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On August 29 2013 06:11 Immaterial wrote: Sick as hell, just got dumped, and have no bud to relieve the symptoms of my illness. Smoke one in my honor guys T_T
Ate one for you, hope you get to be feelin good soon :D
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On August 29 2013 06:11 Immaterial wrote: Sick as hell, just got dumped, and have no bud to relieve the symptoms of my illness. Smoke one in my honor guys T_T got yo back
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On August 29 2013 06:11 Immaterial wrote: Sick as hell, just got dumped, and have no bud to relieve the symptoms of my illness. Smoke one in my honor guys T_T
blazed a big one down for you, wouldve loved to share. shared smokes are always nicer for some reason
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On August 30 2013 04:25 freewareplayer wrote:Show nested quote +On August 29 2013 06:11 Immaterial wrote: Sick as hell, just got dumped, and have no bud to relieve the symptoms of my illness. Smoke one in my honor guys T_T blazed a big one down for you, wouldve loved to share. shared smokes are always nicer for some reason Yeah I never smoke alone anymore
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watching the news on mute and it says "Trudeau: Legalization would protect teens" aww yeah you got my vote
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Getting roughly 140mg of clonazepam soon for pretty cheap. Gonna be pretty fucking chill time for quite a while haha
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Be careful with that. 140mg of pretty much any benzo can either be a nice stash for occasional use or the beginning of a terrible problem.
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Edit: removed depressing post, feeling a bit better now
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On August 30 2013 09:12 farvacola wrote: Be careful with that. 140mg of pretty much any benzo can either be a nice stash for occasional use or the beginning of a terrible problem.
Considering I have been a benzo addict for about a year and a half you don't gotta tell me that hehe. I get temazepam + lorazepam prescribed from the doctor for almost two years now but that's mainly for withdrawals/saving a little extra to get high once a week or so. But with all this clonazepam yum yum yum
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On August 30 2013 09:12 farvacola wrote: Be careful with that. 140mg of pretty much any benzo can either be a nice stash for occasional use or the beginning of a terrible problem.
not everyone is as susceptible as you to the charms of the benzo lady farv
this blue dream has got me so twisted its ridic best bud ive gotten in the last month prob
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tasteless the 420 thread starter. should bump that next year.
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On August 30 2013 21:25 DeepElemBlues wrote:Show nested quote +On August 30 2013 09:12 farvacola wrote: Be careful with that. 140mg of pretty much any benzo can either be a nice stash for occasional use or the beginning of a terrible problem. not everyone is as susceptible as you to the charms of the benzo lady farv this blue dream has got me so twisted its ridic best bud ive gotten in the last month prob One does not need to be susceptible to the wiles of benzos to know that benzo addiction is incredibly dangerous and easy to fall into.
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FRIDAY, FRIDAY, GOTTA TOKE UP ON FRIDAY Gotta be fresh, gotta be stemless Gotta have my bowl, gotta clear it all.
EDIT: TGIF: Thank God I'm Fried
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Weed to ashes, people to high.
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On August 31 2013 03:00 farvacola wrote:Show nested quote +On August 30 2013 21:25 DeepElemBlues wrote:On August 30 2013 09:12 farvacola wrote: Be careful with that. 140mg of pretty much any benzo can either be a nice stash for occasional use or the beginning of a terrible problem. not everyone is as susceptible as you to the charms of the benzo lady farv this blue dream has got me so twisted its ridic best bud ive gotten in the last month prob One does not need to be susceptible to the wiles of benzos to know that benzo addiction is incredibly dangerous and easy to fall into.
I wouldn't really call it incredibly dangerous. Well the withdrawals are dangerous. But its not dangerous in the sense of an opiate addiction for example. Speaking of that I've had a friend die of a heroin overdose about two months ago which was quite unexpected and was a pretty sad time. It was one of the main reasons I personally stopped doing opiates (clean for 3 weeks today actually).
But yes it is incredibly easy to fall into, one of the main reasons I got addicted and am still addicted to benzos. With heroin at least I knew pretty quickly when I was starting to get addicted. With benzos it dawned on me I was probably dependent on them when I hadn't gone a period long enough without taking them to see if I would withdraw or not. I have unfortunately had to go without them like twice and for not even a week and let me tell you I would rather take the peak of my heroin withdrawals x10 than have to deal with benzo withdrawal. Fuck sometimes I wonder if its the right choice to be addicted to them. On one hand I don't have to live with crippling anxiety, insomnia and I love the benzo high but on the other hand well you know the whole addiction thing.
Ah well they don't really effect my life. Sure the withdrawals are worse but like I said I've only gone twice over my year of being addicted without benzos and that was because I was being stupid. At least I'm not selling my bloody electronics/whatever when I had no job to try and score some opiates every other day to last me a day or two.
That's enough about that though.
Anyways on the topic of weed. I used to be really into smoking weed like damn loved it typical stoner type of deal. Would try and get the best shit even if it costed a bit more but if that wasn't around than well i'd just get mids or something. Than I started to cut back to not even daily smoking which was pretty good because who knows I just didn't have the desire to smoke as much but I would get higher, cost much less and the high was longer which were all pluses.. Around this time I became pretty good friends with my preferred dealer who is known around the town for his always amazing medical quality bud and generally having the best weed in town like always. Pretty much started to grab off him and only him because I became somewhat of a weed snob also he would do pretty amazing deals being friends and all and would spot me whatever, whenever. My weed use started to slow down even more to pretty much buying it once a week sort of deal.
My buddy got raided a few months back for bud, ketamine and mdma. They found a half pound of bud, the tiniest amount of k because he stopped selling it and only had personal amount and like 100 mdma pills or some shit. Also a few scales and some mace/knifes as he'd been robbed before and wanted to protect himself. This is like his second charge with possession with the intent to sell too. He was also addicted to heroin (he quit after this incident) and had just under 3.5g. Now this is fucking weird thing, afterwards he went back to his room the drugs were in to see if they got everything. The prescription bottle he keeps the heroin in was opened and moved so a cop obviously went through it BUT the heroin was still there. They took the bud/k/mdma but not the heroin. We think the cop that found it either had pity on him or didn't agree with the drug laws and didn't want yet another charge to be added so when he found it hid it from his cop buddies.
Well the point of that mini story was after my buddy got busted I just stopped smoking weed altogether. But it's been like three months and I kinda miss it. Thinking of buying a gram and seeing if this three month break has made it any better. Oh yeah even when I was still smoking weed like once a week I was only doing it with other drugs (mainly heroin or benzos) so its gonna be fucking weird to just be high off bud. The thing is though I just don't know any links. I was going off my buddy for the longest time and now that he's not around well shit who knows. I know I could ask my friends and I've seen the weed they get and its pretty decent and all but it's just not that high high quality I had come to expect. Who knows, who knows.
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I've seen benzo psychosis make people do things that make heroin addicts look positively benign. Agree to disagree, both are not good to be addicted to.
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On August 31 2013 08:15 farvacola wrote:I've seen benzo psychosis make people do things that make heroin addicts look positively benign. Agree to disagree, both are not good to be addicted to. 
Yeah like I said withdraw is pretty dangerous. But just straight up overdosing on just benzos is almost unheard of.
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On August 31 2013 09:11 darklordjac wrote:Show nested quote +On August 31 2013 08:15 farvacola wrote:I've seen benzo psychosis make people do things that make heroin addicts look positively benign. Agree to disagree, both are not good to be addicted to.  Yeah like I said withdraw is pretty dangerous. But just straight up overdosing on just benzos is almost unheard of.
that's because you black out before you can overdose lol
and you wake up going "wtf happened... where did all my benzos go?"
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