Tomorrow starting around 12:00 CET (about 9 hours from now) i decided to give it another shot and try to stream a whole day of laddering. If you want come and hang out, together we can find out what lies beneath that scary "Find Game" Button. You can see what "MMR Decay" does in action and how games after a huge break look like. I guess we will see all the kinds of fierce things, that are thrown at us and I will gladly adress any questions around the topic of ladder anxiety or dealing with losses.
Maybe you can scrap together some motivation yourself to bust out ye olde ladder-motivation