EPTIt's so boring though!!! And it makes me want to get smoke pot!
Maybe I should play some broodwar... But we've got steak in the fridge that's pretty good... Gosh, it's late. But I gotta admit... They've revamped iccup and it works like a charm...
Also, I can't sleep, but I can't sleep tomorrow afternoon, because I have to give candy out to kids at Halloween, we bought pixie sticks since they're rare.
It's so cold
This psychotic girl messaged me then was playing all sorts of mind games... I hate you/I'm sorry... Beginning to think she's problematic...
I tried to write... but I decided to re-write my first fantasy... about 50k words... not enough, and it needs so much editing... I have so much to do... and I am getting old, I need money!!
And, so, I've been working on music for some reason, dividing my attention.
So, I've been working my ass off every day trying to get people to watch my songs I wrote. But absolutely no one watches them, even though I put tons of meta data in. No one wants to hear my songs!!! it sucks!!!! I need feedback though, like what to do better, what to sing better.
I sit there, psyched up on ritalin, and edit a song for 6 hours, the whole two pages look like a mess. then there's a third page... and i have to play guitar, sing, and read, all at once... but i'm getting bummed that there's all these hungry artists on the site, and I'm one of them.
Or try to get in the perfect "zone" to play some good piano... but I'm always so un-stoned... it used to be easier back when I was a stoner...
Then I have to memorize them, so I have to make a video of me singing while reading the lyrics, which is really hard with all the tiny changes all over the place, so I can download them as mp3s and perform them. I'm hoping people will dig me if I go to an open mic...
Anyone ever go to those?
Also, why is my voice so squawky?? I was a voice major and it still sounds kinda strained on just an E-natural...
So now... my ritalins wearing off.. and I'm listening to the piano improv I put up...
Ne way, please sub me, ... no bully!
Thx for reading.
God bless teamliquid.
