EPTSo, turns out I'm Schizophrenic! - Page 2
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azndsh
United States4447 Posts
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ApollyoN
United States1297 Posts
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Xeris
Iran17695 Posts
and why would someones parents randomly google their sons tl.net name "oh boy let's see what jimmy posted on TL today!" or maybe they will be reading proleague results and stumble on his post, dun dun dun. 18 year old toss from usa can mean any of hundreds of people btw =o | ||
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AmorVincitOmnia
Kenya3846 Posts
who's lonely on tl? | ||
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CharlieMurphy
United States22895 Posts
But yea, I agree this sounds like bullshit or really exaggerated based on a true story. | ||
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Pressure
7326 Posts
On June :35 dementus wrote: is pressure one of your several personas? look at my join date im not 18 i dont play toss | ||
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Rotodyne
United States2263 Posts
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Lord.of.Nukes
United Kingdom226 Posts
18 year old toss from usa can mean any of hundreds of people btw =o I think that's the idea.  I'm wondering if the note actually mentions the suspicion of schizophrenia or merely requests the family history. It would naturally be very bad for both the person in question and his psychiatrist if it was learned he was taking medication prematurely from a post on an Internet forum; I doubt that's the case but I think it's a possibility until some clarification or update is presented. Edit: Hes not being honest, if i was him for example he could just link an image with his name on it or write it like this: Someone could easily post it or mentions the person in question directly, wrecking the anonymity to Google or TL.net searches.1nt0th3w0w. | ||
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Notmynick
Burkina Faso4 Posts
All right, in retrospect it was pretty obvious. I\'m not like my brothers and sisters. I\'m the only one with blonde hair. I\'m the only one with blue eyes. My normal body weight is well over two hundred pounds, while they weigh about one seventy. I\'ve always been faster and stronger. Now I can beat any of them up but even at twelve the only one who could take me on was my oldest brother. Even mentally we were different. They all have amazing memories. Mine is shit. But I\'m much better at math and puzzles. So I ask my parents for the fucking family history. By now I guess what\'s up. But I don\'t want them to know I know. I ask them quickly, then ask for the something to eat. I pretend not to care. They\'re not going to make it easy on me though (to find out for sure). The next day they tell me they sent it straight to the shrink. I don\'t want to want to sound too interested so I don\'t complain, but I\'m fucking pissed. But I know I\'m schizo. So who are my real parents? That\'s what I\'m thinking. This is all too fucking weird. Then I remember my aunt. My dad mentioned her to me in passing a while ago. She had schizophrenia. I never met her. She lived in my dad\'s old country. When he mentioned her to me it was to tell me she was dead. You know what he said? Don\'t eat sugary cereals (I was eating fruit loops) because it\'s proven they can affect your brain and you don\'t want to end like her. I laugh him off. I\'m ten and I love fruit loops. Fuck him talking about fruit loops. So I google her name. Nada. But I stumble upon a person finding website. It cost money. I want to fucking know so I use my parents credit card. I tell them I need it for a school project, and that it didn\'t cost anything (I know I could\'ve found a free site, but I was in no mood to search). Mom was pissed when it showed up on mastercard. Site gives me some info in a language I don\'t understand. I try babelfish, fucking useless. But I have her name: Maria. I\'m stuck at that though. So one day I\'m taking a jog and I walk by a police station. I just walk in. Never been in a police station before. Was weird. I just walked in, explained my situation to some woman, and asked her for some advice on what to do. She said to check the psych ward records of the people in my dad\'s home country. I have no fucking clue how to do this. But I know a priest who speaks the language, and has plenty of roots back home. I ask him to help me, and like a good priest he does! His sister\'s husband is a cop back home. I give the priest my email and tell him to tell the cop to email me with any info. Two days go by and I get the email. I knew that fucking backwards country didn\'t have any crime to worry about. I\'m shocked that they just send me police reports and psych ward records. Maybe these things are public? Maybe rules are different there. Maria was crazy. Onset at 21. Family kept her until she was 25. Got involved in some crimes. Attacked people. Was institutionalized at 26. Got pregnant at 33. Nobody knows how. Never left the instituion. Probably some fucking wacko. She was kept in the schizo wing. Probably some schizo