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Garnet
Profile Blog Joined February 2006
Vietnam9027 Posts
December 31 2013 17:47 GMT
#1
is a 10-year-old (and I'm 22).

The innocence of a girl who hasn't had her first blood, the ever-flowing energy, the pretty face, the poem she wrote about me...

I am her math tutor, but we usually talk about a lot of random things during our weekly 90-minute lesson. There's never an awkward moment. She tells me about her "boyfriends", I tell her about the girls in my class and the love letters they send me etc. She even show a little jealousy when she saw them. She even asked if I had seen "18+ videos". There's pretty much no secret between us.

I know she may not be the same anymore when she hits puberty, but still. I have never enjoyed being with someone so much before. One downside though: she tells everyone about everything we do. Even asked for my photo and showed it to all the kids in her class.

She has a 17-year-old sister, who's also my student. However, she's a total bitch. They are like the sun and whatever the opposite of it is.

It's such a pity that all of the "legal" girls I've met just bore the crap out of me (except for two foreign girls, but one is far away and the other I have no feeling for anymore).

I remember when I was 10, I was also massively in love with a girl my age. Wonder what she's like now. Probably turned into a goddamn biatch like everyone else.

It will be a very sad day when she hits puberty...


Here's a picture I found on the internet that looks very similar to her. I think I will give it to her as my thanks for the poem.

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Mothra
Profile Blog Joined November 2009
United States1448 Posts
December 31 2013 18:30 GMT
#2
I predict someone will call you creepy or pedophile. Let's see if I'm psychic.
HawaiianPig
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
Canada5155 Posts
December 31 2013 19:09 GMT
#3
"Everyone's a bitch" is pretty much the motto of every terrible ideology that ever existed. Misogyny? Racism? Serial Killerism?

You need to rethink your approach to others. It's more likely the problem is with you.
AdministratorNot actually Hawaiian.
Torenhire
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
United States11681 Posts
December 31 2013 19:13 GMT
#4
Def with Hawpig. Gotta change your approach or your standards. Not everyone is perfect, including yourself, don't expect things to always be that way.

I went through a similar phase where I hated everyone and saw the worst in people. Try focusing on the good in people rather than the bad, your outlook on some of them may change. Some people it won't, but don't let it discourage you. I got out of that way of thinking after some time, and I do my best now to always find the best in everyone to the best of my abilities. It's made me a lot happier in the long run.
SirJolt: Well maybe if you weren't so big and stupid, it wouldn't have hit you.
DoctorHelvetica
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
United States15034 Posts
December 31 2013 19:27 GMT
#5
This is alarmingly creepy. It seems like your outlook on life is selfish and childish. I really doubt you're just too smart and enlightened to go out into the world and make connections with other people. Sounds like you are a coward who wants to be around someone who is easy to impress, a child will never challenge your feelings and they tend to look up to you. Go into therapy. There's a romantic/sexual subtext to this post that implies to me that you need drastic help?
RIP Aaliyah
ETisME
Profile Blog Joined April 2011
12477 Posts
December 31 2013 19:28 GMT
#6
I think you had a rough relationship before and so you are trying to find younger girls to go back to your primary school innocent type of girls?

Its definitely not a healthy mental state of mind.
其疾如风,其徐如林,侵掠如火,不动如山,难知如阴,动如雷震。
DoctorHelvetica
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
United States15034 Posts
December 31 2013 19:35 GMT
#7
On January 01 2014 04:13 Torenhire wrote:
Def with Hawpig. Gotta change your approach or your standards. Not everyone is perfect, including yourself, don't expect things to always be that way.

I went through a similar phase where I hated everyone and saw the worst in people. Try focusing on the good in people rather than the bad, your outlook on some of them may change. Some people it won't, but don't let it discourage you. I got out of that way of thinking after some time, and I do my best now to always find the best in everyone to the best of my abilities. It's made me a lot happier in the long run.


It's arrogance, not pessimism
RIP Aaliyah
Ferrose
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
United States11378 Posts
December 31 2013 19:48 GMT
#8
On January 01 2014 04:13 Torenhire wrote:
Def with Hawpig. Gotta change your approach or your standards. Not everyone is perfect, including yourself, don't expect things to always be that way.

I went through a similar phase where I hated everyone and saw the worst in people. Try focusing on the good in people rather than the bad, your outlook on some of them may change. Some people it won't, but don't let it discourage you. I got out of that way of thinking after some time, and I do my best now to always find the best in everyone to the best of my abilities. It's made me a lot happier in the long run.


I was like this too, until recently. Eventually I realized that it was a combination of me being angsty (due to past experiences), judgemental, and just plain immature.
@113candlemagic Office lady by day, lonely woman at night. | Official lolicon of thread 94273
Torenhire
Profile Blog Joined April 2009
United States11681 Posts
December 31 2013 20:00 GMT
#9
On January 01 2014 04:35 DoctorHelvetica wrote:
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On January 01 2014 04:13 Torenhire wrote:
Def with Hawpig. Gotta change your approach or your standards. Not everyone is perfect, including yourself, don't expect things to always be that way.

