EPTP2: The actual rant, and my random need of showing some appriciation for the passionate
and proffesional ones.
P1:
( Making a small edit to the post, with a small note regarding to the way how, and why i wrote it:
Ty for some kind words. And lol at some wry coments imitating my bad grammar.
While i would just like to go sigh and leave it at that. Due to the pointless contribution of
grammar-police(-eningerists)..
I alsow felt like i wanted to apolygize for the fact that there is some truth
to what you say, it beeing unreadable. And that can be anoying to the point it forces you to troll some. So i will try to clean it up as well as i can after iv'e blamed a couple of things, hoping i wont rage someone for taking up their attention with bull' making as little sense as my choise of nickname:
It's a nice puddle of conflicting reasons for it.
Among them to give a few examples are: Me thinks i has dyslectica. Im swedish. I had, and will continue to have alot, alot, and alot of things on my mind. That i would much rather had preferd to interacted with. In any other ways than just balling em around for myself. I am as mentiond, terrible at using: ","
I got A.D.D (the none hyper version). My mind works in a way that i am almost unhealthily creative.
But at the same time counteractivly unproductive. Leading to me beeing a guy who gets
intimidated by even the thought of making an account at a comunity-website that i already love and follow. Since i know i can't restrain myself alot of the times. Nor keeping things as short and simple as i would like. And that is alsow why my post came out -as someone of you said-
like an unintentional poem. Anything i do, attended for or unintentionally. Does presents it self in that way...
So anyways... Ending "the small note". By saying that the intention for making it. Wasn't to state my "imo-best-casters". It wasn't to simply just say ty for the cast it was great.. etc
I think it mostly was as i said to vent of some shite. But the most important part of why now, and how. Is that i think most of us can agree there have been alot of shity feelings floating down the lane of everything between balance, production values, greed, tourneys and so on.
Some of it legit, and granted for beeing up for disscussion. Some of it well put. But too much of it just beeing empty thoughts of complaing individuals that just reapeat what they hear.
Today (all things aside) theese three casters made an highly entertaining experience, that to me was so satisfying. And alsow the balance panel that Dusting B and the gang had was so needed, and very well done. Beeing part of what lead me to do this that i did, and something i feel everyone else should do aswell. Feel and show some grattitude. There is alot of people diserving of it.)
P2:
While i sit and watch intense army-engagements, controld by top players; NEXGenius and Loner
during their matches at blizzcon tonight.
Something kept striking me with it's surprisingly high standard. And due to a mind stressd with so much thoughts, feelings and stuff regarding SC and everything related to it. I felt like i wanted to vent some of it by posting my apriciation towards how even you three kept overexceeding your selves during tonights high quality casting.
In a daily stream of both simple and more complex day to day conflicting
montages of thoughts, opinions, reactions and statements. Whether if it beeing alot of crap, or alot of good shit. Carrying around alot of shit on your own shoulders, or just swiming through that what is everyone else beside yourself's sewer-levels. It is Included with paths that are both rewarding and punishing.
It is simply the tunel we got and just have to swim through if you want to find out the good stuff. Looking for distractions and keeping yourself entertaind, reaching something that is somewhat of a peacefull and apriciated "satisfaction-resort" state of mind.
Our computers the "E-sport-Vehicle's" which are the means of how we travle. And the internet that is the terrain on which we have to follow.
It got alot of up and downs. And it is not only regarding starcraft, nor is it Sololy in blizzards hands
to make it a "Show of a life time"
For what it's worth. I know im rambling. I know that it is probably just alot of mindless word-pooping to many of you, if even anyone reads this, that is.
But if it is, or if what i say means more to you and are something you could somewhat relate too.
Then that's great and i apriciate any sort of feeling for -while mayby distant-, still consistent
of an understanding conection that goes beoynd "thumbs-up's" and trolling.
We are all here because we love starcraft.
And tonight i felt alot of looouuvee
. Im wow'd by an overwhelming feeling of, finding that kind of familiar satisfaction. That comes with it, when a highly anticipated SC-event overexceeds it expectations.An little break in my happy distraction-resort.
In my troubled mind. Anoyd and many times confused unhappyness. wrestling with my own aswell as others: "wtf's-why-do/don't-they-just:...
I had a moment of beeing able to just let it go and enjoy it.
And that is the cast of three state-of-the-art intellects, who undoubtly has alot of experience, passion and thoughts about everything that is going on, on their own.
In starcraft, e-sport and whatnot.
A tricicle tha't has known, and shared all of this with eachother.
Aswell as in RL-life and online witho others for a long time.
They menage to maintain that personal relation and friend-to-friend kind of presentation to us during their casting at blizzcon.
While they alsow keep up a sort of proffesionolism that even has a guy like me, and his friend
on skype. Who have followd that growth for many years.
Stund by at what level they are excecuting it all at.
So again. Sry for overdoing things in various ways, im sure. but thats the only way how i could do it atm
Like i wanted from the begining. Trying to have it simply put;
Nick, Sean and Dan thank you. You put a new meaning to the word
impeckable, with your cast tonight!
//<3
The PaSC2ion.
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