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I'd like to share a story with you guys. This date, April 11 , was the most epic day of my life. There were just so many emotions thrown around this day, but, in the end, I realized, this was the happiest I had ever been, ever. In my entire life I had never been this happy, my past high school years do not compare to my senior year, it's like, right when I hit seniority, everything started going uphill. It's funny how, in this one day, I have done more than I had ever done throughout my freshman, sophomore, and junior years, all combined. Pretty pathetic huh? It all hit me, you guys giving me advice, me smoking weed and having my mind opened up, actually asking a girl out for the first time ever, it all hit me: I've been in a shell this entire time. Everything seriously starting going up hill... but, what goes up must come crashing down...
Well, let me start with April 11, epic day #1.
April 11:
There's a first for everything.
Friday. Thank the God(s) that it's Friday, the best day of the week. I wake up to my alarm clock, looking forward to this day for some odd reason. I don't feel like showering due to laziness, so I just go to my alarm clock-which reads 6:05 a.m. now- and set the alarm to 6:35 a.m. for some more sleepy time-horrible habit, I don't recommend you do it.
I awake, yet again, to the annoying buzzer of my alarm clock and head over and turn it off. My hair gets greasy if I don't shower, but, it gets sexier, so, sometimes I don't shower intentionally just to get that sexy look. I turn on my hair straightener and while I wait for it to heat up, browse myspace/chat with randoms on MSN. Once I'm done, I grab my phone, my wristband, my powerbands, other random bracelets my friends have given me, my chain, put my vans on, put my pants on, my belt, and hoodie and wait for my mom/sister and get in the passenger side of my car and await school. As I sit there, enjoying the car ride for some unknown reason, I wait for a message from a special someone, the 8th grader. You might know her from my 3rd blog, well, we have a "weird" relationship so to speak. Let me explain further:
The 8th grader
I met her on myspace about 2 months ago. It was a weird way of meeting, actually, we would post bulletins like comments to each other and then I just started to talk with her through messages and then through comments then back through messages again and we'd give each other equal amounts of picture comments, same old same old myspace stuff. I just saw her as a "myspace friend", nothing else. She then added me on MSN, telling me she wanted to get to know me better because she's seen and heard of me. I asked from where and she said her friends would talk of me since I was in band, saying I was "that one hot emo guy" and "the trombone dude!" and "the weird guy with the long hair" to list a few. We would talk on MSN a lot, no big, just random conversations, we realized we had a lot in common-like most do often realize- so we decided to take it a step further. She gives me her phone number but we don't call... we text each other. We end up texting each other lightly the first day, around 50 or so text messages sent by me, 50 or so received. I didn't have unlimited texting but I had never texted so it wasn't a big deal... the 8th grader was an experienced texter and would reply to my messages extremely fast while I was barely starting to get use to it and could not find most of the letters... much like re-learning to type.
Just to summarize things, we end up texting each other so much it just became routine to do it so we both just text each other hardcore now, like 100-200 texts a day, during school, after school, in the morning, etc. We then stopped texting a lot since now we call each other.
Back to the epicness...
I get through school, texting the 8th grader-who I am in love with, forgot to mention- after school and tell her about my plans for today, Friday. At one point, after texting so much, we started calling each other instead, so, during school, since we obviously can't call each other, we text, and after school we mostly talk on the phone. Everytime we hang up, though, she texts me saying she wants to hear my voice and that talking with me is awesome. I always tell her the same. Well, my friends and I had a plan for today, we were going to try Peyote for the first time(some cactus you eat and makes you hallucinate...) and weed for the first time as well, so we were all excited. We heard that Peyote tastes really bitter so we went to the family center in the city to pick up some drinks, me buying a white tea! :D
All of a sudden, my phone vibrates. I don't see that it's a text message though, it's a phone call. It's the 8th grader. I answer and ask what's up. She says she's home alone for 2 hours... I ask if she's hinting at something, she's like "OBVIOUSLY!" and I ask if I can go over. She says of course, but you'll have to find my house ;D!
