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FuDDx
United States5006 Posts
Hey all .... I want to say thank you ,your words mean more than you could know. Ive been having a couple hard days lately and not a damn thing to blame it on.Things are pretty good at home, I would love a better more consistent way to provide for my family but its not something that is currently hindering our lifestyle.
My emotions propel me through this world, My wife tells me I am way too sensitive and worried to much about others.Its not something I can help, not sure I would want to be any other way though.
Heading to DisneyLand on Friday that should make me happy. I really can not wait to share the fun with my kids. My daughter has been a few times before, it will be my sons first time.
One of my oldest best friends lost his sister on Monday she was amazing... She was a little older than us 40, she took her own life. Leaving 3 kids with her ex husband who is a good guy. I hope her children can get through this.
Some guy got caught and ran off while he was dumping a woman's body into a garbage bin near my house.This world is truly a mess, I just want to make it a bit better, sometimes it gets to me though.
Dont give Darkplasmaball to much trouble, I realize trying to read my thoughts and writings is not the easiest thing in the world..... I have trouble figuring out what I meant sometimes. Tact I think is something our younger generation lack, and couple that with the anonymity of the internet well... and the ability to be whoever whatever you want .. I try to always be me, sure I might gloss over some of my flaws and focus on things I think others would like....Just look at the balloon thing. But I am always me . ( Second grade writing is ok no? haha)
This site and more important all of you mean a crazy amount to me as a free, safe spot I can share myself around a common interest.Ive made friends both in real life and online here.Like I said in the op Ive grown up here these last 10 years.And I hope to be here for years to come.
I hope you all can find yourself, be happy with yourself ,and be willing to grow and make this place(TL) and this world a place where we think a little bit more, and share a bit more, and give love, especially when we don't feel like it.
Thank you very much <3
FuDD
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Damned body dumpers.
Have fun in banned-user land!
Regards from the north.
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Guy has 15k posts since SC2 beta, talks about quality posts. LOL.
Fudd, all of your blogs are great, regardless of balloons.
But please post more balloons :D
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Here's some balloons, and a good idea for some point in your future Fudd.
Fly to the OSL finals!!!
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On July 12 2012 07:39 DarkPlasmaBall wrote:
I think a lot of us want to please everyone all the time. Unfortunately, that just can't happen.
Slightly off topic... did you become a "quality poster" just by posting lots of balloon pictures?
Because I could hardly read this blog... I don't understand how it's *quality* anything.
User was warned for this post
why was this user warned for this?
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Vancouver14381 Posts
On July 13 2012 10:05 xmungam wrote:Show nested quote +On July 12 2012 07:39 DarkPlasmaBall wrote:
I think a lot of us want to please everyone all the time. Unfortunately, that just can't happen.
Slightly off topic... did you become a "quality poster" just by posting lots of balloon pictures?
Because I could hardly read this blog... I don't understand how it's *quality* anything.
User was warned for this post why was this user warned for this?
Probably a respect thing. You normally don't go into someone's blog talking about sad things and say it's shit.
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On July 13 2012 10:05 xmungam wrote:Show nested quote +On July 12 2012 07:39 DarkPlasmaBall wrote:
I think a lot of us want to please everyone all the time. Unfortunately, that just can't happen.
Slightly off topic... did you become a "quality poster" just by posting lots of balloon pictures?
Because I could hardly read this blog... I don't understand how it's *quality* anything.
User was warned for this post why was this user warned for this?
6. THOU SHALL RESPECT FORUM VETERANS
nuff said.
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I like the intent behind this blog, but no balloons ? Wtf.
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This made my day , 5/5 blog . I can tell you are an amazing person fudd, keep on truckin brother.
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United States22154 Posts
came for balloons, stayed for FuDDx
<3
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Needs more balloons 
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Korea (South)1897 Posts
FuDD good honest post, what more can we ask of ourselves if not to be honest with ourselves and take it from there? ^^
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Korea (South)1897 Posts
And needs a few balloons ^^
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Right on. Really wise words there FuDD and MightyAtom, all of it.
Sometimes...life just throws stuff at us out of the blue, really serious, really painful stuff. You look around at something to blame, some cause of this problem but there's nothing there but, well, the pain :/
Hope your time at Disneyland goes well. Enjoy yourself over there man!! It's truly good to see you're still doing alright over there. You've brought so much joy to so many people on a regular basis, so it's only natural that when you're down, we reach out and try to comfort you somehow! All the best, and hope your son's ready for the awesomeness~
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Great post FuDD, I'm in the same boat man all you can do is keep your head up and keep on keeping on  whatever that means, sounds cool Cheers and GL Teamliquid will always be here.
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From what you wrote, I can assume that you are pretty nice person. I kind of understand the urge to make everyone else feel happy. But then, if that done too much would maybe lead to trying to please everyone. And obviously, we are afterall humans despite how much we like to possess superpower, we cannot do everything all at once. I think the best thing to do is to identify the people you love - those who mean something to you, and make them happy.
For me, it was always about pulling a rope from two sides: Do I want myself to be happy or do I want my parents to be happy? Yes, I'm Asian . I don't want to live entirely for the others yet I don't want to live entirely for myself. Life for me is like trying to find that answer which I will probably only know when I'm gone.
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FuDDx, you are awesome
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On July 12 2012 06:57 FuDDx wrote:
Life is crazy. You never know when it will end.Or how it will go. Ive always been a go with the flow kinda guy frustrating my woman a lot. I like making people happy its one of the things I know Im good at and with the balloon thing it just cements it. I love helping people and when I really think about it its because it makes me feel good. I am selfish... I dont want to be but I am, I want attention and I want to be liked. Dont we all?
Im not very smart, I dont always think things through enough or at all. My mind goes a million miles a minute and my mouth nor my fingers can keep up. I want people to understand me and feel frustrated when I cant communicate it.I love my family and music and art and this community and all its silliness. As much as id like a world without drama if I think about it I do love the scandal the thought of being in the know ... Im such a garbage typical human... I dont want to be but I am.
I person very close to me lost someone very close to them and its really hit me hard. At least the Idea of legacy of what am I doing what have I done and just who am I. Driving long distances alone helps me think and I did that for a bit last night. I wish I had more answers I wish I could create a make everyone happy pill... I want people to think good of me when I am gone I want them to just remember me at all.
I was saving my 100th blog for something meaningful to me 10 year on this site.Ive grown up alot on this site and still have much growing to do. I wish not a single one of you any harm or bad things in your life I hope you find joy and happiness and a goal a purpose and find and succed in having people love and think of you long after your gone. I am always growing ....
Sorry for the lack of balloons.
Adhere to your responsibilities and nurture the positive growth of your desires. I know it sounds like a fortune cookie, but it is the best advice I can give. Find out what is important to you, and work your ass off for it.
Neil DeGrasse Tyson once said something like, "I live each day with two goals: To know more today about the world I live in than the day before, and to limit the suffering of others."
These words are truly genius. Think of limiting the suffering of others not as donating 25 cents a day to a starving kid in Africa...think of it on an everyday scale...like with your girlfriend. Good luck.
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^ Ohhhh, nice quote!
Good luck Fuddx <3 Much love
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Sorry to hear about your friends sister
I think its great to have the attitude you have, as long as you really accept that there will always be things you just wont be able to help with.
Dont worry about Darkplasmaball, its all good now =)
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