Why am I here? Rocking back and forth in this peice of shit dropship? Shift foward. Shift backward. Don't bother to to maintain your balance where there's no one to be impressed. Don't bother to maintain your balance when you're about to die.
Choke in. Vomit out.
I remember the faces of the people I killed. It wasn't my fault, but no one would beleive that. I didn't want to kill them, but no one would believe that. That's why I am here, with the rest of the puke of society. Rapists, thieves, murderers, huh. They really think I belong with them?
Choke in. Vomit out.
The dropship reaches its destination and we're involuntarily shot out. I crash into the ground on a mess of purple shit, but I've already got more important things to think about. "Go! Go! Go!" the captain says. What a twat. A thick, cold needle jabs itself into my heart. "Go! Go! Go!" I echo. Stim packs have a way of making you think you have too much energy. I sprint behind some crystals with the rest of my troop in the hopes of surviving 5 seconds longer. Where'd the dropship go? Heh.
Slimy stupid creatures are replaced with slimy stupid creatures with claws. We fire into them without hesitation. I see the faces of the people I killed. Limbs of the soulless things begin to spray the ground. Breathe in, breathe out. I feel the picture of my closest friend inside my breast pocket. I feel the wet of fear running down my leg. I feel the sharp prick of a thick needle going into my heart again. I feel the thick metal shield encasing my body. I feel the thick metal shield encasing my body crack. I feel the cruel spike of a mindless creature pierce into my foot.
"Go! Go! Go!" they say running toward another objective. Don't say sorry. Don't forget your true colours. Choke in. Vomit out.