On February 04 2014 10:07 Eywa- wrote:On February 04 2014 09:45 BigFan wrote:
Maybe someone can explain to me why Eywa seems to have some haters. I wasn't as involved in the scene back then although I do recall a blog from Nina challenging him and such way back. From what I understand, he made promises and couldn't keep them. That's all I'm getting from the posts above at least.
As I said in the OP, I have no intention of hiding or pretending I didn't do what happened before. The division of haters was created before most of the things which I knock myself for. Not that I can say I didn't play a part in that, the division of haters is as much a feat of mine as it is of theirs, I did not come back to make war with them. For a very brief and summarized history:
First event was a king of the hill which probably no one remembers hosted on iCCup with the help of the iCCup staff
I offered my services to LRM)Game in ISL1 for write ups and interviews at the semi-final level. - This is the point where Nina, Gecko and I became opposed... Just getting more severe over the ages because there was ultimatum offered from both sides, and I chose one over the other. There was unnecessary bm on both sides, worsening over the years.
I was interested in organizing and so, I partnered with Game to benefit from his skill set making the justin.tv king of the hill
Following the good reception of that, I created twitch.tv king of the hill
After that, joe kim was going to make a clan league, but didn't think it had enough steam to take off, so he abandoned the project. This was a project that I took on, beginning the first season of Gambit's Cup... 2 Other seasons would follow, increasing in prize pool, however, in terms of season, the order of quality was probably 3, 1, 2... The second season was a disaster due to length, there is no denying that. in terms of playoffs, the best season was 2, 3, 1 in my opinion however... which is unfortunate that I believe the best potential was lost.
In between Gambit's Cup 2 and 3 I also played a major organization role in Altitude Nation Wars.
Despite popular belief, I have done the majority of my work on my own, the development in skill of organization would be credited majorly to game, which in of itself is a huge time saver. Unfortunately, due to this association, I would also gain a lot of enemies because generally, teams thought that I favored LRM in clan events, which to be fair... I wanted them to win, which made me have to moderate them extra hard in most cases. This ended up creating a lot of enemies, including some on LRM itself because they were generally the ones feeling the stress.
Past this point, things get really rocky...
I started up several leagues simultaneously, which didn't work because I had no time to run them (Ladder league) and (European LAN). I met a ton of controversy and eventually (becoming my biggest mistake to the BW community) essentially told them to screw themselves.
After this, I went ahead and started the Liquid Pasture Community League which is a community Dota 2 league which was taken over by leloup (much thanks to him) at season 2 due to my inability to remain active. This is the only league which I built the foundation for remaining it is currently in season 4.
On July 17th, 2013... I requested to Heyoka to terminate my account.
I am a strong believer in that for my case, 80% of success is just showing up applies... Coming into the scene, I was a nobody with no experience in running anything, I learned what I could and when things worked out, people cheer, when they don't, people boo. The problem I had before was that there was no detachment, as you can see by what I have above + the fact that I used to play Brood War, Brood War was a lifestyle for me... My temperament got progressively worse to the point where I convinced people to do stuff for the sole sake of mocking them for it, one more famous than any others involving iCCup.
thanks for the summary. Explains things a lot better so I have an idea of what's going on. All I can really say is don't let the hate get to you and keep working at what tourneys you have in mind to the best of your abilities. Best of luck!