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On July 01 2014 06:03 Slayer91 wrote:Show nested quote +On July 01 2014 05:32 MoonBear wrote:On July 01 2014 00:16 Alaric wrote:
So if you're crippled by anxiety and on the look out for any hint of "failure" you certainly will do more trying yourself than actually better yourself. Mindset and all that. The human psyche is paradoxically the strongest part of a human, yet also its weakest point. As weak, one might say, as a glass lamp being thrown violently at the floor."You think this relationship is all about you!" The crunch of glass being trodden into the carpet felt like feathers compared to the scorn that cracked like a whip across the room. "Everything! Everything has to be about you!" Another piece of tableware gone. If the neighbours weren't awake yet, they certainly were now. "But everything was for y-" "For me? For me? This isn't about me. No, the problem is that it's always about you." Strength is a strange thing. We often characterise it as fortitude. Courage. Power. A gumption that takes a life of its own; yet it is also this life that lives a lie. A lie based on an idea, the idea of being something we cannot be. A lie that exists to hide that which we fear to acknowledge about ourselves. Not all lies are bad. It's not that scary. I know everything will be fine. It's ok. Lies are but a figure of speech. A construct that is only given purpose when used. Yet a lie it still is."It's always about trying to do what you think is best for me. Trying to be what you think I want. But it's always about you in the end." Her finger jabbed at his chest with every sentence. "To play the hero. The gentleman. The saviour. The knight. About you leaping gallantly forward towards a 'treasure' no one wanted." Why do we seek strength? It is the fear of the unknown. The fear of something we don't understand, and that scares us. We seek strength to control it so we may already see the future, the river of time merely cascading through the pipes we have already built for it. We seek to create systems that fit within our minds where like a perfect jigsaw everything simply fits into place. So that in the end, it simply becomes something we know. What we understand the most. Us. But we never think to stop and think and realise an infallible truth of our world."Everything you do is to follow the fairy tale plucked from the fantasy of movies or stories. About trying to simply please and bow. To make yourself feel better. To control. To tell me how to live my life. No one wants your selfless devotion. It's not about how high you sing my praises. I don't want a pedestal or a statue. I don't want it to be about you. I don't want your anxiety and fears about me to tell you what is right." The unknown is simply a reflection of ourselves we do not control.She sunk to her knees, still grasping at his shirt as it stretched downwards. Her head bowed, hair a mess covering all visage of her eyes where water now quenched what had been fire. She breathed raggedly. The human psyche is paradoxically the strongest part of a human, yet also its weakest point. Yet the chains that bind us, that slave us, and stop us are just as fragile."It's not about how much you give up for me. It doesn't matter if you don't care or believe in yourself." Fragile enough that even a whisper can break them."Because I do." tl:dr dont put the pussy on a pedestal
really i got a more "stop the faux alpha shit" vibe
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My laptop won't connect to the coffee shop wifi. Is this some sort of sick joke?
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I'm starting to think you're just really shitty with computers now lol
Edit: just looked it up. In order to get internet access at coffee shops you need
1) Mac laptop
2) drinking a mocha fap double shot with Carmel on top. Hold the whip cream
3) clothes wearing must be either fedora or beany hat(I think that's what they are called) and jeans that are way too tight. Plus if glasses are needed only large black frames only
4) have at least three different novels with you stacked on the table beside your iMac from leading writers in the late 19th or early 20th century.
If all of this is not followed then internet access is impossible
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I must have done something to piss off the computer gods in the past month. Probably too much physical activity instead of gaming.
Okay, it finally connected. Hopefully it stays. I have Buffy to watch and Hearthstone to play.
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On July 01 2014 06:19 onlywonderboy wrote:
My laptop won't connect to the coffee shop wifi. Is this some sort of sick joke?
now how are you posting?! lawyer'd?
did you try navigating to google in your browser and getting redirected to the coffee shops authentication?
e: nvm
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On July 01 2014 06:21 onlywonderboy wrote:
I must have done something to piss off the computer gods in the past month. Probably too much physical activity instead of gaming.
Okay, it finally connected. Hopefully it stays. I have Buffy to watch and Hearthstone to play.
You have not pleased the machine spirit.
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My phone could connect to the wifi but not my laptop. Although I could have just used my phone data regardless.
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Do any of you guys eat salad regularly? and if you do, do you use dressing? and if you do storebought or homemade?
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My diet consists of these ingredients. Big Macs, subway, energy drinks, beer and jack Daniels. And most importantly sushi.
