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ShoCkeyy
7815 Posts
I feel numb, I feel no pain. I cried; can't let go, but I have to. I have to be strong for myself, for my sister and for my family. I have no parents alive now; but I do have my mothers spirit with me. A part of her will be with me always. Let this be a lesson, love your parents. That's all i have to say. | ||
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SuBlue
United States59 Posts
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BanZu
United States3329 Posts
It's sad what it takes sometimes to really appreciate someone. I hope you had great times with your parents with no regrets. | ||
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Hippopotamus
1914 Posts
On June 15 2009 12:05 SuBlue wrote: How'd she die? The real question is what map was it on? | ||
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sith
United States2474 Posts
Still though, Rest In Peace, hold it together and make it through man. | ||
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CrownRoyal
Vatican City State1872 Posts
On June 15 2009 12:06 Hippopotamus wrote: The real question is what map was it on? :[ | ||
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Phantom
Canada2151 Posts
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rei
United States3594 Posts
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Raithed
China7078 Posts
On June 15 2009 12:08 Phantom wrote: my condolences to you and your family +1. i know, ive told this to many people too, i only have one mother, no one can ever replace her, and ill do my best to make her happy as she does the same for me. | ||
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GoSu
Korea (South)1773 Posts
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Archerofaiur
United States4101 Posts
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cava
United States1035 Posts
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ZoW
United States3983 Posts
Sorry for your loss. | ||
CaucasianAsian
Korea (South)11580 Posts
I'm deeply sorry for your loss, losing someone you deeply cared for is always tough. Don't be ashamed for taking time to grieve, it is something that is well needed. Time is short, and sadly for your mother she was forced to understand that. I hope she didn't go in pain, and you don't feel burdened on the event. Be there for the rest of your family, and let them know that you are there to help them along, and understand that they are there for you too. Keep your head high, and try to take one step at a time, take things slow. You have my deepest condolences. R.I.P. | ||
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Lemonwalrus
United States5465 Posts
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Kennigit
Canada19447 Posts
 . stay strong. | ||
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Cambium
United States16368 Posts
On June 15 2009 12:06 Hippopotamus wrote: The real question is what map was it on? Wtf is wrong with you? ==== My condolences to you | ||
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myfriendPlank
United States550 Posts
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ShoCkeyy
7815 Posts
On June 15 2009 12:15 CaucasianAsian wrote: What happened to your dad? I'm deeply sorry for your loss, losing someone you deeply cared for is always tough. Don't be ashamed for taking time to grieve, it is something that is well needed. Time is short, and sadly for your mother she was forced to understand that. I hope she didn't go in pain, and you don't feel burdened on the event. Be there for the rest of your family, and let them know that you are there to help them along, and understand that they are there for you too. Keep your head high, and try to take one step at a time, take things slow. You have my deepest condolences. R.I.P. Don't know what happened to him. So I basically say he's dead or that I don't have a father. | ||
Jibba
United States22883 Posts
On June 15 2009 12:07 sith wrote: Sorry to hear....but artificial sympathy is all you're going to get here. No one on this board knows you or your mother, and I hate to say it but you should probably be with those in your life that knew her and you well. Still though, Rest In Peace, hold it together and make it through man. I think this is the smartest thing anyone will say. My condolences to your family. Try and find someone to really connect with. | ||
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SmoKing2012
United States385 Posts
All I can offer is sympathy. | ||
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ShoCkeyy
7815 Posts
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Code
Canada634 Posts
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CaucasianAsian
Korea (South)11580 Posts
On June 15 2009 12:18 ShoCkeyy wrote: Don't know what happened to him. So I basically say he's dead or that I don't have a father. I am sorry. | ||
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vincimus
United States28 Posts
But I truly sincerely mean it when I say I love you. I've PM'd you my email, aol, msn and phone number. In all seriousness you may contact me anytime you need. | ||
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GoShox
United States1837 Posts
Condolences, thoughts, and prayers go out to you and your sister. | ||
Xeofreestyler
Belgium6771 Posts
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kdog3683
