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i'm 19 years old.. and in a big family that isn't even close with each other anymore. ever since i could remember, i knew that all i wanted was to start my own life, to have a fresh start without any of these family problems. i'm entering university and on my first real life step to starting my own life and then it happened.
i wake up this morning expecting to go to church but i hear my mom running to me telling me to put my cloths on to go to my grandmas house, she puts the phone to my ear and i hear her crying out about how someone is dying.. at first i thought it was my grandpa but when i arrive there with my mom and brother, it turns out that its my dad.
my dad, whom i've only seen twice ever since my parents divorce when i was just a toddler. turns out he has cancer in the legs and the doctors predicted only 6-9 months left for him. all the feelings of me wanting to escape my family just dissapeared and i looked around the room, at my family and saw, my brother.. my mother, my grandparents... and my dad.
we said a few words... and he asked me a few questions.. but what really touched me was he said "do your best". me and my brother saw him out and on his way outside i started to cry after he left.
i took some time to myself wondering if i should go to church or not. i myself am not a true believer but started to go because i want to believe but still, i've never prayed for anything.. i'm not relying on faith on this one..
i'm just.. relying on i dont know what..
but whether he raised me or not, i love my father
  
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Canada7170 Posts
Touching story.
You being a believer or not, you're in my prayers.
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I think you should pray for your dad, I'm sorry about what happened. Can cancer from your legs really kill you though?
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is awesome32275 Posts
Good luck man, make him proud.
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Im so sorry.
I will be thinking of you, my friend
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On August 27 2007 05:55 IntoTheWow wrote:
Good luck man, make him proud.
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does your old man go to Church? they usually give sick people a lot of support
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the worst thing about it is that you'll never "know" unless you pray... i am not a believer myself but i don't even know what i would do in that situation...
hope everything gets better, man
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That made me cry because thats sort of whats going on in my life but not exactly
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Sry that you had not much time with him and i could imagine how you feel, so maybe you should try to spend some more time with him now even if there will come some hurting days for you.
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EPT