I drive nearby, still talking with her, asking her where the fuck she lives, she just gives me hints, trying to make a game out of it. Alright, I get bored of driving around so me and my friends ghost ride. Little did we know we ghost rided right in front of her house and she started laughing her ass off randomly and that's when I knew. She tells me she doesn't want my friends to be there(oh, you know where this is going) and I tell her okay and give the keys to my friend and they drive off. This is where it starts...
Epic Day #1
She goes outside, we meet, I hug her, she's really shy so she is really excited to see me but it doesn't show. I just smile and laugh and poke her and etc just to get the nervousness out of her and it works. She gets more comfortable around me. She takes me inside and I look around her house, we joke around and shit while we're at it, me hiding in random closets and popping out, saying "Wait, that wasn't a restroom, was it?" and stupid shit like that. We sit in the kitchen and talk and I just yell out "MAKE ME A SAMMICH" and we laugh our assess off(inside joke). It's all fun, we then go into the living room and sit down.
I saw she was still nervous since she was shaking so I sit REALLY close to her... she blushes hardcore but then accepts it and kind of rests her head against my shoulder. We're just sitting really close so, me being the romantic I am, say "Hey, let's pretend we're watching a movie!" and I wrap my arm around her. We start giggling hardcore but then we joke around, me saying "Ah shit, this movie sucks, brb going to get popcorn" and me getting up but her dragging me back down next to her. To be honest, if she was nervous, I was her nervousnessx20, I had seriously NEVER done this kind of stuff with a girl before, EVER. My heart was beating extremely fast, but, for some reason, it just felt so awesome being with her. It's like we connected so much, positive to a negative, plug into slot, peanut butter to jelly. When we text each other or call I always tell her I want to hang out with her and we did, but, this time, it was just me and her alone. I tell her "What's that over there ;D?" and when she turns I kiss her on the cheek. She just giggles hardcore and she's like, whoops, I dropped something, can you get that for me?" and when I "pretend" to get something and lean forward she kisses me on the cheek as well. I literally just melt that instant, I tell her my heart is beating extremely fast and she gets my hand and puts it on her chest and I feel her heart beat as well. It was a wonderful moment.
She shows me her phone and I see this foil heart and I'm like "Oh, who's is that?" She pulls out of her pocket the heart and gives it to me... I take it and just love it. I take out the starburst she gave me and give it to her... she also loves it. I then take out a drawing, I also give it to her. She gives me one of her bracelets and I give her one of my powerbands, a red one. I had to leave already and her parents were already coming back, but it seriously felt like time had stopped. I had once told her that my teacher told me that, in order to be mentally stable, one has to get 8 hugs a day. It can be from the same person, one right after the other as well, or from 8 different people. I had told her I had 0 hugs today and she said the same, so we hugged each other 8 times, the last one being the most special since we didn't let go for a long time. I make a "<3" sign with my hands and she does too and I connect it with hers and she tells me she loves me and I said the same as I headed out the door.
I felt so awesome special super fucking sweet that moment, it was the happiest I had ever felt in my entire life. I was seriously smiling my ass off, my friends were wondering if I had "gotten some" but I just told them I had done stuff with her that I had never done with any other girl. Seriously, I had never "cuddled" with anyone, gave anyone anything, told anyone I had loved them, have someone tell me they loved me, done something romantic with someone, kissed someone(even if it was just on the cheek). So much stuff happened that day, April 11, I was just so happy. The rest of the day wasn't as epic as this moment, so, I won't bother writing it, I'll just summarize: I went with friends, got high on weed, left the Peyote for another day, texted while high, called and told her I loved her, lots and lots and lots of times, went to sleep. I smiled in my sleep, probably hardcore, and I dreamed an awesome dream(which I forgot instantly... sigh T.T).
It's funny how, in all of the days I have lived, that one day surpasses every other. I had never really cared for anything and that day was just an explosion of awesomeness, from when I woke up to when I climbed into my sheets again. No moment was bad, I was happy the entire day. It felt awesome.
[Somewhat]Epic Day #2
I would have included April 12, 2008 as epic day #2(I was, actually), but, that day wasn't as epic, but still was pretty epic. Party happened, stuff happened, I called her a lot, it was awesome. Etc, etc, text messages now had feeling behind them, every text I got made me get a special feeling inside of me. I included this date because this was the day which signaled the downfall...
