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FlydRaLiSK
Canada110 Posts
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lovemusicpassionxx
United States1 Post
On July 21 2011 14:48 FlydRaLiSK wrote: i had a similar problem but he was a young negro boy with a beautifully toned body but the thing is he isnt gay and i am so it didnt really work out but nowadays i stalk him online and talk to him on the phone for 7 hours he tries to hang up but i dont let him i really love him i dont want to move on i just really like boys Wow. You have no idea how much your post just meant to me. im also gay and i had such a similar experience when i was in high school. omg.. just thinking about it makes me tear up inside. I met this guy and we started hanging out a lot after school and one day he told me he liked me.. but the thing is he was just joking. the next day we hung out and he called me a faggot and said he never wanted to see me again. it felt like everything i cared about was coming to a crashing end.. i had so many hopes with this guy. that night i tried to commit suicide but ended up only injuring myself and i haven't been able to get close with anyone since then. i'm too scared of being rejected again  okay i have to stop talking about this its making me too depressedTo the original poster: i dont wat you to end up so sad and lonely like me!! don't worry if your soul mate is married or even has children! You just have to follow what is in your heart and never stop fighting until the end. When she calls pick up the phone! it shows yiou care about her and the fact that she even calls you shows that chances r she feels the asme way about u! you just have to keep trying and eventually you will win her out! dont listen to the cynics in this chat, who tell you to give up. if you give up YOU WILL ALAWYS HAVE THE QUESTION OF "WHAT IF I..?" AND YOU WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO LIVE WITH YOURSELF. you HAVE TO go out and take whats yours! i just really relate to tragic stories like this and don't want anyone to make the same mistakes i have made! if you need to talk to me more you can pm me! I really want to help you out. things could be much worse man. at least she still talks to you and still cares about you!! you guys lost your virginity to each other, and that is a magical moment she will never be able to share with anyone else. you two soul mates will be connected to each other for ever. please keep me updated on the status of your relationship!! i was brought to tears multiple times reading your posts you have no idea how connected i am to this! | ||
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KurtistheTurtle
United States1966 Posts
and if its outside your control, stop worrying about it. seriously. dont burn yourself out | ||
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ranshaked
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Djzapz
Canada10681 Posts
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ranshaked
United States870 Posts
On July 22 2011 03:02 Djzapz wrote: Ladies getting knocked everywhere! Seriously, at least 8 of my ex's have kids now. I'm like that damn good luck chuck movie. | ||
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TheGiz
Canada708 Posts
On July 22 2011 03:05 ranshaked wrote: Seriously, at least 8 of my ex's have kids now. I'm like that damn good luck chuck movie. Either that or you're from a very trash part of town. You're probably mostly bad luck, since having a child too young is generally a life sentence; and now you've created 8 Casey Anthonys (the penultimate example of regretting early motherhood). You personally have good luck because you're escaping from these crap situations and are able to live your life to the fullest before making a well-timed, mature transition into being a father. | ||
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ranshaked
United States870 Posts
On July 22 2011 03:18 TheGiz wrote: Either that or you're from a very trash part of town. You're probably mostly bad luck, since having a child too young is generally a life sentence; and now you've created 8 Casey Anthonys (the penultimate example of regretting early motherhood). You personally have good luck because you're escaping from these crap situations and are able to live your life to the fullest before making a well-timed, mature transition into being a father. well, partially the trash/hood part. The other part is just my poor judgments when dating females ;X I typically end up dating a spanish girl with tattoos and a loud attitude. It's hard to explain, but I just fit in with that crowd. | ||
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TheGiz
Canada708 Posts
On July 22 2011 03:24 ranshaked wrote: The other part is just my poor judgments when dating females. I typically end up dating a spanish girl with tattoos and a loud attitude. It's hard to explain, but I just fit in with that crowd. I was going to say that it's also probably your dating habits, too. I was right. I'm merely going to say that I would not fit in with that same crowd... | ||