United States916 Posts
On June 15 2009 12:06 Hippopotamus wrote: The real question is what map was it on? Temp ban? Somebody this lacking in common sense should have a p-ban | ||
NeverGG
United Kingdom5399 Posts
On June 15 2009 12:18 ShoCkeyy wrote: Don't know what happened to him. So I basically say he's dead or that I don't have a father. Same here - I hate to rehash what everyone has said already, but my sympathies do go out to you and your family. + Show Spoiler + To the people who made jokes - you're disgusting. | ||
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Zortch
Canada635 Posts
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MK
United States496 Posts
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ShoCkeyy
7815 Posts
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SirKibbleX
United States479 Posts
Anyways, my condolences to you and your family. If you need someone to talk to some time, don't be afraid to talk to someone on TL, you can even add me on MSN (zwcoolkid@hotmail.com). Remember there is still a beautiful world out there for you, and find some memory of her and hold on to it with all you're worth. | ||
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Grobyc
Canada18410 Posts
On June 15 2009 12:06 Hippopotamus wrote: The real question is what map was it on? There is a line to cross when trolling you know. You have my condolences Shockey =/ | ||
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ambit!ous1
United States3662 Posts
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LuckyFool
United States9015 Posts
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. | ||
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fanatacist
10319 Posts
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fanatacist
10319 Posts
On June 15 2009 12:57 kdog3683 wrote: Temp ban? Somebody this lacking in common sense should have a p-ban It's a TL meme. | ||
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Day[9]
United States7366 Posts
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Tom Phoenix
1114 Posts
Take care and best of luck to you. | ||
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prOxi.swAMi
Australia3091 Posts
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decafchicken
United States20020 Posts
Yea...not the time or place for it though. Sorry for your loss. Can't even imagine what thats like | ||
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Zapdos_Smithh
Canada2620 Posts
If I can give any advice, it would be just to stick w/family and try not to let it fuck your life up too much. It's going to be rough for the year but you will be stronger person by the end of it at least. Try your best to stay focused on goals that you had before the death and things like that. | ||
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Phyre
United States1288 Posts
I doubt there is much anyone on this forum can do for you, but don't hesitate to ask if there is. | ||
AltaiR_
Korea (South)922 Posts
On June 15 2009 12:06 Hippopotamus wrote: The real question is what map was it on? well then again, internet is not the best place to try to attain sentiment, of course this quote would've happened eventually.. | ||
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Deleted User 3420
24492 Posts
Death of loved ones is a tragic but critical part of life. I wish you the best in moving forward. | ||
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Draconizard
628 Posts
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Night[Mare
Mexico4793 Posts
On June 15 2009 12:07 sith wrote: Sorry to hear....but artificial sympathy is all you're going to get here. No one on this board knows you or your mother, and I hate to say it but you should probably be with those in your life that knew her and you well. Still though, Rest In Peace, hold it together and make it through man. +1 The problem with this kind of threads is that they're still exposed to trolling. Because this is a touchy subject i'd rather blog it. rip anyways :\ | ||
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Deleted User 3420
24492 Posts
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ZeeTemplar
United States557 Posts
On June 15 2009 14:17 AltaiR_ wrote: well then again, internet is not the best place to try to attain sentiment, of course this quote would've happened eventually.. IT deserves a temp ban..Im sure he was trying to be funny but this isnt the time or place for that. :/ Ill pray for you shockkey stay strong man. | ||
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nitram
Canada5412 Posts
Sorry for your loss. | ||
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konadora
Singapore66163 Posts
On June 15 2009 12:19 Jibba wrote: I think this is the smartest thing anyone will say. My condolences to your family. Try and find someone to really connect with. This. We can't really say much except our deepest condolences. Stay strong. | ||
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Nick_54
United States2230 Posts
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obesechicken13
United States10467 Posts
Sorry for your loss. I have no idea what this feels like. Maybe someone here will be able to talk to you, about it. I know it's very easy to talk to strangers and cathartic experiences will help you move on. Because, that, I think would be the best thing that you can do. I'm just sorry I can't be the one to talk to you about your experience. | ||
