But on to the part that just makes shit worse for me. Girl 2 is on a date with some guy tonight, and they are probably screwing right now to be honest. It's kind of killing me. Because i definitely have feelings for her but i know that i both can't tell her or act on them and try to pursue a relationship. My girlfriend has been going through one of the most stressful times of her life, and all i can think about is her roommate, i've gotten incredibly irritated my girlfriend lately, unable to help her with any problems without wanting to yell, i don't i just walk away, but definitely not helping anything.
I'm a "nice guy" so having multiple girls is not something i'm too accustomed to, nor something i really meant to happen. It also means i'm going to feel incredibly guilty if i decide to try with girl 2, and feel really depressed if i stay with my girlfriend. I'm contemplating just dumping my girlfriend, keeping the casual sex with girl 2, and moving on with college for a little while. It's definitely an attempt to get out of a negative relationship, and still keep my positive one, but i really don't know how to make it work properly. Anyone have a BO for this? Or maybe some of the more cassanovesque TLers have some good stories to share to educate me?
TL;DR screwing 2 girls generally a bad idea.
Damn, i broke down and made a girl blog, guess i know it's gotten bad.