EPTBut the topic I’m going to talk about today is going to be, just, emotion. A lot of people just get hate, or feel lately that they just can’t put themselves out there or just can’t show any emotion just because of the fact that they feel like they’re going to be mistreated. Like “Aahh, they’re going to call me emo,” or “they’re going to call me ___” blah blah blah. I’ve obviously gone through some things. I’m not the kind of guy a lot of people expect me to.
Believe it or not, I’ve gone through my ups and downs, and I found something out, that I wanted to share with you. The whole term of “when life gives you lemons, make lemonade” is the best way to put it. Recently I’ve gone through some things that made me upset as fuck, and I was like “damnit! This is bullshit” you know? “This is the worst” and I honestly felt like I didn’t want to do anything. “I’m not gonna talk to anybody, I’m just gonna try to relax,” but me, being myself, y’know I overthink everything. Like, fuck, “Why am I worrying? I’m gonna use this negative feedback, this negative crap, and use it for fuel to do better. To do better than this person. To do better than myself.” Whenever something bad happens, try to look at the positive side.
I know it’s really hard in some cases. Like, let’s say you lose and arm. Then “Fuck. How is this positive?” but I’m going about emotional cases. Like, let’s say your girlfriend/boyfriend leaves you, or you lose a family member, or you did badly in school. This matters to you a lot, but a normal being, a normal human being, would feel sad or depressed. And just completely break down to the point whereas, y’know, they can’t do anything. And I was close to feeling like that, like “aww this sucks! Aww, this is so bad!” but then I realized how much support I had. Like, you guys are keeping me trucking, and I fucking love it. You guys are like my fuel to my rocket to success, and I can’t thank you guys enough.
And I know how it is for you guys to do this. I know a lot of you guys are probably doing a lot worse that I could ever have it, and I want you guys to use that negative shit coming your way and fucking throw it to your gas chamber of fuel or energy, and use that to push yourself in the best direction ever. It’s hard enough to just deal with the shitty economy right now, and it’s hard enough to see our parents go through stuff, struggling, or having a breakup with a girlfriend as I said before, and your heart is like “Argh, this sucks.” But listen, if a girl leaves you, or a guy leaves you, you’re beautiful. I don’t give a fuck what anybody says. You’re fucking amazing, and anybody would be lucky enough to have you. Seriously, don’t let yourself be down over something relationship wise. Use that to motivate yourself. To get yourself to a point where you’re content with yourself. Whether it’s physically, emotionally, so that a beautiful person, whether it be a girl or a guy that sees you, they’ll be like “god DAMN! I wanna date this person because they’re the hottest piece of person ever!” not only the outside because there’s only so much, but personality wise because you want to be happy.
You want to be all bubbly on the inside. You want people around you. Take all that negative shit and say “fuck it. I’m going to be the best person I could ever be” because you only have one life. You only get to be Kyle, Richie, Maria, Rose, whatever the fuck their name might be, once in your life. Make it count! Don’t just be sad. It’s part of it. In order to be happy, you need to know what sadness is. But the thing is don’t just plummet in sadness. I want you to use that energy because every one of you has it. Every single one of you guys. I don’t care if you’re young and going through little kiddie breakups, or old and losing your job. I know how bad losing your job as a mature person with the economy with the way it is. Dude, you need to go out there and hustle. You can do it and I believe in you.
I’ve been through a lot of shit myself. I can’t say my shit is harder than yours, and vice versa. We don’t know ourselves completely 1 on 1. But you can do it. I believe in you. I believe in all of you guys. And emotions are a bitch because they can make you feel like the best person one day, then break you down, step on you, and call you its bitch. But hey, know that you have control, you can do it, and I believe in all of you guys. You should never let the bad outweigh the good. And I know it’s hard sometimes, I know it’s completely hard, but I believe in you guys. You guys are unique, and all this shit, and I’m lucky to have you guys by my side. I love the fact that I can call all you guys my friends, and you guys are so fucking supportive.
And yeah. Keep on going. Don’t let bad things ruin your day. Take bad days and make it your bitch! You can do it, and I believe all of you guys out there. And if you’re gonna go down, you gotta go down with a fight regardless of what it is. Make sure that if you do something, you try your best at it. Even how bad shit goes. Y’know, never let them see you with your head down because my friends don’t do that. And that felt great telling you all this shit. I like talking about these kinds of things. It makes me really happy and stuff like that. You can tell me about how you felt about this whole thing, if it helped or anything. Thank you so much for listening, and thank you for being part of my life. You guys definitely made a big change in me.
Take care homies, peace.