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boesthius
United States11637 Posts
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Deleted User 3420
24492 Posts
I can only speak for myself, but my sympathy isn't artificial. I don't even know what that means. It's either sympathy or it isn't. And since I feel actual sympathy, I imagine others do as well. | ||
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TimeShifter
Singapore235 Posts
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Garnet
Vietnam9021 Posts
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AlwaysGG
Taiwan952 Posts
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CynanMachae
Canada1459 Posts
My condolences to you and your family | ||
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Husky
United States3362 Posts
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leveIs
United States44 Posts
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SHr3DD3r
Pakistan2137 Posts
I am truly sorry for your loss. As many have said before me - stay strong. Remember her. Move on (at your own time - cause no mother would want their children to stop living) - and try your best in what ever you do - and make her your strength. Thats I can say man. Wish you and your family good luck and happiness in the future. | ||
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Reason
United Kingdom2770 Posts
On June 15 2009 15:23 HuskyTheHusky wrote: sorry for your lots Subtle. | ||
cgrinker
United States3824 Posts
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sMi.Days
United States29 Posts
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Chef
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andiCR
Costa Rica2273 Posts
I hope that in some way,TL can make you feel better. Best wishes. | ||
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Boblion
France8043 Posts
Be strong and good luck. | ||
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Seraphim
United States4467 Posts
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SuBlue
United States59 Posts
Get used to it. T_T Let's look at the bright side though, did you inherit anything? I know this sounds horrible, but I'm waiting for 85 year old grand mother to die, so I can get my 25,000 dollars. I haven't seen her in like 8 years, and have no relationship with her, so I don't really care if she dies or not. Am I a bastard? | ||
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KurtistheTurtle
United States1966 Posts
sorry I didnt mean to be bossin you around. just a suggestion. Again, sorry to hear about your mother. On June 15 2009 12:06 Hippopotamus wrote: The real question is what map was it on? Hippo, this is truly a tasteless comment. I hope he doesn't let you post in his blogs anymore. | ||
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Boblion
France8043 Posts
On June 15 2009 15:58 SuBlue wrote: Am I a bastard? Yea. | ||
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food
United States1951 Posts
On June 15 2009 12:06 Hippopotamus wrote: The real question is what map was it on? On June 15 2009 15:58 SuBlue wrote: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vX07j9SDFcc Get used to it. T_T Let's look at the bright side though, did you inherit anything? I know this sounds horrible, but I'm waiting for 85 year old grand mother to die, so I can get my 25,000 dollars. I haven't seen her in like 8 years, and have no relationship with her, so I don't really care if she dies or not. Am I a bastard? fucking animals i would feel no regret cutting through your fucking throat 2 pieces of shit not worthy to live i am sure your relatives would spit on your fucking grave if they knew what kind of shit you spew | ||
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SuBlue
United States59 Posts
She's in NY, I'm in AZ. Her death will not impact my daily life in anyway shape or form. We haven't even spoken in a few years. Besides, I could use the money in a very positive way to better my life. She'd want that right? :-) | ||
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lxginverse
Monaco1506 Posts
you can make it through and live your life to the fullest... | ||
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PH
United States6173 Posts
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Tensai176
Canada2061 Posts
On June 15 2009 16:16 food wrote: fucking animals i would feel no regret cutting through your fucking throat 2 pieces of shit not worthy to live i am sure your relatives would spit on your fucking grave if they knew what kind of shit you spew Seriously? Calm the fuck down. Condolences to you friend, try to keep busy and not let it get you down. I know it sounds horrible but everyone's going to die someday, don't let it get to you and become someone who your mom can be proud of. | ||
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MiniRoman
Canada3953 Posts
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food
United States1951 Posts
On June 15 2009 16:22 SuBlue wrote: *shrugs* She's in NY, I'm in AZ. Her death will not impact my daily life in anyway shape or form. We haven't even spoken in a few years. Besides, I could use the money in a very positive way to better my life. She'd want that right? :-) i dont care about anything you say, youre a worthless piece of shit rofl just shut your ugly mouth and dont talk i am careless how your bastard family figures your cheap shit out. Just dont post suggestions in a serious thread if you dont mind, thx | ||
