Korean Music Discussion - Page 4379

Many memories covered in dust with time gone by
Poison that has accumulated in my body as time passes
Nowadays with the want for freedom much stronger than before,
I'm precisely about half-dead
It's not something I can see, but I believed it
There was a time when I felt it driving me for sure
I remember that beginning, empty out all that's making me rot
I need to take hold of that which I've been losing

The long journey to now
Back in time when I used to say conviction was all that I had With tightly clenched fists,
I laughed at those who had become afraid and old
In turn they stirred me with fear
That later I would also change like them, inevitably
So keep your eyes straight says reality
Though he wants to fly, he says he's more comfortable where he's seated
I lie to you and myself just like that every time

My spirit that's been eaten away because of that cigarette-like consolation
What's hidden behind the words that you gotta be an adult is just an illusion you're in no way becoming wiser
It's just being satisfied with the status quo, just like a dog on a leash
Because those are the only things I've been learning
Because my courage is equally matched with my fear of the eyes of others
I told them to fuck off because I was tired of those faces
Where my faith leads me, that is where my home is and that is where I become complete
If such a thing called chance comes, it comes to me rather than you,
who is a hallow shell because you had your dreams put aside
You can laugh as much as you want
You can hide away your failure as you talk to me with your seemingly concerned voice
You can stay put, with your unwillingness to be hurt
And you say that this is common sense
Even though this is a world where cowardice is a cure
To those who have been scarred in your stead I give my respect, to those that have won my blessing

There was a time when I fell into a deep hole
Pretending I was living without a worry to my family and friends
My self-hatred and arrogance mixing together
I even hated the snow that stared at me in winter
A depletion of passion
Things that I've hated more than any others
When they become my work, only the feeling of dying remains
Nothing else can be felt strongly
I've seen my distorted image, but I cannot kill myself
In those times when I wouldn't have felt at loss
to have thrown away everything I possessed to some faraway place,
I searched for things I could do that would comfort me like a madman
Peace was a thing irrelevant to me and
I raised my voice to hide my anxiety and angrily blathered on about dignity
and I wandered around making myself dizzy
Those times when I didn't even know who was beside me
Even back then I didn't believe in God, but I could not bring myself to believe that I was so broken,
so for a long while I was lost
This tenacious flu that's seeped into my consciousness,
Mornings that were never refreshing no matter how many hours I slept
Youth that has been crushed by nervousness and pressure
Bubbles, traps, temptations that would come in place of opportunity
In the face of all those things, back from the beginning
I need to hold of that which I've been losing

As I quickly chase, more and more I lose sense of what I am
Stop now if you need
We've already lost too many things that are important