The Letting Off Steam Thread - Page 199

...Why the fuck does the major part of my family always fuck things up? Why do I have to be the only reasonabel person around? Why does all the drama and tragedy always end up on my desk where I then deal with it, even though it isnt mine? I dont cause them any problems, almost always have to help them with theirs and yet, they often act like it is the complete opposite. You are the ones who create all this shit and drama, I am the one that deals with it and got your back so you dont break down under the presure. I am constantly carry my own problems+yours and dont expect anything as a reward, I just would like you to realize whats really going on. I would like you to listen to me BEFORE everything is shatered. And not alwways coming around with a shitton of trouble when I have some serious problems of my own or exams or fucknot.
Also, just because I am not complaining all the time, doesnt mean that the sun is shining out of my ass.
Last year I lost my relationship of 6 years, hold the hand of one of my best friends while he died and realized that 3 years of (very succesful) studies where wasted since I now study something else. Guess what, all those 3 things ment a lot to me, and losing all of that over the course of less thatn 6 month sure did hurt and still affects me, yet you act like its just usual stuff that happens to you in life - which might be true, but doenst change the fact that it fucking hurts and made me a mere shadow of my former self with now real light left. The only goddamn reason I am still smiling is the fact that I dont know how I could keep standing otherwise. And then you critisize me for turning to my friends with my problems, rather then my family....
But yeah, you are right. I am strong, I am happy and there isnt anything I really have to worry about. I love moving on with my life just for the sake of it, thank you for asking.
Why is the concept of "pressure is pressure, it can pile up or just hit the right spot" so hard to understand for theese people, while they constantly benefit from the fact that I understand it.

Fuck this. Angry rant of someone who got phoned out of the bed, to deal with a problem that shouldnt exist in the first place and which my only connection to is that its caused by one of my siblings, which could cause another pile of problems. Of course during the time I have my exams, not that the fucking heat alone isnt enough. Better go to sleep and turn off my phone before my sister calls me again because her husband is beating her, because at the moment I would just go there and beat him in front of his kids, despite this being one of the worst solutions given the circumstances.

I'm sorry you have to endure retarded terran things on your birthday, thats just an unecessary fuck you

Could be worse, could be retarded Protoss bullshit

I will take any amount of protoss bullshit over a single terran. Also, funny fact: I wrecked some master terrans no problem, but that retarded diamond with mass mines beat me. Not sure if progress or just imba strat and pros don't know it yet.

There's always the Protoss Help Me Thread, or just upload a few replays to your own thread. At the very least you'll know if it's some imba strat.

I usually know why I lose, but I got mindbroken over a year ago and since then I hate on terrans and BM the shit outta 'em. For example, I dislike how one widow mine hit can end the game - even if you react, but you're a split second too late with reaction. Oracle at least gives you a damn warning "you're being attacked by flying thingie!" and doesn't kill 20 scv in 0.5s.

Fuck to the heat, it's almost 3 am and I'm sweating like a pig.

GOD I FUCKING HATE PINEAPPLES

okayokay maybe after a week its possible to get an opponent who doesnt cheese? LOLNOPE 4P MAP 14/14 MACRO VERSION INTO 2 GAS MASS BANE

HEY LETS LOOK UP VODS OF KOREAN ZERGS WINNING AGAINST PROTOSS! I NOTICED A COUPLE ZERGS ACTUALLY DEFEATED TOP TIER TOSSES LETS SEE HOW THAT HAPPENED. Oh, almost all the fjucking games were zergs cheesing or defending cheese and winning hahahahahahah okay then guess theres fucking nothing to learn except top tier korean zergs dont really feel like playing macro against protoss FOR SOME WEIRD REASON

Waxing is fucking awful and I don't know how anyone does it consistently. I got my back waxed today and immediately walking into the spa I felt like I was in a Paul Anderson movie, it was so surreal. It was worse than a tattoo and it lasted way longer. Fuck this, never doing it again.

No idea how Hans Zimmer can write these 2-hour movie scores using the same four notes over and over again. I have to take a month-long break for my best riff to stop sounding stale in my ears so I can continue orchestrating my opera.

That may be true but when he's arranging everything it's still the same notes. Like I don't know how he has the patience to listen to the same notes for so damn long.

f uck i got upped to ling

You gonna try out for IEM Gamescom?

Besides, it could be worse. You took a game off of Balrog and he took a game off of Losira. So that's like you taking half a game off of Losira. Which is half a game more than the rest of us could manage.