I feel secure, this kind which tells you "nothing wrong is going to happen", I feel no happiness or sadness, I feel peace.
I feel like I could sleep just in this very moment and nothing would happen.
My brain tells me I am happy because I feel like I did before. That I am going back from emotional black hole into a normal life.
It doesn't feel bad nor good.
It just feels right.
Without hiding my feelings or trying to suppress them.
Hope you are feeling well too. If not... think about all the things you have before thinking about the things you don't.
I do hope.