EPTA girl broke my heart 2 - Page 2
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HeeroFX
United States2704 Posts
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willll
United States73 Posts
On February 22 2012 02:18 rotinegg wrote: shots on me if your last statement comes true... Each will be different; each better and worse in their own ways. Hopefully you will still be an excellent person though, so that you can make the most of the your time with them. The only thing I've ever regretted about past relationships was the ways I let them screw up the ones that came later (even if it was with the same person). In the meantime, focus on what you can change: yourself and your mindset. If you're not eating, get some food! If you're not sleeping, get some sleep! Request time off if you have any, cut back on your responsibilities if you don't. Health should be your #1 priority, nothing good will happen in your relationships if you get sent to the hospital. Good luck!! | ||
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Wortie
Netherlands212 Posts
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DiLiGu
United States185 Posts
On February 22 2012 02:54 rotinegg wrote: + Show Spoiler + in all seriousness, thanks, it helped a lot, and everybody else, too: thanks. Hehehe I win the thread! <3's and hugs | ||
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mrafaeldie12
Brazil537 Posts
But really, people aren't exact, if she wants to be alone, there is nothing you can do about it. | ||
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RBKeys
Canada196 Posts
The worst thing you can do is crowd her, especially when she's planning to go away for so long. I have first hand experience this as it was how I bagged my current ex-girlfriend (sort of -- I'm hoping it changes). She left Korea on a year long trip to learn english and her last stop was Canada, in my home town. She had a boyfriend (I didn't know till we started going out) who she was with for over a year who was 27. Their relationship was dwindling from a combination of the separation, arguments, and the fact that he was very bat shit crazy. Basically, we were both interested in one another and she left her boyfriend at the drop of hat. I don't say that in terms of your girl though -- I say it more in terms of you. Don't lose yourself over this. The guy in my story threatened to kill himself, demanded all the money he spent on my ex back, and was blaming her for losing his job. DON'T DO THAT! Take some time to yourself -- get composed -- and then ask yourself these things: Do you still love her? If no, then forget her. If yes, (which I assume is going to be your answer) then what is the best way you can show love to her despite everything that's gone on? If you push her, or if you go crazy, you will drive her away for sure -- I've seen it happen to a lot of guys. So just take it easy and let her know that you will always love her -- trust me, it will resonate with her. IT'S imperative that you come to terms with the fact that it may not work out though. When you let someone go, you need to understand that they may not come back. I know it's not the best thing to hear, but I know guys that have killed themselves over girls because they weren't able to let go and that's not a path you want to go down. Pulling for you though man. Things will work out for the best, just be patient. | ||
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Cyber_Cheese
Australia3615 Posts
good luck whichever way it goes, bu i think you'd have to see her in person to fix this one Edit: maybe you could meet her in segments of her trip or something? | ||
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Swampy
United States10 Posts
Give her some space to sort out how she feels - chasing her now is the opposite of what you should do. Spend more time with your other friends and make an effort to stay social even if you dont feel like it. Dont send text messages late at night.... | ||
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Zealos
United Kingdom3575 Posts
 Good luck <3 | ||
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Dandy4
United States493 Posts
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OpticalShot
Canada6330 Posts
On February 22 2012 01:44 rotinegg wrote: Part 1 + Show Spoiler [baby...] + ![[image loading]](http://www.teamliquid.net/staff/rotinegg/419243_192691164172223_10000.jpg) Sorry this isn't the k-drama version of part 2 like some of you were hoping... HOLD IT Hold it there, brother. Hold it. Wait for it... ... OPTICALSHOT IS HERE *KABOOM* (and here goes the remaining 2 hours and 30 minutes of my workday) Reminder of part 1 / shameless self-promotion: Rotinegg K-Drama Season 1 Finale [sarcasm]Guys and girls, that is a must-read. Even I go back and read it sometimes because I can't believe I wrote such beautiful feelings into text. Come on, that warm of a thousand suns line was purely my work I swear I made it up on the spot and damn I might even use it as a pick-up line.