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boesthius
United States11637 Posts
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Promethelax
Canada7089 Posts
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Smix
United States4549 Posts
 i got really, really close a few times too. support system is so crucial.really hope one day this fucker depression can be history for both of us | ||
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[MD]Frostbite
Canada292 Posts
Good luck with the depression, I've had my low spots as well, just don't give up. Once you have given up, its really hard to try again.  | ||
Carnivorous Sheep
Baa?21244 Posts
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NeThZOR
South Africa7387 Posts
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Pandemona
Charlie Sheens House51493 Posts
Nice blog as usual  just hope you come through this depression, but to me this is day 1 of your comeback trail!Blog about your recovery if you can, i can see you want to get out of this and with your brother and now a good therapist i cant see you not. | ||
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HackBenjamin
Canada1094 Posts
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Ctone23
United States1839 Posts
I dug myself into depression for a number of reasons, far too many to explain, but essentially I was young, immature, and felt the world was against me. It's not something that ever truly leaves you, I think my experience will forever change the person I am, but I eventually found the positives, and just kept telling myself, "Things could always be worse". Doesn't sound like much, but I kept the mindset and started forcing myself into previously uncomfortable situations. For example, I have never been into fashion, other than just normal, classic American blue-jean style. No offense to anyone who does, but I had this mindset that because I wasn't like everyone else, that I had no chance of meeting that special girl, and therefore locked myself in. I can't say what exactly turned me away from this mindset, but I just kept telling myself that eventually things would be okay. I focused less on how I looked and was perceived and more on how I interact with people. I realized I cannot control what newly met people think about me, and for the first time in a while, I really didn't care. This was a snowball effect for me, the more and more I realized how much was out of my control, the more I began taking control of myself, finally starting to exude confidence to others around me. I guess the point I'm trying to make is that what you have experienced cannot leave you, but that is perfectly okay. Just keep doing you, you don't have a lot of time on this rock, jump into the action! | ||
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ffadicted
United States3545 Posts
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Grettin
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NeuroticPsychosis
United States322 Posts
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Firebolt145
Lalalaland34503 Posts
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FuDDx
United States5015 Posts
I also always enjoy seeing/hearing others music!! Hope to find some that resonate with me!! | ||
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MaGariShun
Austria305 Posts
Have you tried taking SSRI? I can't say that I was as deep in depression as you are, but I had a depressive episode 2 years ago (about 6 months long) and the meds really worked and pulled me out of it. There can be some side effects, anorgasmia seems to be common, had that too, but they are worth it I think. Be careful if you are suicidal though, cause they seem to have a motivating effect in the period before the mood heightening effect kicks in. Having someone to talk too is important too, I'm glad that you have your brother. | ||
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docvoc
United States5491 Posts
EDIT: That wasn't you, lol. Also keep at the depression, you'll beat it man. | ||
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Omnishroud
1073 Posts
Good luck with everything you do | ||
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Dazed.
Canada3301 Posts
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Destructicon
4713 Posts
Its good that you found support in your brother and its excellent that you've come to realize you need someone's support. I can't say our situations are in any way similar, but, when I was younger I was very closed, introverted and lonely but thankfully my best friend, which I consider as close to me as a brother sort of helped me change and open up in time. Again not saying its at all a similar situation, I wanted to just underline that having someone close to you can be a big deal and it can go a long way in helping, maybe more then you can imagine. Take care and good luck. | ||
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sertman
United States540 Posts
I always love reading your blogs, please keep writing | ||
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