I don't want to say the entire story(really long), but, something stupid happened when we were ghost riding and my door ended up not being able to close so we had to tape it up. I got pissed off hardcore but, I go to the party and forget everything. This would have been an epic day if it wasn't for what happened when we were Ghost Riding... that seriously ALMOST ruined the party for me. I didn't care, though, I was high and drunk in the end and I got to drive while Drigh so it was all fun. On to the downfall...
Downfall
Sunday, April 13, 2008. I wake up and see I have 3 text messages. Read them, call her, talk with her, tell her I need to hang up because friends are coming over, friends come over, I notice she hasn't texted back. I text and no response, I then try calling her. She answers and tells me "Can I call you later" and I say sure. I get worried, hardcore, for some odd reason. I'm thinking she is just busy or something, but, all these thoughts were racing through my mind. I couldn't help but just stare at my phone and wait. An hour passed so I just give up and put my phone in my pocket. I get really worried, so I go online and check to see if her sister is online on myspace. She is, so I ask her where her sister is. She tells me she's in her room, on the phone. I just meltdown. I don't know why but I just feel REALLY awkward. Who could she be with on the phone? She then texts back and I call her, she starts acting really weird. I ask what's wrong and she just says "nothing is wrong" but, just the way she said it meant there was something wrong. I keep asking but she says she is annoyed. I tell her where she was and she's like "oh, on the phone." Thing is, I couldn't BRING myself to asking her who she was talking to so I just start acting really weird. She then gets worried about me and starts asking what's wrong with me and I start singing lyrics to system of a down's "this cocaine makes me feel like I'm on this song." THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH ME THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME I HOPE YOUR STEP SON DOESN'T EAT THE FISH! There's something wrong with me? There's something wrong with you!
She gets WEIRDED out and I just hang up. She tries calling but I just answer and make noises and hang up afterwards.
Argh, lost motivation, I'll write it later. Summary: She loves me more than her ex but her ex still loves her and she doesn't want to hurt her ex because they never really broke up and she now loves me so we put things on halt. Sunday+Monday, shittiest days for me, I was just depressed. I went from being happy on Friday to being happy the majority of the day saturday to being SHITTY all sunday and SHITTIER monday.
Thanks for reading, even if I would stop at random points while writing this and wrote some parts of this feeling differently. <3
 
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You know, I sincerely feel bad about flaming you.
So I'll retract this post. I mean it's quoted and everything, but I'll save you some pain.
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On April 20 2008 09:29 ahrara_ wrote:I'm usually sympathetic to self-indulgent blog posts, but this shit made me  . Give it a fucking break, and take it to Livejournal.
Agreed.
And seriously, you have no idea what love is. You are smitten.
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Belgium6766 Posts
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On April 20 2008 09:29 ahrara_ wrote:I'm usually sympathetic to self-indulgent blog posts, but this shit made me . Give it a fucking break, and take it to Livejournal.
lololololol
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LOL how old are you
its kind of cute though, it wasnt that bad
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ok i read this again
THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH ME THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME I HOPE YOUR STEP SON DOESN'T EAT THE FISH! There's something wrong with me? There's something wrong with you!
She gets WEIRDED out and I just hang up. She tries calling but I just answer and make noises and hang up afterwards.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU
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Lonely emo fag meets immature 8th grader and they both think crush / liking = instant love. Dumbest shit ever.
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On April 20 2008 09:29 ahrara_ wrote:I'm usually sympathetic to self-indulgent blog posts, but this shit made me . Give it a fucking break, and take it to Livejournal.
lol
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On April 20 2008 09:49 .kaz wrote:
Lonely emo fag meets immature 8th grader and they both think crush / liking = instant love. Dumbest shit ever.
fuckin patrick so mean. Get a life patrick. 
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iNcontroL
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ahrara_ what? You are quick to defend Track who is all heart broken cause his relationship is built on lies.. yet here we have a guy who is guilty of nothing other than being a wax romantic who has a propensity to call girls "8th grades (common dude call her something else for fuck sakes)." Sure he's a moron and we covered that in the other thread. I am just trying to fathom your inconsistency.