[/sarcasm][/deliberate] ----- Disclaimer: I am doing this on the sole basis of your previous approval (or implied approval) to my contribution to your part 1 blog. I'm no love doctor or anything, I just do what I can do cheer people up. ----- Season 2, Episode 1 + Show Spoiler + Prologue: fantasy-like scene, guy and girl on skype but they "meet" in their chat-imagination-space in a park. Cloudy, looks like it'll rain in any minute. They hold hands, each have their moments of recollection as they each go through the important scenes from Season 1. In the imagination-space, soft piano music is playing. Scene snaps back to real world. Boy: ... well... Girl: I tried, but it's just not the right time for us. Boy: I know. Thank you. Girl: I'm sorry. Boy: No, I'm sorry. I hope you'll have a wonderful trip. Girl: Take care... long pause Girl: Well, good bye then- Boy: I will always remember you in my heart. Girl: Please don't say stuff like that. Boy: But I can't help it. I'm only being honest with you, like I've always been. Girl: Why are you making this so hard? back to fantasy-space where the two are in the park holding hands. screw sissy piano music, now it's Park Wan Gyu's "Love of a Thousand Years"+ Show Spoiler [Youtube Link] + Girl: Why are you making this so hard? Boy: Because I love you. starts raining Girl: drawing her hands back I... I got to go. Really. Bye now- Boy: snatches her hand and holds it firmly You still love me, don't you? Girl: trying to run away We don't have to make this any more difficult. Just let me go! pouring rain - tears and rain all over everywhere Boy: You still love me, DON'T YOU? Girl: barely managing ... no. Boy: forcefully You love me. You STILL LOVE ME. Girl: No! NO! fighting to free herself from his grip Boy: I... still... Girl: Ahhh! manages to free herself, runs away about 9 meters then stops Boy: not chasing her, audible Good bye, love. Girl: barely audible ... love you. fantasy scene fades away and transitions back to real world, where the two are now off skype but still sitting in front of their monitors, streams of tears Q_Q;; same music Girl: just as music ends ... love you. Scene fades away. Some poorly made interlude of multiple scenes play (sorry gotta keep it true to K-drama). Our protagonist is at university, TA-ing a new class. Perfectly happy scene. Lots of qtpie's in the little tutorial group. Boy is such a boss he's doing crazy math on the board and girls are giggling at how nerdy but cute he is. Tutorial dismissed, all students exit, some qt's still giggling over whatever. Boy exits last, plugs his earbuds on, gets out on the back entrance of the buildings, strikes up a smoke, looks up to the sky. "Love of a Thousand Years" (oh ho ho what a coincidence) is playing. Sky is sunny, a stark contrast to his memory associated with this song. Regardless, he puffs his pains away. Girl2: approaching from behind Excuse me. Boy: dam this earbuds are too damn good, can't hear a thing Girl2: lightly taps Boy Excuse me. You are still within 9 meters of the door, you can't smoke here. Boy: with the perfect too-cool-for-you-look, turning around I heard you. takes his earbuds off, which stops the music, of course. He tosses his half-done cigar to the ground, grinds it with his foot Good? Girl2: Well, soo-ree, mister. I didn't mean to be rude. Boy: taking a little interest because she's def a qtpie No problem... and who might you be? Girl2: My name is Girl2. (sorry for my lack of creativity) I'm a 3rd year piano major. My favourite composer is Chopin~ suddenly Oh why am I even talking to a 꼴초 (chain-smoking fag) like you. If I catch you again I'll have to report to campus police! Boy: Ahaha, have it your way girl. I'll watch out next time. Girl2 takes one more awkward look at the Boy, runs away and rejoins her friends crowd. Girl3: Haha so you noticed too! I told you, our new TA is soooo cute!! =3 Girl4: I simply melt *sigh* every time I listen to his perfect proof of Stoke's Theorem... Girl3: Aren't you a brave one for approaching him like that! Girl2: Oh shut up, he's just a dude smoking where he shouldn't be. I let him know what a loser he is. Girl4: Please don't rat out on him, I'm going to hate you forever! Girl2: playful shove on Girl4 Maybeee~~ wahaha! What's for lunch? Girls walk into the cafeteria building, bright sunny day, playful music. Music fades. Camera slowly tracks back the Girl2's path and here we have Boy again, smoking another. Flashback Girl: My favourite composer is Chopin~ brief scene of her playing piano puff Flashback Girl: playfully Oh you are such a 꼴초 (smoking fag), when are you going to quit? puff puff Boy finishes the last of the pack, tosses to the ground, and grinds it thoroughly. He returns inside the building. Brief pause, then preview for Season 2 Episode 2 plays. Ha, didn't think I'd leave it too easy for you, did ya? Okay I hope you're not offended if you're not a smoker, and even if you are. I just thought it'd make sense in K-drama terms. The important take-away message is, that I didn't write a Season 2 Episode 20 (the grand finale to this epic drama). I've written Season 2 Episode 1 for you. Yes, I wrote it for you - not saying it'll happen exactly like that (not that it's a bad thing, the way I made it hahahah), but I think it'll be a transition period for you for a bit. Stay close to friends and family. Embrace the present and live it, yes, literally just live it. Season 2 is your present and the future. You'll be writing it as you live it. How will Season 2 end? Will you choose someone like Girl2 as she heals your wounds and makes room in your heart for herself? Will you find the lessons of trust and compassion through Girl2 but ultimately return to Girl at the end? Or you could completely dismiss the S2E1 that I whipped up (read it like Stewie, do it, hooo-ip) and write an amazing, heart-warming drama of your own? Hope you'll find comfort in the company of good friends (hey and your eSports brothers like us at TL!). Also, keep blogging so I don't feel bad about slacking off at work. =P | ||
rotinegg
United States1719 Posts
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Ruffian
United States369 Posts
Fighting~!! | ||
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