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On January 15 2011 08:51 corpsepose wrote: i have horrible, irrational inadequacy issues when it comes to females That's good, you won't be heartbroken when you breakup
on a more related note: I have a feeling I got rejected
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just did something bad to myself because I couldn't handle my current level of anxiety. feeling ashamed.
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On January 15 2011 09:20 ChoRds wrote: just did something bad to myself because I couldn't handle my current level of anxiety. feeling ashamed. Don't mean to sound too harsh, but try to remember that shameful feeling in the future if you ever feel the urge to harm yourself again. It has worked well for me, but I'm certain it varies depending on your personality.
Contribution: I should be playing SC2 right now, but I'm too into HoN. Before that I had a good month of WoW, the month before that was LoL. I enjoy SC2 and nothing beats the feeling of winning a solid macro game, but I keep getting lured in by these other, sinful games.
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I USED TO TYPE IN ALL CAPS IN SOME OF MY ONLINE COLLEGE CLASS FORUMS/GRADED DISCUSSION WORK
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I love the touhou games, even though I completely suck at them. I guess being colorblind doesn't help out a lot
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I think enough games have been played- time to go all-in; its for all the marbles baby! (and if that don't work, theres another already in line, man I love college)
(many fish in the sea, there is; always remember that guys)
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I often wonder what being dead, or dying would be like, but never get far really.
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I feel like I was born 4 years too damn early... Maybe it's a curse or a blessing if she likes older guys. The girl I am interested in is 17. I'm turning 21 in February. This blows... Maybe when she's 18 and I'm 21/22 it'll be fine, but right now, I think dating a girl that isn't even a legal adult and still in high school is just a bit weird.
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On January 15 2011 12:12 Lorken wrote: I often wonder what being dead, or dying would be like, but never get far really.
Just think about what it was like before you were alive.
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On January 15 2011 11:26 SaYyId wrote: I want to see God. I don't know what to think about religion. I was Christian my entire life, up until about 2 years ago. Since then I've been agnostic as well as atheist. Pretty much full atheist at this point, but it's difficult to think about sometimes. On one hand, I am completely fine with being atheist. It's my decision, and religion as a whole just makes no sense to me when I think about it. It was made to answer questions humans didn't have answers to, and at this point it's unnecessary. Even with everything I've thought, read and seen, it's difficult to drop something like religion when you're surrounded by people who wholeheartedly believe in some religion or another. The thought of "what if" is still in my mind, no matter how hard I try to get rid of it. When you're talking about the afterlife, I get absolutely nothing out of being an atheist. When I die and nothing happens, woohoo I was right, I still have nothing to look forward to. If I'm religious, at least if I die and there is nothing, I didn't lose anything.
All this does is raise more questions. If I'm following a religion like it's an insurance policy for after death, does it even count? A supreme being would surely be able to see through what I'm thinking, and I doubt following just so I don't go to "hell" wouldn't really do the trick. If this same supreme being knows what I'm thinking, would he be ok with me being skeptical? All in all, how I think about religion renders all of them useless, and if there is a supreme being I hope he lets me plead my case for not following him all this time.
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On January 15 2011 11:26 SaYyId wrote: I want to see God.
I'm free tomorrow
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I'm attracted to several of my first cousins... 
I've actually made out with a second-cousin, but we didn't know at the time that we were related.
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On January 15 2011 15:54 Joementum wrote: I feel like I was born 4 years too damn early... Maybe it's a curse or a blessing if she likes older guys. The girl I am interested in is 17. I'm turning 21 in February. This blows... Maybe when she's 18 and I'm 21/22 it'll be fine, but right now, I think dating a girl that isn't even a legal adult and still in high school is just a bit weird.
Don't let society tell you how to think. Listen to the little man downstairs.
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On January 15 2011 18:16 BruceLee6783 wrote:I'm attracted to several of my first cousins...  I've actually made out with a second-cousin, but we didn't know at the time that we were related.
My family reunions are always awkward...
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i play sc2 about once every 2 weeks. its too stressful, and when i get beaten by people/builds i would've crushed back in july or september, i get even more discouraged and want to play less.
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Bruce Lee is my god, Bisu is my idol.
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On January 15 2011 16:15 0mgVitaminE wrote:I don't know what to think about religion. I was Christian my entire life, up until about 2 years ago. Since then I've been agnostic as well as atheist. Pretty much full atheist at this point, but it's difficult to think about sometimes. On one hand, I am completely fine with being atheist. It's my decision, and religion as a whole just makes no sense to me when I think about it. It was made to answer questions humans didn't have answers to, and at this point it's unnecessary. Even with everything I've thought, read and seen, it's difficult to drop something like religion when you're surrounded by people who wholeheartedly believe in some religion or another. The thought of "what if" is still in my mind, no matter how hard I try to get rid of it. When you're talking about the afterlife, I get absolutely nothing out of being an atheist. When I die and nothing happens, woohoo I was right, I still have nothing to look forward to. If I'm religious, at least if I die and there is nothing, I didn't lose anything. All this does is raise more questions. If I'm following a religion like it's an insurance policy for after death, does it even count? A supreme being would surely be able to see through what I'm thinking, and I doubt following just so I don't go to "hell" wouldn't really do the trick. If this same supreme being knows what I'm thinking, would he be ok with me being skeptical? All in all, how I think about religion renders all of them useless, and if there is a supreme being I hope he lets me plead my case for not following him all this time.
On of the main reasons I am believing in God is because the thought of living 70 years or so and then dying would be so depressing that for myself i wouldnt have any reason to live at all. all those years fly by so fast, that life here on earth means absolutely nothing and all the money and fake happyness you get lasts so short.
Logic cant be the reason why you believe, because God doesnt allow himself to be completely proven with logic. Because that would take the decision and sort of "risk" we have in believing away from us and thats not what he wants because he wants us to chose to believe in him on our own and without him pressuring us.
Saying that religion only exists as an answer to questions we didnt already answer is not true ( imo ) . Do you know how small the chances are that human life on earth came to be just by accident? Isnt it somewhat of a hint that God exists that even if everything can be explained with science we still cant get rid of the feeling that there is more? Did you read the bible, do you really think that all of this was made up by humans( which doesnt mean that it is true word for word )?
I wish you all the best in your decision I am certainly happy with mine
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On January 15 2011 15:54 Joementum wrote: I feel like I was born 4 years too damn early... Maybe it's a curse or a blessing if she likes older guys. The girl I am interested in is 17. I'm turning 21 in February. This blows... Maybe when she's 18 and I'm 21/22 it'll be fine, but right now, I think dating a girl that isn't even a legal adult and still in high school is just a bit weird. It's alright man, my girlfriend's 21 and I'm 18, I don't give a shit, but she's sometimes like "I feel like a cougar because you're even younger than my brother" Fuck social norms.
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I'm so hungover from last night that I threw up at 830 this evening. Now I'm sitting in my room while my housemates host the "beer olympics" that we've been planning for a few weeks. I can hear all the fun through my paper-thin walls, but I have to sit here in the dark because I'm sicker than a pile of piss.
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