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On April 20 2008 10:00 {88}iNcontroL wrote:
ahrara_ what? You are quick to defend Track who is all heart broken cause his relationship is built on lies.. yet here we have a guy who is guilty of nothing other than being a wax romantic who has a propensity to call girls "8th grades (common dude call her something else for fuck sakes)." Sure he's a moron and we covered that in the other thread. I am just trying to fathom your inconsistency.
Deal with it.
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so.... you're a senior in high school...
... and she is an 8th grader in middle school....
what the hell?
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lmao this sounds so similar to what happened to me...basically feeling all these mushy "love" feelings for the first time, and totally blowing everything to proportion. You know that the more you express your emotions like that the more you are needy, don't be so clingy in relationships because it just doesn't work. Its basically saying, I need someone else to survive, and you will end up hurting yourself in the end. The way things are going are not signs of a mature relationship, but a inexperienced one, both of you don't know better.
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that and i don't recall encouraging him to mutilate himself or commit suicide.
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On April 20 2008 10:07 ahrara_ wrote:
that and i don't recall encouraging him to mutilate himself or commit suicide.
I certainly hope not
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iNcontroL
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I didnt encourage him to achieve physical harm. You're confusing me with others. I just said I hoped it hurt (emotions) 
But I will "deal with it." thanks!
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I do like you incontrol, in a kind of spiteful, love-hate way.
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you must be a sad, awkward, inexperienced boy. seriously have you never talked to a girl before? you are acting like how nerdy 13 year old boys should act, but you're a senior in high school and you're smitten over an 8th grader? is this a joke?
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Yeah I mean seriously, you WILL get over it. This has to be your first, right?? You need to learn lessons etc but believe me nothing you felt is unique, EVERYONE has felt it lol, just calm down and take in the experience. Btw what is an 8th grader? 17?
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On April 20 2008 10:20 HamerD wrote:
Yeah I mean seriously, you WILL get over it. This has to be your first, right?? You need to learn lessons etc but believe me nothing you felt is unique, EVERYONE has felt it lol, just calm down and take in the experience. Btw what is an 8th grader? 17?
8th grader = 13-14
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I think the lesson everyone can take away from this is to not post personal blogs on Teamliquid.
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what the fuck is with these douchebags ahraha and jibba.
shut the fuck up and don't read his blog you fucking retards
scoprion, amusing read, you sound like a fairly outgoing and funny kid.
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If you found this one amusing, you should try the rest of his blogs about 2 other love interests.
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8th grade?
aren't you 17/18?
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On April 20 2008 10:22 CTStalker wrote:
what the fuck is with these douchebags ahraha and jibba.
shut the fuck up and don't read his blog you fucking retards
scoprion, amusing read, you sound like a fairly outgoing and funny kid.
It's one thing to be in serious pain and looking to express how you feel. It's another to post about an "epic" day of drama and expect people to, i don't know, feel sorry for you? think you're a real sophisticated kid, and you have such a hard life? I don't know. I sympathize with people in pain. I don't sympathize with narcissism. We're doing a favor knocking around ego a bit.
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Who cares. Nada through to next round in OSL.
Also I find it real amusing at the internet culture we live in. People actually invest a lot of emotion when posting on a web-site. Just think, 15 years ago, this stuff didn't even exist. (Probably some noob will argue that it did...fine watch more Richard Dawkins noob ).
Take it easy bros!
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Although maybe flaming him outright was kind of harsh. I don't like to do that often. Should've taken some time to let the disgust go over before posting.
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On April 20 2008 10:34 ssj100 wrote:Who cares. Nada through to next round in OSL. Also I find it real amusing at the internet culture we live in. People actually invest a lot of emotion when posting on a web-site. Just think, 15 years ago, this stuff didn't even exist. (Probably some noob will argue that it did...fine watch more Richard Dawkins noob ). Take it easy bros!
IT DID TOO
For srs, NaDa WOOT...Even though that means im down to 80% vote accuracy on liquibet.
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this was hilarious to read.
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United States20661 Posts
What.
In other news, Hong Jin-Ho fighting!
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On April 20 2008 11:07 Last Romantic wrote:
What.
In other news, Hong Jin-Ho fighting!
lol
So when are you gonna bang her?