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food
United States1951 Posts
On June 15 2009 16:38 Tensai176 wrote: Seriously? Calm the fuck down. thx for advice, now fuck out of here before i ripped your pussy out | ||
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t_co
United States702 Posts
On June 15 2009 16:40 food wrote: thx for advice, now fuck out of here before i ripped your pussy out You know mods need to work harder when a bereavement thread turns into a flame war. | ||
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HeavOnEarth
United States7087 Posts
Every night, I try to sleep next to her. I speak into her ears, because I know she can hear me. I've seen her cry, while in this bed. So I know she is still alive. She is still fighting and trying. Machines are what keeps her existing but she has the will and the strength to be one day awake. ;__; | ||
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rushz0rz
Canada5300 Posts
Song is supposedly about when your mother dies, or at least a lot of people view it that way. | ||
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Sadistx
Zimbabwe5568 Posts
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Mastermind
Canada7096 Posts
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FastEddieV
United States614 Posts
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gchan
United States654 Posts
On June 15 2009 15:58 SuBlue wrote: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vX07j9SDFcc Get used to it. T_T Let's look at the bright side though, did you inherit anything? I know this sounds horrible, but I'm waiting for 85 year old grand mother to die, so I can get my 25,000 dollars. I haven't seen her in like 8 years, and have no relationship with her, so I don't really care if she dies or not. Am I a bastard? It's your lack of responsibility that makes you a bastard. Earning your own way through life pays out a lot more than waiting for inheritance ever could. | ||
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saritenite
Singapore1680 Posts
I miss her. What you're doing is right. Let's keep moving down this road steadily.  Ganbatte ne. | ||
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DragoonPK
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clazziquai
6685 Posts
Stay strong Shockeyy! Honestly, if I lost my mom, I don't know how I would react...I think I would break down because my mom is a very special person to me. | ||
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evanthebouncy!
United States12796 Posts
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NarutO
Germany18839 Posts
I hope you can get over the pain, I feel really sorry for you. | ||
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t_co
United States702 Posts
And do them. | ||
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ReCharge
Philippines505 Posts
Damn, now I'm feeling guilty of ignoring my mom, on her own birthday, I'd better say sorry... | ||
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NeVeR
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EsX_Raptor
United States2801 Posts
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tagmastahhh
Afghanistan1 Post
![[image loading]](http://img196.imageshack.us/img196/6748/gravegraffiti2008.jpg) | ||
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clazziquai
6685 Posts
see you later alligator | ||
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ShoCkeyy
7815 Posts
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foeffa
Belgium2115 Posts
On June 15 2009 13:20 prOxi.swAMi wrote: http://www.teamliquid.net/forum/viewmessage.php?topic_id=29491 Talk about irony. Stay strong man, good luck coping with your loss. I honestly can't imagine how it must feel but I hope you get through it. | ||
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ShoCkeyy
7815 Posts
On June 15 2009 16:49 rushz0rz wrote: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bn9wF6LNe4 Song is supposedly about when your mother dies, or at least a lot of people view it that way. Thank you for this. I can see why people view it like that. | ||
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anderoo
Canada1876 Posts
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SixSongs
Poland1455 Posts
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araav
Armenia1590 Posts
this is one of the greatest pains a human can ever have stay strong | ||
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MamiyaOtaru
United States1687 Posts
On June 15 2009 12:07 sith wrote: Sorry to hear....but artificial sympathy is all you're going to get here. what? You're seriously unable to offer genuine sympathy to someone who lost his mother? | ||
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LordWeird
United States3411 Posts
On June 16 2009 22:43 MamiyaOtaru wrote: what? You're seriously unable to offer genuine sympathy to someone who lost his mother? He's too badass for that shit. Shockey: I sincerely offer my condolences to you man. I can't imagine what it's like to lose someone that close to you. I hope you get through this and if you ever need to vent about it or anything else you can always shoot me a PM. | ||
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