"The world is round"

MiB

Sweden325 Posts

June 21 2014 00:47 GMT

Those are the words that haunts my mind these days. I don't know what they mean. However they bring happiness. I think. At least they do not brig sadness however they always come when I'm sad...
I think . So sad these days.

But then I don't think I´m sad just lost. But then again I'm to clever to be lost.
I'm to fucking clever for myself.... Notice how I swear to bring he point across.

It's sad being to clever for emself. But then again maybe i just an arrogant asshole.
I don't post enough to be an arrogant asshole.
Just enough to be an clever one.

Hmm

So... Thoughts...

I'm in a writing competition this year, I wrote about a girl sitting on a pea during an audition. That's unique enough isn't it?.
Maybe it's doubts that fog's my mind. Doubts from every corner.
You know why I don't blog enough I hate comments I hate having to write a posts that bring comments cant i just write my thoughts Isn't that enough?

Lol. Look at how that sentence looks angry like I'm angry how can I be angry"
- "The world is round." Why would anything matter?
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Always a spoiler section containing my hidden thoughts. Cause of course people will wanna read those.. Fuck me...

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Hey dont worry I'm super drunk! Its the Swedish midsummer and I'm having a party with my buds!

Cynry

810 Posts

June 21 2014 01:11 GMT

Not drunk but super tired, so...
Thoughts ?
There's no "too clever to be lost".
"Too clever for myself" doesn't really makes sense, but I reckon I sometimes wished I wasn't that smart...

Doubts though. The way you write, lot of doubting. There's probably something there. Something to make you less sad in the end.

Here, have a comment :-D

quirinus

Croatia2489 Posts

June 21 2014 16:45 GMT

hah, I used to write things like this in a txt file all the time when I was sad/drunk/after coming home from a party. no possibility of comments there, only my own comments commenting on my own words. it got big trough the years, I find I'm usually more short-term creative when I feel down or otherwise out of my normal thought. I think I can understand the loop you're in lol. I'm just a writer, bad one, for my own amusement though, and usually just write short poems or my thoughts, nothing like competing. and I have a lot of thoughts, too many for my own good, probably.

it's kinda funny being able to reflect on your thoughts instantly while you're writing them and reflecting on the reflection... etc. not sure if it's good or bad. probably needs some ironing out to forge it into something useful and guided. I think I could have used a good mentor to bring that out, used to have a few of those when I was a kid, they're really undervalued, at least in my country. anyways, being able to reflect on everything and see more sides to it gives you more options I think, so it should be good for writing.

some power metal or something usually helps me swing the mood, at least for a while, and cheers me and pumps me up.

damn, this post turned out to my blog, sorry for kinda hijacking yours.

MiB

Sweden325 Posts

June 21 2014 20:43 GMT

Doubt now that's a nice word. I'm gonna go and do some research on that.
And as for cheering up with music. I'm not into no power metal but the second Mr Bowie starts singing all worries goes out the window :D
Also don't worry about hijacking. This isn't a thread just a blog.

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