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If you're going to crack like an egg and blurt out random lyrics, SOAD are an excellent choice!
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On April 20 2008 11:42 Wizard wrote:
who, Hong Jin-Ho?
the 8th grader
although no one could object to sexing hong jin ho
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What in the name of gayness?
Are you freaking kidding me? I can't believe I read through the whole thing. -_-; You should get off the emo stuff and be like something else.
Try hippies, so we all cartman lovers can hate you more.
On a side note, it's kind of nice to see you going through this, it's like good?. I did it once with a girl, and well, I'm still with her :D 6months and going. But be careful, bad shit still's there.  .
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Lol I was reading this and when you said you were awaiting to see the msg from the 8th grader I looked up to the poster ID and said "omg its scorpion again *rolleyes*" thats how much attention I pay.
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On April 20 2008 09:45 LosingID8 wrote:wait... how old are you?
Hahaha, the story was pretty good, but seriously, she's in 8th grade and you're almost off to college.
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On April 20 2008 09:34 Jibba wrote:Show nested quote +On April 20 2008 09:29 ahrara_ wrote:I'm usually sympathetic to self-indulgent blog posts, but this shit made me . Give it a fucking break, and take it to Livejournal. Agreed. And seriously, you have no idea what love is. You are smitten.
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posting in an epic blog(again). Just stop and think, if she is actually able to ignore your calls and talk to her ex, she obviously doesn't love you. Don't jump to conclusions and say that its because she is not direct enough to let go of him, because all it comes to is she doesn't love you enough to forget him. Think about it, if you found someone perfect, you'd do anything to be with them.
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She shows me her phone and I see this foil heart and I'm like "Oh, who's is that?" She pulls out of her pocket the heart and gives it to me... I take it and just love it. I take out the starburst she gave me and give it to her... she also loves it. I then take out a drawing, I also give it to her. She gives me one of her bracelets and I give her one of my powerbands, a red one. I had to leave already and her parents were already coming back, but it seriously felt like time had stopped.
You gave eachother some stuff?
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That's it ? The most EPIC day of your life? Good lord man you need to go out and party and drink some before you grow a mangina. You didn't even kiss her ? What's up man even I could've pulled a smoother move than "hey baby wanna pretend to watch a movie?"
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On April 20 2008 13:15 Frits wrote:Show nested quote +She shows me her phone and I see this foil heart and I'm like "Oh, who's is that?" She pulls out of her pocket the heart and gives it to me... I take it and just love it. I take out the starburst she gave me and give it to her... she also loves it. I then take out a drawing, I also give it to her. She gives me one of her bracelets and I give her one of my powerbands, a red one. I had to leave already and her parents were already coming back, but it seriously felt like time had stopped. You gave eachother some stuff? ... That's it ? The most EPIC day of your life? Good lord man you need to go out and party and drink some before you grow a mangina. You didn't even kiss her ? What's up man even I could've pulled a smoother move than "hey baby wanna pretend to watch a movie?"
I hadn't done anything with any girl like that ever, so it was epic for me. I don't care what you think.
EDIT: Also, that wasn't the most epic part of it though.
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On April 20 2008 09:42 ahrara_ wrote:ok i read this again Show nested quote +THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH ME THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME I HOPE YOUR STEP SON DOESN'T EAT THE FISH! There's something wrong with me? There's something wrong with you!
She gets WEIRDED out and I just hang up. She tries calling but I just answer and make noises and hang up afterwards. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU
I don't know... I couldn't control myself XD
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On April 20 2008 10:20 HamerD wrote:
Yeah I mean seriously, you WILL get over it. This has to be your first, right?? You need to learn lessons etc but believe me nothing you felt is unique, EVERYONE has felt it lol, just calm down and take in the experience. Btw what is an 8th grader? 17?
I'm already over it. It usually takes me a day or so to get over something. I laugh at the people who break up but feel depressed for weeks only to get back with each other. What's wrong with those people? XD
It's funny, though, I found out a lot of interesting things today about this 8th grader. There's something with her that makes guys want to just be with her. She isn't a whore so she doesn't just talk to all these guys and do stuff with them and etc so a lot of guys are let down, and, I found out, all the guys she's gone out with so far(about 4) haven't gotten a girlfriend after her. My friend says she still loves her, even though she hates the shit out of him for what he had done.