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On July 01 2014 06:18 ComaDose wrote:Show nested quote +On July 01 2014 06:03 Slayer91 wrote:On July 01 2014 05:32 MoonBear wrote:On July 01 2014 00:16 Alaric wrote:
So if you're crippled by anxiety and on the look out for any hint of "failure" you certainly will do more trying yourself than actually better yourself. Mindset and all that. The human psyche is paradoxically the strongest part of a human, yet also its weakest point. As weak, one might say, as a glass lamp being thrown violently at the floor."You think this relationship is all about you!" The crunch of glass being trodden into the carpet felt like feathers compared to the scorn that cracked like a whip across the room. "Everything! Everything has to be about you!" Another piece of tableware gone. If the neighbours weren't awake yet, they certainly were now. "But everything was for y-" "For me? For me? This isn't about me. No, the problem is that it's always about you." Strength is a strange thing. We often characterise it as fortitude. Courage. Power. A gumption that takes a life of its own; yet it is also this life that lives a lie. A lie based on an idea, the idea of being something we cannot be. A lie that exists to hide that which we fear to acknowledge about ourselves. Not all lies are bad. It's not that scary. I know everything will be fine. It's ok. Lies are but a figure of speech. A construct that is only given purpose when used. Yet a lie it still is."It's always about trying to do what you think is best for me. Trying to be what you think I want. But it's always about you in the end." Her finger jabbed at his chest with every sentence. "To play the hero. The gentleman. The saviour. The knight. About you leaping gallantly forward towards a 'treasure' no one wanted." Why do we seek strength? It is the fear of the unknown. The fear of something we don't understand, and that scares us. We seek strength to control it so we may already see the future, the river of time merely cascading through the pipes we have already built for it. We seek to create systems that fit within our minds where like a perfect jigsaw everything simply fits into place. So that in the end, it simply becomes something we know. What we understand the most. Us. But we never think to stop and think and realise an infallible truth of our world."Everything you do is to follow the fairy tale plucked from the fantasy of movies or stories. About trying to simply please and bow. To make yourself feel better. To control. To tell me how to live my life. No one wants your selfless devotion. It's not about how high you sing my praises. I don't want a pedestal or a statue. I don't want it to be about you. I don't want your anxiety and fears about me to tell you what is right." The unknown is simply a reflection of ourselves we do not control.She sunk to her knees, still grasping at his shirt as it stretched downwards. Her head bowed, hair a mess covering all visage of her eyes where water now quenched what had been fire. She breathed raggedly. The human psyche is paradoxically the strongest part of a human, yet also its weakest point. Yet the chains that bind us, that slave us, and stop us are just as fragile."It's not about how much you give up for me. It doesn't matter if you don't care or believe in yourself." Fragile enough that even a whisper can break them."Because I do." tl:dr dont put the pussy on a pedestal really i got a more "stop the faux alpha shit" vibe
wanting to do so much for your girlfriend and looking for her for validation constantly is alpha? wat
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On July 01 2014 06:18 ComaDose wrote:Show nested quote +On July 01 2014 06:03 Slayer91 wrote:On July 01 2014 05:32 MoonBear wrote:On July 01 2014 00:16 Alaric wrote:
So if you're crippled by anxiety and on the look out for any hint of "failure" you certainly will do more trying yourself than actually better yourself. Mindset and all that. The human psyche is paradoxically the strongest part of a human, yet also its weakest point. As weak, one might say, as a glass lamp being thrown violently at the floor."You think this relationship is all about you!" The crunch of glass being trodden into the carpet felt like feathers compared to the scorn that cracked like a whip across the room. "Everything! Everything has to be about you!" Another piece of tableware gone. If the neighbours weren't awake yet, they certainly were now. "But everything was for y-" "For me? For me? This isn't about me. No, the problem is that it's always about you." Strength is a strange thing. We often characterise it as fortitude. Courage. Power. A gumption that takes a life of its own; yet it is also this life that lives a lie. A lie based on an idea, the idea of being something we cannot be. A lie that exists to hide that which we fear to acknowledge about ourselves. Not all lies are bad. It's not that scary. I know everything will be fine. It's ok. Lies are but a figure of speech. A construct that is only given purpose when used. Yet a lie it still is."It's always about trying to do what you think is best for me. Trying to be what you