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DreamR
Profile Blog Joined December 2012
United Kingdom168 Posts
July 03 2014 16:27 GMT
#1
so hi again guys
its been a few weeks since my last post.
the guy has been arrested and will serve a minimum of 5 years in prison.
im getting help from the trauma with counseling
and just wanted to say thank you to everyone that commented and helped me get through this.

im copping well. still cant go outside yet, ( i shake whenever i get to the door )
thats the hardest part about this.

but over time i realized. this happens to many people.
not just me.
i shouldn't allow this to effect me.
( which it did ) im not saying ima be stronger from this. ( even though i would want to be )
but i am saying something like this. opens ones eyes to how the world really is.
cold and heartless.
noone will give you what you want.
you have to be strong. and fight through life.


thanks again guys.


***
This game saved me from ending it.
tiigz
Profile Joined June 2014
United Kingdom2 Posts
July 03 2014 17:01 GMT
#2
fighters get far in life - stay strong
Deleuze
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
United Kingdom2102 Posts
July 03 2014 18:01 GMT
#3
Good to hear that your are getting some support.
“An image of thought called philosophy has been formed historically and it effectively stops people from thinking.” ― Gilles Deleuze, Dialogues II
KelsierSC
Profile Blog Joined March 2013
United Kingdom10443 Posts
July 03 2014 20:54 GMT
#4
Glad to hear that guy got put away.

Do you feel the outcome was fair?
Zerg for Life
DreamR
Profile Blog Joined December 2012
United Kingdom168 Posts
July 03 2014 22:00 GMT
#5
On July 04 2014 05:54 KelsierSC wrote:
Glad to hear that guy got put away.

Do you feel the outcome was fair?



i feel the outcome was right. in my head im saying he should of got alot more time.
but thats just me saying this because of how scared i was and i dont want him getting out.
but 5 years of your life. is a very long time.
so i feel its moral. and right.

do you feel the same?
This game saved me from ending it.
pebble444
Profile Blog Joined March 2011
Italy2498 Posts
July 04 2014 03:11 GMT
#6
hi.
i' m sorry to have read of your experience in the previous blog; i can only image what you have been trought; what i think is important to understand is that violence born from that situation is induced by drugs and thenafter the addiction; It is not a normal behavior of human beings. Drugs and alcohol if abused can have the effect of whiping away any humaness in anybody given enough time.

You should not ignore the effect this story had on you. there is a profound reason why it has. Like you said, and maybe you cannot see how now, this WILL make you stronger in the future. It takes time to heal, and its only possible to heal once we understand why.

I hope one day you will be able to step outside again. There is a beautiful sun there waiting and a whole world. The world is neither good nor bad, its what we make of it.
"Awaken my Child, and embrace the Glory that is your Birthright"
Titusmaster6
Profile Blog Joined September 2007
United States5937 Posts
July 04 2014 04:24 GMT
#7
Glad things are improving. Keep your head up!
Shorts down shorts up, BOOM, just like that.
DreamR
Profile Blog Joined December 2012
United Kingdom168 Posts
July 16 2014 14:18 GMT
#8
thanks everyone for your replies! i was banned for two days for talking about protoss.. T_T
so i couldnt say this sooner.

but ima be sorter using this blog as a place i ask for help now.
if i ever feel low il be coming here, as i know people care.
it wont be a whiny or stupid.
only at times of need when i just want someone to listern.


thanks again everyone.
This game saved me from ending it.
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