a friend that wasn't really close to me, but I did have some great times with recently passed away, and I found out that he was depressed and anorexic, and his body couldn't take it anymore. Fucking sad and shocked that it happened, but I guess it was because I had not talked to him for a long time. But still... I can't believe it happened. He was a smart guy (went to Brown) ... wonder what caused him to be so depressed?
anyway, what are some TLers thoughts about life? What do you live for? Is it just to find a partner to be happy with, and perhaps have kids? Or do you have some life goal you want to achieve?
I don't know, just thinking about it it all seems kind of pointless. You have kids, and then you die, then your kids might become depressed or drug addicts or maybe they'll be successful and happy and have their own families, but in the end, what is the point of continuing our species?
I can't find what I want to live for right now, but I'm not going to commit suicide or anything, but it just makes me feel like....I'm doing all this stuff for nothing? and makes me reconsider having kids or whatever because they might suffer in the world lol -_-;