EPTI get the phone call. It’s Jason. He tells me this. “Hey, Jessica just called me, and was like. ‘Hey I’m dumping Craig today, so you should ask Russell to come. I really want him to.’” Now to me this sounds like she may possibly be interested in me. So I decide to come along for that shear fact.
So we leave, and get there in about 3 hours. Everything seems alright. We get a motel room with two beds. Me, and Jessica have to share one. She doesn’t care, and she even throws this out there. “I sleep in my underwear, I hope you don’t mind.” I mean this just sounds like I’m getting laid.
We go to some bars, and work on getting drunk. We all get pretty shit faced over the course of 4 hours. But for some reason, I felt that little vibe with her slipping away. I’m not sure what caused it. But I was losing it. I danced with her a few times to try and rekindle it, but it did next to nothing. I had a feeling the night was going to turn lame. Not only that, but I blew the last $110 I had to my name.
Its after last call, so we decided to head back to the motel room. We sit around and talk for about another hour, before we decide to call it a night. She still strips down to her underwear. We talk for a bit longer. So you know I figured why not make a move. I slide my hand up her back and slowly bring it around to her stomach area to try and gently pull her closer… Well, she just pushes my hand off. No go. So I turn around in a slight state of anger, mixed with disappointment, and just decide to go to bed.
Well we all wake up in the morning. Things are just “normal” nothing out of the ordinary. Then Jessica’s ex calls her, trying to win her back. Then get this. She tells him. “Well… I slept with Russell last night… So yeah…” She made it sound too like she was implying something had happened between us. Now this guy wants to fight me. I’m not sure on how tough he is to be honest, I’ve never seen him with out his hoodie on. He looks like a wiener though and I’m fairly sure I could take him. But that’s besides the point. I just dislike having random people wanting to fight me for dumb reasons. I also know he’s far to obsessed with her to be reasoned with.
I totally got used, with out actually getting ‘used’.
Fucking ridiculous.
Now its Saturday afternoon. I’m still hung over from the night before. Laura comes on msn. (Refer to this blog for more info on who Laura is and what happened;Laura)
Now days prior to this last Saturday she was on msn for a while, we were talking and I invited her out drinking with me. However she declined and said she got too drunk the weekend before. I made a joke about how its not “Too drunk” unless you puke, or wake up next to some random person. She told me that’s pretty much what almost happened. Then she started talking about “Drunk mistakes” So I just knew she was implying something towards her, and I. Unfortunately she had to go right away before we could talk more.
Well she’s now on msn, with time to spare. I bring up her “drunk mistake” spiel she fed me a few days ago. She was reluctant to get into it. But I told her I wanted to get it out in the open. So we talk. Then she drops this bomb on me. “Look I was just really drunk. I get like that when I’m that drunk. It was just a mistake that I never plan on making again. All I want is friendship, nothing else.” Now I really didn’t have much to say to that at the time. I was to pissed, and disappointed once again.
Now this is the 2nd time this has happened with us. So I mean. Either she’s just a complete whore when she’s drunk. Or she only likes me when she’s drunk. Who fucking knows. Maybe its both… Either way she’s a bitch. God, that is frustrating.
I need to know what my next moves should be. I’m still undecided. I was starting to focus on Laura to much. I’ve completely forgot about every other girl out there. Guess I’ll just have to find some other ones again.
But yes, that was my silly weekend.