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ranshaked
United States870 Posts
On July 22 2011 03:36 TheGiz wrote: I was going to say that it's also probably your dating habits, too. I was right. I'm merely going to say that I would not fit in with that same crowd... I'm pretty white and they all have nicknames for me. It's the way I was brought up. I'm used to different cultures. | ||
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OmniEulogy
Canada6593 Posts
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mesohawny
Canada193 Posts
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ranshaked
United States870 Posts
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Lysanias
Netherlands8351 Posts
On July 24 2011 06:40 ranshaked wrote: Update: I've been banned so I couldn't post but we talked a few more times and we both realized that she needs to stay with him and we need to stop talking. It was too easy for us to start acting cute and having fun on the phone. So as of right now we are just gonna talk if something serious comes up. It sucks but it had to be done You will feel good about that choice after a while it's the correct one, don't look back but look ahead. | ||
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ranshaked
United States870 Posts
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Djzapz
Canada10681 Posts
On August 25 2011 07:17 ranshaked wrote: she will be loving close to me soon Freudian slip I see! | ||
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Stratos_speAr
United States6959 Posts
On July 20 2011 16:24 ranshaked wrote: When I was 13 I lost my virginity to the most wonderful girl I've ever met in my entire 22 year life. We lost contact for 6 years, but when I was 19 we rekindled our relationship. With this, I learned she had a child with a man, which in turn led us to a 1 year relationship (long distance.) It was beautiful; yet she had a child and it was getting serious. Quite frankly I wasn't ready for it and we broke it off. Several weeks later she had found a new man and quickly got married. He was in the military and it was best for her and her child. Nonetheless, this evening we spoke for 4 hours on telephone. She currently lives in Hawaii with another child on the way. It was amazing, but I know in my hear it was wrong. I told her everything I had ever wanted to say; but in the end...she's married with a child on the way. I'm not quite sure exactly how to handle this. There's an odd connection between the two of us that never fades, but we always make due with the most awkward situations possible. She understands me. I understand her. It is why she came to me. I miss her. I think a lot of people experience this with someone that they have a serious relationship with, especially if you ended the relationship on not-so-terrible terms. The fact is that for most of these situations, you need to accept that what you had was amazing, but you can't just have it back again. Things are too different, you guys are going different directions, there are very complicated variables in play that weren't there when you were together. | ||
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Knap4life
Slovenia333 Posts
On July 20 2011 16:24 ranshaked wrote: When I was 13 I lost my virginity to the most wonderful girl I've ever met in my entire 22 year life. We lost contact for 6 years, but when I was 19 we rekindled our relationship. With this, I learned she had a child with a man, which in turn led us to a 1 year relationship (long distance.) It was beautiful; yet she had a child and it was getting serious. Quite frankly I wasn't ready for it and we broke it off. Several weeks later she had found a new man and quickly got married. He was in the military and it was best for her and her child. Nonetheless, this evening we spoke for 4 hours on telephone. She currently lives in Hawaii with another child on the way. It was amazing, but I know in my hear it was wrong. I told her everything I had ever wanted to say; but in the end...she's married with a child on the way. I'm not quite sure exactly how to handle this. There's an odd connection between the two of us that never fades, but we always make due with the most awkward situations possible. She understands me. I understand her. It is why she came to me. I miss her. Wow at 13? That is very young , a bit to young if you ask me. Kinda wrong to be honest. | ||
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ranshaked
United States870 Posts
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StorkHwaiting
United States3465 Posts
On August 25 2011 07:17 ranshaked wrote: Update: it's been a month and a lot has happened. We stopped talking until last week. It turns out he was talking to his ex and he filed for a divorce. He also wanted to abort the baby but he wouldn't do it. She has moved back to her parents home. She is moving with her parents to Orlando. I am now talking to her as strictly friends but she will be loving close to me soon You live in Orlando, ranshaked? | ||
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