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On January 25 2011 05:27 beg wrote:Show nested quote +On January 25 2011 05:22 DarkPlasmaBall wrote:On January 25 2011 05:03 Deadlyfish wrote:
I hate people who just dismiss religion like it's a bunch of bullshit, and then go on to tell me how it really is (molecules, big bang etc). Mostly because they act like the got proof or something, when in reality, all we can do is guess.
I hate when people think that religious explanations are on par with scientific ones. It really, really pisses me off when people say those things. i hate it when people hate each other for reasons like this... dude, you literally have no clue how much you got me raging inside... please stop that immature shit... both spirituality and science theoretically have the potential to contribute to mandkind... but the hate, greed, insecurity and jealousy inside of people destroys it all... neither science nor religion did really contribute for good -.-
My confession: I have significantly less respect for people who are religious. I mean, some of my friends are still religious, but even if they've never done anything bad to me, I still am somewhat distant from them because I can't wrap my head around the idea that someone can legitimately believe in God
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I got a few confessions.
1. After not eating for four days, last night i ate some pizza with a friend his treat. I got home and felt so weak for eating. So I made myself puke it up.
2. My first real girlfriend broke up with me two weeks ago and all I've been doing since is trying to get back with her, even though she isnt that hot, isnt that bright, and has a kid. When not doing that I'm sleeping 14 hours a day hoping she contacts me.
3. Last night my mother accused me of being on drugs, I am. Though I denied it.
4. I'm thinking about getting into selling drugs because I can't seem to get a real job.
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i feel like everyone around me is fake, so in turn, im fake. I need a fresh start somewhere.
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i don't have aids, even though when people ask me in ladder matches i say yes
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I've been messing up.
I did a lot of schoolwork this past weekend. But every night I went to bed late, 2-4am. I don't even think the schoolwork I did was really worth it. I didn't do it efficiently.
I stopped wanting to hang out with some of my friends.
And then I go to school, do some legitimate work, and then when my study buddies all leave, I waste time. I don't know if I'm unmotivated or scared.
I skipped classes today and yesterday too.
I'm afraid I'll fall back into a state of laziness. I just want someone to talk to but I'm afraid of talking to my friends.
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I have an incredibly addictive personality, so I refuse to do any drugs with my friends. (sadly, thats where the girls are at too)
I play starcraft 2 whenever I feel crappy, or am driving myself crazy thinking about stuff that matters.
I am proud of my starcraft 2 achievements, I began in bronze with zero RTS experience and am now top diamond pushing masters.
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On January 24 2011 10:59 chuigo wrote:
i lost all my friends as soon as i left high school 3 months ago. I see one of my friends once a week, sometimes less, and talk to 2/3 girls via facebook/msn. I've also secretly wanted to fuck a girl i know since i met her in my first year of highschool, i struggle to find her sexually attractive and she isn't intelligent. I dont understand why i want to fuck this girl so much.
(australia = grade 1 to 7 - primary school, grade 8 to 12 - high school)
where abouts in Aust. you from?
would be good to know someone around here.
Confession:
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I'm confused about this girl that used to be my best friend. We went onto a mission trip together. A holiday afterwards with a group of friends. We started getting intimate when others weren't around and shopping together etc. After the holiday returning home, she acts as if I'm non-existent and hangs around her friends. This was also 2-3 months after high school finished
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On January 24 2011 09:55 Lorken wrote:Show nested quote +On January 23 2011 23:15 Sawyer wrote:
Every time I tend to check what time it is.. the majority of the time the clock says: 9:11am or 9:11pm.
This has been going on for the past 6-7 years. O_O Holy shit dude. This same thing happens to me as well, but it hasn't happened in a few days so I forgot about it. It feels like it happens more than other times, but I'm sure it's probably the same as any other one, you just remember it. I usually go :D whenever I check the time and see it's 4.20 ever since I started getting high.
This has been happening to me as well, ever since I was about 7. This also right around 2001, so I felt guilty about looking at the clock at that time so much.
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I take Starcraft 2 too seriously and insult other when I lose for my own mistakes even though some deserve an insult for all-in'ing every game -___-.
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I hate being lonely, even around other people who are supposed to be my "friends".
I cannot get my ex girlfriend out of my head, and I dream about her and me having conversations ever so often. I wake up and feel sad and depressed, but moreover the feeling of melancholy and longing takes a hold of me, until I'm able to shake it off later on the day.
The thought of wandering aimlessly through life without a companion, without that special feeling again in my life, FUCKING SCARES ME, till the point where I'm barely able to function.
