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Ok first off I'm actualy stuck in a stairwell and I'm doing this on my phone.
I went to go get my laundry from the laundry room and when I get back to my floor in the stairwell i realize that I left my keys in my room as I was trying to go to bed and I realized I needed to get said laundry or I'd lose it in the morning. Now I dont really know what to do other then just sit here next to my floor andmy laundry. I cant find anyone as its 4 in the morning. This is oddly exactly what my life is like right now. my gf of two years broke up with me beacuse she didnt want to commit any more to a long term relationship. this came at a huge shock and made me really depressed as she lied to me to try and make me feel better. this all reminded me of my childhood when I got bullied a lot in school and didnt have friends due to my multiple concussions. anyway I didnt have "no friends" but a few people who where nice to me and wanted to be my friend beacuse they pittied me. i hated this so much and its the worst part of it all. just the lieing to me and the stuff it did to the way my dammaged head thought made me not trust my emotions which really screwed me up. she came along and changed that. she made me happy by being with me and I opened up and had a really great last 2 years of high school. I went to the same college as her even against the one i really liked beacuse of how much I cared for her. now shes gone and it feels like middle school all over again. I dont make friends well beacuse im really shy and dont have much confidence. so things really suck right now even outside this whole I cant get to my room im really tierd and all i have is my phone to keep me entertained until someone wakes up and lets me in. team liquids been really good to me and I'm proud to have one of the first thousand shirts printed even if i cant prove it. mlg is this weekend and i cant imagine me in a situation where im not watching it by myself in my dorm which makes me as sad as im happy for the event. i remember all the hell the way back when they started streaming good times. the worst part is that i dont want to get out of here. tomarrow i have to get back to doing college classes which I hate and be cold the whole time. Im pretty sure im either crazy at this point or just delerious from the lack of sleep. I wish i could get a job doing something so I could buy skyrim or some game or some decent food. having classes in the middle of the day is both fun and making me completly unemployable. fuck my roomate and his steorytypical college duchebagness. ESPORTS is legit as everything else. stop fucking watching tv at 3 in the morning I have classes at 11 tommarrow.
If you read all that thanks Im going to try and sleep on my clothes.
 
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You have a phone? Call someone to come open the door?
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On November 15 2011 19:21 Cuddle wrote:
You have a phone? Call someone to come open the door?
this.
or just call someone you know and ask if you can crash at their place? you have clothes o_O
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United Kingdom1666 Posts
Seems like you're screwed for tonight.
On a general note about your situation in life- excel at something with prospects. Decide what that is and then don't take no for an answer. It'll make you happier, trust me. The day I started practicing 40 hours a week on my guitar is the day I stopped worrying about all that kinda shit which you can't change. Pick a direction, and head in that direction with terminal intensity. IMO
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Hong Kong20321 Posts
On November 15 2011 19:21 Cuddle wrote:
You have a phone? Call someone to come open the door?
4am though..
good luck hope yuo get a good ngihts sleep on ur clothes D:
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Sorry your locked out and stuff is going bad, but always remember that things can get worse and are for many people in the world. This is the thinking that gets me through my (mainly shitty) life, when I think about issues around the world it sadly gives me some comfort that I live in modern society and I have much of the benefits that comes with that. Anyways that probably won't help you much but it gets me by most of the time, hope you get a good night sleep. :/
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Life's gonna get better. Just stay positive and work hard.
Hope your clothes are comfy! 
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Whatever you do, do it smarter than a friend of mine. He managed to lock himself in too, and decided the best way to do it is to jump out through a small window above the main door (was kinda drunk though  ) Called me at 6 a.m. if I could drive him to the hospital. ("Hey, sorry for bothering you so early. I locked myself in the stairway and therefore had to jump out of the window. I think I may have broken my ankle. Care to get up, get you car and come over ? "
Good luck to you anyway !
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Katowice25012 Posts
This happened to me at MLG Raleigh. I feel your pain. I fell asleep and then one of the hotel workers yelled woke me up by yelling at me as he apparently thought I was sneaking in or something stupid.
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Get some sleep and ACE the next day! :0
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If you're in college then you should try to find fellow Starcraft players to watch MLG with. I'd say most universities will have a starcraft following and you should be able to reserve a room with a projector at your library or somewhere else around campus to watch events at. Also, university is a really easy place to find like minded people.. people in your college (education, business, etc), people in your major, people in your classes. Sign up for some extracurricular activities that interest you and meet people that way. If you are having trouble meeting people in college you aren't trying very hard.
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Canada9720 Posts
We're sending our love down the well
seriously though, that sucks mang. sounds like you're in your first or second year, and you're not the residence type. you'll probably have way more fun when you rent a house with a group of your friends
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By this time, I hope you are out. That being said, you did not mention what city your college was in, but I am sure you can find a barcraft or something somewhere where you can watch mlg with a bunch of other people and make some new friends. If there is not one set you, you should try and set one up yourself! It will give you something to do and unless you go to a really small in college in the middle of nowhere, you should be able to get at leat a good handful of people to attend. Check out reddit/r/barcraft and see if anything is going on around you. In the mean time, TL will always be here
♥ how
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You gotta skate
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I got out some guy kicked me awake and opened up the door. I kinda remember writing this. I go to umd in duluth. yeah I'm a freshmen.
I think I'm going to do what you said imba. Theres a bunch of people that play sc2 including my ra but there isn't really a club on campus for pc gaming or esports.
I wish I could go to a barcraft. I'm 18 though :/
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On November 15 2011 19:17 sermokala wrote:
mlg is this weekend and i cant imagine me in a situation where im not watching it by myself in my dorm which makes me as sad as im happy for the event.
This sir, is exactly why TL exists! To unite nerds from all over the globe watching MLG by themselves! Do like me and join TL IRC this weekend (better than LR thread IMO, at least people read what you write sometimes)
i remember all the hell the way back when they started streaming good times. the worst part is that i dont want to get out of here. tomarrow i have to get back to doing college classes which I hate and be cold the whole time. Im pretty sure im either crazy at this point or just delerious from the lack of sleep.
Dude college sucks. In fact College sucks balls. Everyone who has positive memories of college is confusing the it with drinking and partying that just happened to occur at the same time as college.
Although in this economy, things after graduation aren't much better. But when you graduate (presumably in a few years) things will hopefully be better. Just gotta stick it out.
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