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I fell like shit right now, so I just felt like writing something.
I have never been in a relationship for as long as this (4.5 months). It was by far the hardest thing I've ever done, at least that what it feels like right now. I'm not sure if I ever had the feelings for her that she had for me, she told me several times lately that she really cared about me and after I thought about it I felt terrible.
I think its for the best, if I had waited longer it would most likely just get worse. I'm only 19 and her 21 so I sure that she will find someone else that can actually genuinely make her happy.
The more I think about it the worse it gets. The look on her face, as I finally pulled myself together and told her that I didn't have the feelings for her that she deserved, was terrible. I never wanted to hurt her but in the end I really did.
I guess this will go over rather quickly but I just feel like an ass...
/rant off thanks for reading my emo rant :p
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Hah. I just had a girl do this to me. Still in the process of getting over it. Sucks really..really bad. Not trying to make you feel worse just..yea.
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This happened to me but we weren't going out. That made it easier(<---I'm lying here) for her but still hurt her and afterwards the girl turned goth. She had been trying to get me to like her ever since she first met me. She finally gave up last January and thats when she turned goth(I had been telling her I didn't like her and we didn't have any connection what so ever since may 2009). It was really sad too because I kinda sensed I would have an impact on the girls life but at the same time I couldn't find a way to stop her from ending up really, really sad and turning goth(nothing against goth btw).
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On April 25 2010 19:38 Kong John wrote:
I fell like shit right now, so I just felt like writing something.
I have never been in a relationship for as long as this (4.5 months). It was by far the hardest thing I've ever done, at least that what it feels like right now. I'm not sure if I ever had the feelings for her that she had for me, she told me several times lately that she really cared about me and after I thought about it I felt terrible.
I think its for the best, if I had waited longer it would most likely just get worse. I'm only 19 and her 21 so I sure that she will find someone else that can actually genuinely make her happy.
The more I think about it the worse it gets. The look on her face, as I finally pulled myself together and told her that I didn't have the feelings for her that she deserved, was terrible. I never wanted to hurt her but in the end I really did.
I guess this will go over rather quickly but I just feel like an ass...
/rant off thanks for reading my emo rant :p
Good job, better to end it now than 1 month later.
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Normally, relationships between bangladeshi teenagers last 4-5 years on average
my shortest actual relationship was like 6 months
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You are welcome, always glad to read an emo rant when it's not dressed up as anything other than an emo rant 
You did the right thing. You would have hurt her more if you strung her along with no real feelings. Don't feel bad :D
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As you get older time seems to want to go faster a 4-5 month relationship will feel like 2 weeks. Just enjoy what you had if anything and take it all just life learning experiences!
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reverse girl blog, i'm confused.
+ Show Spoiler +better to draw a line in time than "living a lie"
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"Every past is worth condemning."
you did the right thing. how do i know this? because you did it.
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konadora
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good that you told her, if you had really dragged it on then it would have been worse on both of you 
time to move on (:
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You're an ass >.>! Nah, it's alright man! ;D
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Hey man, props to you for telling her. You should be proud of yourself - you did the right thing (often the hardest choice). Don't beat yourself up over it... Life happens. Sometimes we can't control how we feel. That's just life.
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goodjob, and i like the way that you actually give the relationship a chance to evolve, unfortunately, it didnt, and the best way to deal with that is breaking up i guess. you feel like an ass now, but you will realize that it was for the better part
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