guy. She didn\'t have any complaints. Had the kid. Didn\'t give it a name. Docs called him \"Jahnes\" (to spell it as it sounds -- common name). Baby taken away. That\'s all I got. Is it me? Until I ask my dad, I guess I don\'t know. I asked (thanks CSI!!!)if they had DNA on file, and if I could compare mine to that. They told me they didn\'t, and even if they did, they wouldn\'t have the equipment to do it. If she was my mother, I wish I could\'ve met her. Pretty gay of me. I always wondered why the adopted bitches went to see their mothers. Always seemed like it would be unbelievably awkward. Just wanted to meet her. Gay. Wish I would've known earlier. (Edit this into the main post with a break if you would, pressure) Oh yeah: she died in a closet. Just got stuck in closet and dehydrated. | ||
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Laverick
Canada123 Posts
On June 14 2007 11:47 tKd_ wrote: if your schizoprenic, you wouldn't even be able to type that paragraph or your story without it seeming like completle bullshit. Actually a number of schizophrenics make a living as successful writers, typing their lives away like a normal person - providing they're on meds. I'd assume schizophrenics come up with the best stories too. Some of the best songs and stories have come from people when they were high, and schizophrenia affects the same part of the brain as marijuana. I used to think I had schizophrenia, turned out to just be depression. I still remember when my doctor told me.... Doc: You have depression. Me thinking: I don't feel depressed? <Doc sees a confused look on my face> Doc: You don't have to feel depressed to have depression. Me: Then why the fuck is it called depression? Seriously, call it something else then for christ sakes.  | ||
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lil.sis
China4650 Posts
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ToT)OjKa(
Korea (South)2437 Posts
to be honest man as soon as you start believing you're schizo then its just gonna get worse. You fall into a kind of helpless "zz i schizo" and just kind of fall into that role. by the way the above is based on no actual factual evidence | ||
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Notmynick
Burkina Faso4 Posts
On June 14 2007 12:16 Laverick wrote: Actually a number of schizophrenics make a living as successful writers, typing their lives away like a normal person - providing they're on meds. I'd assume schizophrenics come up with the best stories too. Some of the best songs and stories have come from people when they were high, and schizophrenia affects the same part of the brain as marijuana. I used to think I had schizophrenia, turned out to just be depression. I still remember when my doctor told me.... Doc: You have depression. Me thinking: I don't feel depressed? <Doc sees a confused look on my face> Doc: You don't have to feel depressed to have depression. Me: Then why the fuck is it called depression? Seriously, call it something else then for christ sakes. Oh yeah, I suppose I'm being a little premature saying I'm a schizo. I started feeling like I described in my first post a couple of years ago, and it's just gotten worse and worse. I don't feel bad or weird all the time. And shrink says I'll be fine without meds until... well until it gets worse. I used to feel fine almost every hour of the day, with maybe an "attack" or two. Now I feel "bad" at least once an hour, and my fag family keeps asking if I'm ok. Havn't taken the meds yet. Shrink said it's like throwing spaghetti against the wall: it fucks up your whole brain in order to fuck up the thing causing the schizophrenia. Only going to take them if visual delusions get bad. Oh yeah, shrink sending me to another shrink. Thank god I'm 18. If I don't let me family to confirm what my shrink says, apparently some concurrent opinions will do. Doc started talking to me about dealing with it. I really think I'm fucked here. Without a major attack in presence of third party, I won't be official and can't legally get meds, but everyone keeps telling me how to deal with it. I'm unofficial, and they actually have meds on hold for me (haha don't need them!) | ||
Excalibur_Z
United States12242 Posts
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Laverick
Canada123 Posts
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DeadVessel
United States6269 Posts
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mnm
United States4493 Posts
-edit- nm, we know. hope things dont get worse for you.. stay level headed.. and yea see another psychiatrist | ||
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kidd
United States2848 Posts
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Beyonder
Netherlands15103 Posts
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Laverick
Canada123 Posts
On June 14 2007 12:31 kidd wrote: wow if this is all true, I would sell your story to Spielberg I wouldn't, Spielberg fucks all the stories up in attempt to make them his own. Peter Jackson has a habit of keeping movies true to the original story, you could try him...but it might end up 12 hours long | ||
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