Also, people tend to talk like faggots to this girl. Like, seriously, when my friend was going out with her(back when I didn't have any interest for her), he would pick up the phone and started giggling when he looked at it and answered and started talking softer and higher pitched. "Hey, my sweet honeymuffin I love you!" was the first thing he said. Me and some other friends just start LMAO'ing right there, and he just leaves the room.
I asked another friend(her ex) when we were at the party, he was drunk, I was high, we start having a conversation. He thinks I have no idea who the 8th grader is so he starts saying how he has never really gotten over it and how she's so awesome and all this stuff and how, while going out with her, he saw all other girls as trash and couldn't compare to her, I couldn't believe it.
So, if you guys think this "8th grader" is just some confused 14 year old, you're somewhat right. But, she has a hold on guys that's unexplainable. She's different... in other words. Like no other girl I have talked with...
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There's something with her that makes guys want to just be with her. She isn't a whore so she doesn't just talk to all these guys and do stuff with them and etc so a lot of guys are let down, and, I found out, all the guys she's gone out with so far(about 4) haven't gotten a girlfriend after her.
Dude, she's talking to the socially inept/awkward dudes who can't get other girls. She was their only access to womenz, thus she became awesome.
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I gotta say I respect Scorpion's ability to take all this flaming in stride.
Kudos man.
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holy shit
you are so fucking pathetic.
18 year old flirts with 8th grader and gets a hug(EIGHT OF THEM!) and rejoices. w-o-w
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wtf? people still ghost ride? I thought everyone would've gotten bored of that by now. Do you guys do that gas and brake shit also?
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Man, if its the most youve done then kudos on making that far, but still you can do better than a 14 year old girl.
Just take the experience in stride and just realize your worth something and go for someone your age and have the experience your gonna get with someone slightly more mature, if nothing else at least someone who can do the same shit you can.
Still, just remember the happiness you had on friday, and then realize that can come with getting any girl.
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On April 21 2008 08:05 Falcynn wrote:
wtf? people still ghost ride? I thought everyone would've gotten bored of that by now. Do you guys do that gas and brake shit also?
We do a lot of stuff, but, we discovered ghost riding recently so we do that often. Nobody did it before us and now, all we see are niggers ghost riding.
It spread XD
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Dude. Come on..... Titling something "The 8th Grader" is instant fail, I didn't even read 90% of this
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On April 21 2008 13:10 Scorpion wrote:
We do a lot of stuff, but, we discovered ghost riding recently so we do that often. Nobody did it before us and now, all we see are niggers ghost riding.
the BAN HAMMER descends
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Aight dude, it's not THAT big of a deal..
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also "let's pretend like we're watching a movie" is (aside from intentional comedy) one of the worst lines i've ever heard. that was lower than "i caught a fish thiiiiiis big"
just putting that out there
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omg i am loling so badly right now and trying to be quiet (the comments make this blog - you guessed it! - EPIC!) cos my girlfriend is sleeping on the bed.
this was a good read. 5/5 easily.
WILL read again.
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I almost missed this one!
Epic, 5/5.
Keep us updated!
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On April 21 2008 07:17 decafchicken wrote:
holy shit
you are so fucking pathetic.
18 year old flirts with 8th grader and gets a hug(EIGHT OF THEM!) and rejoices. w-o-w
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND EMO CULTURE
brb gonna yell at my mom for not letting me use her make-up
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Ah, all of this is behind me now.
I am a warrior of Shambala!
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Kid, im a blind albino and I can do better. what is this bullshit
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On April 21 2008 22:02 Frits wrote:Show nested quote +On April 21 2008 07:17 decafchicken wrote:
holy shit
you are so fucking pathetic.
18 year old flirts with 8th grader and gets a hug(EIGHT OF THEM!) and rejoices. w-o-w YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND EMO CULTURE brb gonna yell at my mom for not letting me use her make-up
My pic is so emo, just check my profile! LOL
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God damn, this shit keeps on getting worse, it is definitely a trainwreck, can't avert my gaze!
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