EPTNothing. Nothing happened, simple as that. As soon as I gave her my ice cream, I just graduated and never got an answer back from her. I was kind of expecting that though. As all of you said, it was a foolish plan, and in hindsight it was, but I've got no regrets about it. A few days after that, I asked my friend what I could have done better, but he said I did my best. Interestingly enough, his girlfriend was on the same soccer team as her, and she heard all about my troubles, and just said what every girl says... "aww".. But she told me to try to get conversation with her again and told me that the ice cream idea wasn't bad.
Unfortunately, I never got that chance. The next day, I graduated, went out with my friends and party, and never saw her again. Our school was the only place where I ever would see her, and it was done for me. Like I said though, I have no regrets. I tried, but failed, but I'm glad to say that I didn't standby and do nothing.
This isn't a complete girl blog by the way. It's just me
Summer flew by relatively quickly, just me working at my day job, hanging out with coworkers, playing the occasional dota game. One big thing that came up was an accident I got into. Car crash, headon collision. It too bad of a crash, my headlight was busted, and the other guy's headlight was fine. I was heading my way to my highschool to buy a yearbook. The road was a 2 way road, with several turns, one of them being some kind of 45 degree angle turn instead of the traditional 90 degree angle intersections. I had right of way, going straight, but I was behind some kind of transport truck. The truck in front of me turns, some old man decides to take a left turn from the 45 degree turn without waiting to see behind the truck turning, I keep going knowing that I have the right of way. Bam.
It's funny, when I was in the moment before the crash, time kind of slowed down for me. All of a sudden there's a truck about to crash into me? Brake, simple enough right? Turn quickly, easy enough right? I kept thinking that there was something more I could have done to stop this from happening. Time slowed down enough for me to make a reaction, but for some reason I couldn't... After the collision I went off to a parking lot right next to the collision, but my hands were shaking. This was my first crash I've gotten into. I heard kids crying loudly, making my first thought "Oh shit, what the fuck did I do?". The old man that crashed into me asked if I was okay, and he was a kind old guy, completely understanding of my first experience of being in an accident. I guess I was lucky that it wasn't some guy who would beat the shit out of me. The kids ended up not getting hurt, and the only harm done was to the cars. The old man knew it was his fault and gave me his insurance number, my dad was actually understanding, no one was hurt and that was that. Still, I feel like I could have done something more. Sounds a lot like a previous situation right?
Then college comes up. Accepted to a good school, with an actual decent roommate was pretty lucky for me. A month has passed and I'm having a blast, with freedom to do anything. Today I woke up, happy that my class doesn't start until noon. Decided to browse facebook and teamliquid after shower, and then I see that it's her birthday today.
I've forgotten her face, her voice. She was in the back of my mind. Her mother posts more pictures of her, and for some reason, that fire inside my chest flares back to life. I remember the reason why I liked her so much in the first place. I remember the few times I talked to her. But it's all over. I've done what I could have and maybe it wasn't my best, maybe something more was needed, but I'm satisfied.
I hope you guys aren't too disappointed with me. I guess my balls haven't fully grown yet. For those of you who say "Suck it up, get some balls and be a man" you're right, I should.
Shout outs to some people because why not?
Blazinghand: For wanting to know what happened in the end. I'm glad you enjoyed my ridiculous story and actually cared enough to asked what happened
My friend: The guy I asked for help. He's such a loyal, good and cool guy. I'm lucky to have a friend like him
BISU!: I still believe in the hairtoss. I believe in you coming to BW again and crushing all who oppose you! I'm still sad for you officially retiring though
That's it guys, I hope this didn't sound girl blogish as those tags attract people like crazy. Have a nice day!
