EPTThis is more of a ranodom thought scribble than a coherent post
Found my previous blog posts - one super negative and one very positive, with positive comments that felt amazing to read, also some of my threads - those that did not turn up to be just redundant spam
It's 30/10/22, Sunday afternoon and I'm thinking about playing Broodwar again today in the evening. I do not at this point believe I really want to or ever will want to commit to an efficient learning pattern as much time and effort as it requires, too much time was lost in limbo, and I think it's OK to come to terms with myself I never really wanted it in the first place
I can always change my mind later
If I do play need to decide on a race
Feel nostalgic for time that slipped through the fingers
