Hello TL, it's been a while since I last posted anything here except for the wallpaper.
I have suddenly come to this realization, life is, nothing, it has no "meaning" except for a species to stay alive as long as it can, us humans are just covering this with making all sorts of crap up so that our species would eventually evolve, sure it's a good idea and I support it completely, but our planet is, face it, going to run out of resources sooner or later and at the moment we don't have an expansion coming anywhere near.
Of course life can be fun, and I don't mean to depress anyone, even though after this just suddenly hit me I was depressed for days, I mainly just sat on the couch or laid in my bed thinking about how unfair everything can be in the end, some people are richer, they get to live their life to the fullest if they so wish, and even though I am by no means poor, somewhat in the middle class (or upper middle class) it just seriously gets me how kind of easily the people, who have money get everything, especially as I've heard in the USA where they give free stuff to people who have money, which is just plain insane in my opinion. I've been naive, of course I realize that.
How great is this, I wasn't depressed, to be honest at all when I started typing this but now it chews me a bit, don't get me wrong I don't have anything against celebrities, actors or rich people etc. in general, except for the likes of Paris Hilton etc, who are mainly living off their parent's money and can probably live safe and sound for the rest of their lives with those. Some of you might say "Is that jealousy I hear?" Of course I'm jealous, having a financially secure future would be one of my biggest dreams, I mean, what wouldn't I give to have the opportunity for me and my possible future children a secure life, so that they wouldn't have to worry about money stuff and such, of course it might be a bit early for me to think about this stuff, I mean. I am 16, but I still think that it's good to start thinking about such stuff.
Anyways, I don't really give much if you read/comment this or not, just had to say it out loud somewhere. And I'm glad that the depression is over, it sucked and it's testweek so I have to study.
PS. especially the lyrics represent most of my feelings for the past days.
/E: Also fucking women, can you understand their thought process?
This happens to most people with half a brain around the ages of 16-21, you'll get over it. Just accept that life is basically minecraft and you have to invent your own purpose or download other user's maps. Then just get lost in doing random shit until you die. Works for most of us.
On March 28 2012 02:39 sc4k wrote: This happens to most people with half a brain around the ages of 16-21, you'll get over it. Just accept that life is basically minecraft and you have to invent your own purpose or download other user's maps. Then just get lost in doing random shit until you die. Works for most of us.
Holy shit, this is worth a Noble Prize. So blunt and straightforward. I like it!
On March 28 2012 02:39 sc4k wrote: This happens to most people with half a brain around the ages of 16-21, you'll get over it. Just accept that life is basically minecraft and you have to invent your own purpose or download other user's maps. Then just get lost in doing random shit until you die. Works for most of us.
That's is what makes it interesting, find your own way, find yourself.
On March 28 2012 02:39 sc4k wrote: This happens to most people with half a brain around the ages of 16-21, you'll get over it. Just accept that life is basically minecraft and you have to invent your own purpose or download other user's maps. Then just get lost in doing random shit until you die. Works for most of us.
Amusing read. Life has always been about living, only recently have humans tried to find other reasons. Mostly because everything has become so easy for us.
On March 28 2012 02:39 sc4k wrote: This happens to most people with half a brain around the ages of 16-21, you'll get over it. Just accept that life is basically minecraft and you have to invent your own purpose or download other user's maps. Then just get lost in doing random shit until you die. Works for most of us.
Should totally copypaste this into every thread on this topic. Great post. <3
On March 28 2012 02:39 sc4k wrote: This happens to most people with half a brain around the ages of 16-21, you'll get over it. Just accept that life is basically minecraft and you have to invent your own purpose or download other user's maps. Then just get lost in doing random shit until you die. Works for most of us.
That's all I could think about reading this. Don't take it the wrong way, but its entirely typical for a 16 year old to have those feelings and thoughts. I think maybe as a child everything you consume has meaning. Every Disney story had a beautiful ending, and every mistake you make ends with a lesson from Dad. It's all made up though. It's definitely a shock when you realise that people make up their own meaning. You just have to invent your own meaning too. The meaning of life isn't hiding under a rock or a tree like we hope it is when we're young, the meaning of life is something you build with your own hands.
Dude, the point of life is to reproduce, of course, but their are so many beautiful things to experience, to do, to achieve that its not about wealth, but love. Legitamately its not about how much you make, but what you make of yourself, now of course sometimes these go hand in hand but that is not the main point. I haven't found a purpose, and i am 17, but i have found happiness coming out of a depressed state in what i do. Though sometimes i have bad days (like FUCKING TODAY, god today was bad) i know that the large majority are either meh or good and I am okay with knowing that though in general i am wasting my time on earth when i could just kill myself and die and be done with it, but i can live and dick around for a while longer. In general i live by the statement time wasted having fun, isn't time wasted. Well i live by that in the case of what you are talking about.
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