High Thread - Page 741

On September 27 2012 10:52 YokoKano wrote:

yeah, this is the sort of shit that just smacks me in the face. it never fucking happens like this to me. i just roll out, super old because i've smoked so much weed, like when i was younger. and then it's like the winds of the world take me and guide my thoughts and my voice in a way that i could never experience while sober. it's like i'm not even me.

i know you can't relate because it's like, just, insane to even try and convey these stories to people. but i know what you're talking about.

it's like the world just vanishes, cascading off in the distance. it never happens when i'm not high on weed. i need something to carry my thoughts. i don't know where my creativity goes. it's just this artistic feeling that takes me and whatever i do is just so perfect. like, i know, you're thinking, nobody is gonna agree with you. that's cool. it's not about what other people think. i'm not trying to write some kind of memoire of like, these were my experiences. i'm just saying that, you know, when you put all that stuff behind you, it makes you climb to the clouds so quick.

that's what i love about weed. it just frees my soul and separates my mind from the convulsing problems of my every day life. i'm pretty poor, so there are a lot. i'm sure if i had money then i'd feel different. being just a regular guy, not really remarkable in anyway, and not growing up in some privileged neighborhood going to the best private schools, my expectations are pretty low. it doesn't show through much, i think i hang with most crowds pretty well. i'm happy to see people in general and no matter how they esteem me it doesn't get to me.

i'm just an all round chill guy and i get a long well with everyone. i think a part of that is growing up rough, you know like they say, let's me smoke weed and not give into the wacky temptations that other clowns succumb to. it just depends on your background, how you behave. i never snatch another dude's chick, or whatever. you know, most guys, they just have this kind of the world attitude as their ambitions blast and their inhibitions drop. you can just do whatever you want for the most part; just don't mess with other people. some guys are real manipulative.

i could never do anything subtle like that because if i'm just concrete you know. like, i need to be alone at a lake in forest. i remember one time i feel down like jesus on the cross, except i was on a two by four dock. the next day my friend drown. it really affected me bad. i warned him not to drink.

i stayed away from weed for a time, like a couple days after that. i wanted to stay in master's league though so not long. anyway, i recovered but i didn't eat well. it sucked.

i had to stop smoking out of glass after that. i don't know why. i guess the ashes really felt sick to me. like i could feel the guilt wracking me, because i cared so much about my friend. i really did. it's tough to tell you what i mean.

anyway.

i love just toking up these days, mostly with a vape, or you konw, something with water to cool things. that's what i'm about. being cool. you know, growing up without any frustration, not much conflict. it's different on the bottom side of things. without much hope for the future it's easy to just let things slide. there's no pain when some chick you like goes for another guy. it's not like you coulda bought her anyway. that's the sort of thing that i just let go easy, and other guys really suffer for. in a lot of ways i feel like i've got a perspective that helps me feel how other feel, no matter where they come from. rich guys they get all the women, have tons of kids, some out of wedlock. then there are problems, politics, all sorts of stuff that makes them burn up.

me, i never have to worry about that. as long as i stay away from h it's all good. if i can get my hands on some of that good honey oil then i'll probably make GM next season. no pressure though. just gotta stay cool, stay focused, stay collecting, and i'll be at the top eventuallly. whatever pretty much, i know how to make a quick buck if i need to, if i'm down and out. and that's good because nothing can rattle me.

On September 28 2012 01:34 FuDDx wrote:
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Purple and Green so nice so clean!!

On September 27 2012 09:30 ShoCkeyy wrote:


Stop making fun of me! This was my first try with this contraption. You young hooligans and your crazy new toys.