I hate being mediocre, and I loathe being single, surrounded by happy couples and romance and love, I feel on the verge of tears, strangulated, unable to breathe..
I scream silently inside, no words come out of my mouth, but inside a war is happening.
I hate the way I feel pity about myself, because I know I have a good life considering what I have, I'm just too much a fucking emo to do anything about it, because I honestly don't know where to start and where to finish. I go on day to day, hoping for some miracle I know never will happen, aslong as I keep holding myself back with negative thoughts and negative energy about love, about friendship and about being alone.
and lastly I hate the way I always seem to think that somehow everbody else is always better off than me, in virtually every retard. I think the grass is greener on the other side, when in reality I know, it often isn't.
FML.
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On January 27 2011 04:10 MasterFischer wrote:
I hate being lonely, even around other people who are supposed to be my "friends".
I cannot get my ex girlfriend out of my head, and I dream about her and me having conversations ever so often. I wake up and feel sad and depressed, but moreover the feeling of melancholy and longing takes a hold of me, until I'm able to shake it off later on the day.
The thought of wandering aimlessly through life without a companion, without that special feeling again in my life, FUCKING SCARES ME, till the point where I'm barely able to function.
I hate being mediocre, and I loathe being single, surrounded by happy couples and romance and love, I feel on the verge of tears, strangulated, unable to breathe..
I scream silently inside, no words come out of my mouth, but inside a war is happening.
I hate the way I feel pity about myself, because I know I have a good life considering what I have, I'm just too much a fucking emo to do anything about it, because I honestly don't know where to start and where to finish. I go on day to day, hoping for some miracle I know never will happen, aslong as I keep holding myself back with negative thoughts and negative energy about love, about friendship and about being alone.
and lastly I hate the way I always seem to think that somehow everbody else is always better off than me, in virtually every retard. I think the grass is greener on the other side, when in reality I know, it often isn't.
FML.
Halfway through I honestly thought you'd pasted a linken park song in your post
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I confessed to the girl I like. The look she gave me was some sort of wtf/tears-in-her-eyes-hybrid. That was ~one month ago - everything is back to "normal" with her now, but I'm still thinking about just how much I FUCKED UP. fml
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+ Show Spoiler +I think I"m a pervert..Just like Kon in Bleach....i tend to look at..u no what when they r not looking at me.......  
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1) Never told anyone in my family my boyfriend is in the Army because my dad hates the military
2) Before my boyfriend left for his deployment, I lied to my dad to get out of going to a family thing to go hang out with my boyfriend. We ended up having sex on his couch while his mom was in the other room, literary 5 feet from us.
3) I was once in a class with only girls and I didn't want to feel out of place. I ended up reading comic books inside a twilight book. I feel so ashamed for even borrowing it 
phew, I feel better ^_^
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On January 26 2011 20:57 Excellent wrote:Show nested quote +On January 24 2011 09:55 Lorken wrote:On January 23 2011 23:15 Sawyer wrote:
Every time I tend to check what time it is.. the majority of the time the clock says: 9:11am or 9:11pm.
This has been going on for the past 6-7 years. O_O Holy shit dude. This same thing happens to me as well, but it hasn't happened in a few days so I forgot about it. It feels like it happens more than other times, but I'm sure it's probably the same as any other one, you just remember it. I usually go :D whenever I check the time and see it's 4.20 ever since I started getting high. This has been happening to me as well, ever since I was about 7. This also right around 2001, so I felt guilty about looking at the clock at that time so much.
It happens because the number has emotional meaning to you now. 9-11 is ingrained into your psyche, thus you remember more often when you look at the clock and it says 9:11, and not at all when you look at the clock and see 9:12. Since you've noticed this "pattern", it's compounded itself since every time you see 9:11 you further confirm your beliefs, while your mind subconsciously ignores contrary evidence.
As for a confession...
I've been noticing a lot of addictive tendencies in myself lately, and it's starting to scare me.
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This game scares teh shit outta me....http://www.amnesiagame.com/
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I enjoy Lady Gaga's music
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I started typing then realized it turned into about a 50 line confession lol Long story short: I'm in love with a girl that broke up with me a year ago and I'm fairly sure she either hates me or never wants to talk to me again and I have no idea why 
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On January 27 2011 15:20 OverZero wrote:I started typing then realized it turned into about a 50 line confession lol Long story short: I'm in love with a girl that broke up with me a year ago and I'm fairly sure she either hates me or never wants to talk to me again and I have no idea why
Seems like there's nothing to lose by asking.
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why is this thread filled with girl problems... i just noticed this.
Confession:
I try to be green but I really couldn't care that much.
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