I went through a similar phase where I hated everyone and saw the worst in people. Try focusing on the good in people rather than the bad, your outlook on some of them may change. Some people it won't, but don't let it discourage you. I got out of that way of thinking after some time, and I do my best now to always find the best in everyone to the best of my abilities. It's made me a lot happier in the long run.


It's arrogance, not pessimism


Hm, I interpreted it differently. I don't disagree with you, though.
SirJolt: Well maybe if you weren't so big and stupid, it wouldn't have hit you.
KwarK
Profile Blog Joined July 2006
United States42974 Posts
December 31 2013 20:31 GMT
#10
Don't start exchanging gifts and poems with a 10 year old girl you teach. Somehow this topic has scored 11 Shaunis out of 10.
ModeratorThe angels have the phone box
QuanticHawk
Profile Blog Joined May 2007
United States32075 Posts
December 31 2013 20:41 GMT
#11
well isnt that just precious
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mizU
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
United States12125 Posts
December 31 2013 20:41 GMT
#12
old enough to bleed, old enough to breed
if happy ever afters did exist <3 @watamizu_
Fishgle
Profile Blog Joined May 2011
United States2174 Posts
December 31 2013 20:44 GMT
#13
I remember when I was 10, I was also massively in love with a girl my age. Wonder what she's like now. Probably turned into a goddamn biatch like everyone else.


Don't want to get all freudian on you, but it looks like you got some old issues pent up. Other than that, this blog gave me hardcore flashbacks of /b/.

4/5
aka ChillyGonzalo / GnozL
Calanthe
Profile Joined October 2012
United States145 Posts
December 31 2013 20:53 GMT
#14
On January 01 2014 02:47 Garnet wrote:
is a 10-year-old (and I'm 22).

....However, she's a total bitch....

....Probably turned into a goddamn biatch like everyone else....


In the immortal words of Aesop Rock,

Life's not a bitch, life is a beautiful woman
You only call her a bitch because she won't let you get that pussy.
Maybe she didn't feel y'all shared any similar interests
Or maybe you're just an asshole who couldn't sweet talk the princess.


I think you have some serious soul-searching to do in regards to your attitude towards women in 2014. Happy new year, and may you find peace with yourself and happiness with someone who isn't a pre-pubescent girl.
my heart's the bitter buffalo
Bunn
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
Estonia934 Posts
December 31 2013 21:11 GMT
#15
Is her name Dolores Haze?
"There are no limits. There are plateaus, but you must not stay there, you must go beyond them. If it kills you, it kills you. A man must constantly exceed his level." - Bruce Lee
dravernor
Profile Blog Joined May 2013
Netherlands6187 Posts
December 31 2013 21:27 GMT
#16
On January 01 2014 05:41 mizU wrote:
old enough to bleed, old enough to breed

Oh mizU

This is worrying though. I also picked up on an underlying sexual theme, which is most concerning. It is great to like hanging out with kids, especially when you feel you can open up to them, but it isn't healthy to the degree you are claiming.
<3
wingpawn
Profile Blog Joined June 2013
Poland1342 Posts
December 31 2013 22:09 GMT
#17
Honestly, I don't know what is weirder: a guy describing his friendship with a 10 years old kid or bunch of other guys reading the nonexistent Lolita sexual crime context from it (unless there is such context involved, but it certainly cannot be seen anywhere in the text of the OP).

Friends... So hard to make them those days, anyway.
LaNague
Profile Blog Joined April 2010
Germany9118 Posts
December 31 2013 22:44 GMT
#18
well, the fact that the first thing he thinks about when mentioning the girl is that she didnt have her period yet is kind of creepy.
Myrkskog
Profile Blog Joined July 2008
Canada481 Posts
Last Edited: 2013-12-31 23:09:14
December 31 2013 22:59 GMT
#19
No kidding Wingpawn. I'm sure the parents of this 10 year old girl are totally cool with the fact that her 22 year old math tutor is talking about porn with their daughter.

I'm also sure they would be totally cool reading about how the OP thinks that "legal" girls are boring and bitches, and that he derives satisfaction from the jealously that their 10 year old daughter feels when reading love letters he gets from girls in his class.(Who passes around love letters in what is presumably University, anyways?)

Most of all. I'm sure it would not at all be disconcerting to her parents to see the OP paralleling his own love for a 22 year old when he was 10 with what he believes is their daughter's obsession with him;

I remember when I was 10, I was also massively in love with a girl my age.


I don't know if you are looking for advice, OP. But you really need to stop tutoring her right now, and spend some serious time reflecting objectively on how messed up this is.

MarlieChurphy
Profile Blog Joined January 2013
United States2063 Posts
December 31 2013 23:11 GMT
#20
Op, you have poor boundaries.
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