EPTMy life at this point would be a complete surprise to my 20 year old self. I had just dropped out of college. Been diagnosed with a painful disease I would have for the rest of my life. I was trying to do work but would get fired or quit because I just couldnt do it. I would end up in the hospital for a minimum of 2-3 days every other month with some stays lasting up to 2 weeks. You cant hold a job like that.
My Social Security Claim had been denied. And I was coming off of a suicide attempt a year earlier.
As for girls. Never had a serious GF. And thought who wants a man who is sick all the time has no job and isnt the greatest looking person.
Now I am married have 2 twin boys. One is disabled but doing much better. Just got called today that they are going to schedule the surgery so he can have his tracheotomy repaired. He starts a special preschool for disabled kids next week. My other son started his preschool yesterday. We went in and they go the 4 year old class is next door. I go no he is only 3. He is very tall for 3 years old. My wife is sitting here next to me. And let me tell you she is way way way out of my league. Like alot of guys will tell you this but for me it really is true.
I have traveled the world. Lived 3 years in Thailand. Seen Japan, Korea, Germany, Italy. Does Canada count? Yeah didnt think so...
I am happy!
I am still sick but when you have happiness it really takes the edge off of the pain in a way pain medicine cant.
Shoutout to Teamliquid. This site has really been a outlet for me when things were hard for me. And now that things are better the site is even more enjoyable.
Shoutout to the Mafia Players. Alot of you are assholes but loveable assholes.
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