She decided that she has changed a lot since we first started going out. I do agree with this and even though I understand how she just can't explain how she feels but knows she's changed, I do feel jipped out of a reasonable explanation. All I can say is that I'm in shock at the moment and know I will get over it, but I just don't want to... She really was an amazing person and her family was incredible as well which makes it hard knowing that I will also lose some good friends. This is something that will surely take time to heal but I just felt after all the girl blogs i've seen on TL that I needed to vent about it.
She's a year younger than me and is a Senior in high school. I'm going to a community college by my house this year so the big thing was "What's going to happen to us when you go off to college next year?" because she wanted to go to a college away from home after high school.
I'm not sure why these paragraphs are the way they are and why they're spaced this way lol, but I thought some of you might be able to give me some encouraging words! I know I will get over it, I don't need to hear that because I know time will pass, but anything encouraging or advice you have, toss it my way
I loved this girl very much and we decided to stay friends and to take a break from talking for about 5 days (she's going on a camping trip tomorrow through the weekend) but it had to come to an end. I will take this one step at a time and hopefully with some loving people in my life helping me along, I will be just ok before I know it.
Thanks for listening to my whining, you're all amazing :D