January 2008
1931 Posts
December 19 2010 07:17 GMT
#2
Well you are surprisingly (or unsurprisingly) coherent for someone on ritalin? I never understood the effects of Ritalin completely though--isn't it prescribed for people with ADD too?
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Servius_Fulvius
Profile Joined August 2009
United States947 Posts
December 19 2010 07:18 GMT
#3
That's great you're being chatty and all, but be careful. Don't want to see you trapped in a situation where the only time you're chatty and friendly (not to mention not feeling too stressed) is under the influence.
ggrrg
Profile Blog Joined September 2009
Bulgaria2716 Posts
December 19 2010 07:46 GMT
#4
On December 19 2010 16:17 Loser777 wrote:
Well you are surprisingly (or unsurprisingly) coherent for someone on ritalin? I never understood the effects of Ritalin completely though--isn't it prescribed for people with ADD too?


Ritalin does not diminish any of you cognitive abilities. It is actually widely abused as a studying supplement since one supposedly becomes more focused and can study better, althought from my experience it's nowhere near the magical "I learn everything x-times as fast" wonder people make it out to be.
Ritalin is prescribed as a medication for ADD, but I got it through other means... I hoped it might enhance my learning capabilites, but I found the effects not as productive as I wished, so I decided to use it up on getting high. Allegedly, in larger quantities it has an effect similiar to cocaine in your brain. After reading tons of material on the matter I decided to give it a try and snort some. I found that it significantly improved my mood and made me feel awesome for a while. The drawbacks are that after it lets me down I crave for more, and of course it is bad for one's brain as well as for one's nose...

On December 19 2010 16:18 Servius_Fulvius wrote:
That's great you're being chatty and all, but be careful. Don't want to see you trapped in a situation where the only time you're chatty and friendly (not to mention not feeling too stressed) is under the influence.


Thanks for your concern. I actually feel that it is quite fitting. The few times I have been on rit I kind of want to feel like this forever and just use it everyday - all the time. Since I am a quiet and rather introverted person normally, the change in my behaviour when on rit is enormous, and I wish I could always be like this. However, I realize that the stuff is damaging. I've taken it only a few times and I intend to keep my consumption very low (once a month or less). As far as my shyness is concerned, I try to tackle it everyday, consciously thinking to be more open all the time... it is just soooo easy with rit.......
FindingPride
Profile Blog Joined July 2010
United States1001 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-12-19 08:43:29
December 19 2010 08:40 GMT
#5
why not weed man? =/
which reminds me.. i really,really need to get some more.
bakedace
Profile Blog Joined March 2010
United States672 Posts
December 19 2010 10:01 GMT
#6
On December 19 2010 17:40 FindingPride wrote:
why not weed man? =/
which reminds me.. i really,really need to get some more.


It doesn't have the same effect on everyone.
Infernus
Profile Joined July 2009
Norway222 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-12-19 11:17:36
December 19 2010 11:05 GMT
#7
sup ;o
OmniEulogy
Profile Blog Joined July 2010
Canada6592 Posts
Last Edited: 2010-12-19 11:31:12
December 19 2010 11:30 GMT
#8
You just need more cowbell!

it fixes everything.
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