think I want. But it's always about you in the end." Her finger jabbed at his chest with every sentence. "To play the hero. The gentleman. The saviour. The knight. About you leaping gallantly forward towards a 'treasure' no one wanted." Why do we seek strength? It is the fear of the unknown. The fear of something we don't understand, and that scares us. We seek strength to control it so we may already see the future, the river of time merely cascading through the pipes we have already built for it. We seek to create systems that fit within our minds where like a perfect jigsaw everything simply fits into place. So that in the end, it simply becomes something we know. What we understand the most. Us. But we never think to stop and think and realise an infallible truth of our world."Everything you do is to follow the fairy tale plucked from the fantasy of movies or stories. About trying to simply please and bow. To make yourself feel better. To control. To tell me how to live my life. No one wants your selfless devotion. It's not about how high you sing my praises. I don't want a pedestal or a statue. I don't want it to be about you. I don't want your anxiety and fears about me to tell you what is right." The unknown is simply a reflection of ourselves we do not control.She sunk to her knees, still grasping at his shirt as it stretched downwards. Her head bowed, hair a mess covering all visage of her eyes where water now quenched what had been fire. She breathed raggedly. The human psyche is paradoxically the strongest part of a human, yet also its weakest point. Yet the chains that bind us, that slave us, and stop us are just as fragile."It's not about how much you give up for me. It doesn't matter if you don't care or believe in yourself." Fragile enough that even a whisper can break them."Because I do." tl:dr dont put the pussy on a pedestal really i got a more "stop the faux alpha shit" vibe
well that's cuz you're just a betamale asshole
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8 game ranked losing streak lol
Life is hard
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On July 01 2014 06:46 Slayer91 wrote:
confirmed
Double confirmed. Be alpha. Never not alpha
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On July 01 2014 07:03 GhandiEAGLE wrote:
8 game ranked losing streak lol
Life is hard
Cause I'm not there.
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On July 01 2014 07:03 Shelke14 wrote:Show nested quote +On July 01 2014 07:03 GhandiEAGLE wrote:
8 game ranked losing streak lol
Life is hard Cause I'm not there.
Cuz he can't land a q, and completely abandons in me a in vital 5v5 fight because "I'm low on health." (which we won anyways mind you, but took loses way higher than we should of, and I died directly as a result of that. Difference between a 4-0 and a 4-3 fight).
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On July 01 2014 07:06 zer0das wrote:Show nested quote +On July 01 2014 07:03 Shelke14 wrote:On July 01 2014 07:03 GhandiEAGLE wrote:
8 game ranked losing streak lol
Life is hard Cause I'm not there. Cuz he can't land a q, and completely abandons in me a in vital 5v5 fight because "I'm low on health." (which we won anyways mind you, but took loses way higher than we should of).
Yup that actually sums up Jeff duoQ. My shoulders are buff as hell since I've duoQ with him. Tons of heavy lifting is needed in order to win games
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On July 01 2014 07:03 Shelke14 wrote:Show nested quote +On July 01 2014 07:03 GhandiEAGLE wrote:
8 game ranked losing streak lol
Life is hard Cause I'm not there.
That loss streak includes games with you buds
On July 01 2014 07:06 zer0das wrote:Show nested quote +On July 01 2014 07:03 Shelke14 wrote:On July 01 2014 07:03 GhandiEAGLE wrote:
8 game ranked losing streak lol
Life is hard Cause I'm not there. Cuz he can't land a q, and completely abandons in me a in vital 5v5 fight because "I'm low on health." (which we won anyways mind you, but took loses way higher than we should of, and I died directly as a result of that. Difference between a 4-0 and a 4-3 fight).
Waaaaaat
I missed one Q that would have gotten a kill. But still got the flash off of him. Idk if that's really the worst thing in the world. Also that fight wasn't 5v5, I had 1/3 health, no cooldowns, and was with the Braum who had 100 hp and no CDs, we were running, and you ult in far behind me. That's not a 5v5, and there's nothing I coulda done to save you there.
I played badly that game, but those were not good examples. General z0r pls
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On July 01 2014 07:06 zer0das wrote:Show nested quote +On July 01 2014 07:03 Shelke14 wrote:On July 01 2014 07:03 GhandiEAGLE wrote:
8 game ranked losing streak lol
Life is hard Cause I'm not there. Cuz he can't land a q, and completely abandons in me a in vital 5v5 fight because "I'm low on health." (which we won anyways mind you, but took loses way higher than we should of, and I died directly as a result of that. Difference between a 4-0 and a 4-3 fight).
sounds about right
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EPT
