anyways, dont know why im making this in all honesty, im pretty tired right now and i have to get my permit later today and a party lol. but owell.
so basically im not doing so well in school. some may know that im taking a shit ton of hard classes in my current junior year of high school. already dropped out of apush, and the only classes im actually doing semi-well in are math classes (ap calc ab, ap stat, ap econ). the rest (ap bio, english, apush) im doing absolute garbage. granted im not failing, but they aren't even close to anything i want.
in addition, i bombed my sat (granted 800 math -.-) but 2060? like really? coming from someone who basically needs a 2300 to really cover crappy gpa to get into good colleges.
you could say im an idiot for not trying. as usual, beginning of the year i slack off and have to play catch up which usually never works for me. problem is motivation most of the time, as well as procrastination. i hate doing sat practice, and when i do, i usually sleep half way while im doing it.
there are a few good things going on though. i have an awesome girlfriend of 1 1/2 months and my extra-curriculars are doing pretty well. but those really dont cover everything.
trying harder, motivating myself, are all difficult to me. they come very easy to many people. and its not like i dont care. i do, but im too lazy to do anything about it. once again, because i lack motivation.
w.e. its my bday, i shouldnt be thinking about shit like this. but idk. im tired and this is like a tangent than a blog. bleah. good night tl. or should i say, good morning. Heh.