EPTMy mom dedicated this song to me when I was a child and forever young my mom will be in my heart.
I love you Mom, what I would do just to be with you again.
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I miss you; Two years since my Mom's passing.
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ShoCkeyy
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My mom dedicated this song to me when I was a child and forever young my mom will be in my heart. I love you Mom, what I would do just to be with you again. | ||
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obesechicken13
United States10467 Posts
I regret not going out with her more, I regret not spending more time with her. If it was sudden, you wouldn't have had much chance to. If it wasn't then you at least got an opportunity to spend some time with her. | ||
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ShoCkeyy
7815 Posts
On June 15 2011 06:17 obesechicken13 wrote: How'd she die? If it was sudden, you wouldn't have had much chance to. If it wasn't then you at least got an opportunity to spend some time with her. She had a heart problem and went in for a routine check up. No one thought anything of it, it was a small problem. Well during the check up, one of her valves exploded and they had to preform open heart surgery. She didn't make it past recovery. The thing is as well, I had gotten into a huge fight with my mom before she passed away. | ||
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te3l
Canada126 Posts
You say your life has been getting worse and worse, what's up? | ||
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ShoCkeyy
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Pandain
United States12989 Posts
But you have to remember: There's nothing you can do. Over the years my tears stopped flowing and, while I never forget him, I don't mourn him. I celebrate him, I rejoice in the fact that I was able to live in the presence of someone who was so "holy." I mean, I'm not celebrating his death(that would be weird), but I celebrate and cherish the memories we share. At one point or another you should realize that she never truly died, for her influence spreads itself with every passing moment. Her body may not be with us, but she certainly is. And never forget that your mom was never angry at you, or hated you, or even truly in a fight. Your mom loved you like only a mother can, and you must never forget that she loved you until the end. | ||
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Maliris
Northern Ireland2557 Posts
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ulszz
Jamaica1787 Posts
the sadness of the thread and subject reminds me of this song I was going through your old blogs and saw one about colorado university. u still go there? i'm in boulder now | ||
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te3l
Canada126 Posts
On June 15 2011 06:45 Pandain wrote: But you have to remember: There's nothing you can do. Over the years my tears stopped flowing and, while I never forget him, I don't mourn him. I celebrate him, I rejoice in the fact that I was able to live in the presence of someone who was so "holy." I mean, I'm not celebrating his death(that would be weird), but I celebrate and cherish the memories we share. At one point or another you should realize that she never truly died, for her influence spreads itself with every passing moment. Her body may not be with us, but she certainly is. And never forget that your mom was never angry at you, or hated you, or even truly in a fight. Your mom loved you like only a mother can, and you must never forget that she loved you until the end. This is so touching | ||
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Trezeguet
United States2656 Posts
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damahammer
Germany111 Posts
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Sauron
Romania169 Posts
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ShoCkeyy
7815 Posts
On June 15 2011 06:45 Pandain wrote: My Dad died when I was in third grade. I guess I'm actually luckier than you because I hardly knew him, even now he's a faint memory of a childhood long gone. But I'm sure at the time he was as physically present as day and night, for tears rolled out of my eyes when I heard of his passing. But you have to remember: There's nothing you can do. Over the years my tears stopped flowing and, while I never forget him, I don't mourn him. I celebrate him, I rejoice in the fact that I was able to live in the presence of someone who was so "holy." I mean, I'm not celebrating his death(that would be weird), but I celebrate and cherish the memories we share. At one point or another you should realize that she never truly died, for her influence spreads itself with every passing moment. Her body may not be with us, but she certainly is. And never forget that your mom was never angry at you, or hated you, or even truly in a fight. Your mom loved you like only a mother can, and you must never forget that she loved you until the end. Pandain my respect for you has mutliplied by x1000. I thank you for these comforting words at a moment like this. On June 15 2011 06:47 Maliris wrote: how old are you and how old was she went she died? I am about to turn 22, she passed away when she was 51; I was 19. On June 15 2011 07:12 Trezeguet wrote: Did your mom teach you to be such a generous person? Yes she did and learned by watching her. My mom was always generous and I still want to know exactly how your MLG went  And thank you everyone for your kind words, I love this community and I hope to keep serving it. | ||
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obesechicken13
United States10467 Posts
On June 15 2011 06:22 ShoCkeyy wrote: She had a heart problem and went in for a routine check up. No one thought anything of it, it was a small problem. Well during the check up, one of her valves exploded and they had to preform open heart surgery. She didn't make it past recovery. The thing is as well, I had gotten into a huge fight with my mom before she passed away. Maybe she just didn't want to pass away with you still wanting her, maybe she wanted to push you away with the fight because she thought it would make you not miss her as much. I think that's what I would do. | ||
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Maliris
Northern Ireland2557 Posts
 I am 19 too and I'm really close to my mother, I can't imagine life without her atm ;-; i was tearing up reading the OP. | ||
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AspenY
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MetalMarine
United States1559 Posts
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RaLakedaimon
United States1564 Posts
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BLinD-RawR
ALLEYCAT BLUES50864 Posts
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VIB
Brazil3567 Posts
So when you're sad that she's gone. Try to remember that you're only sad because you had a wonderful mom that you got to spend all those times together. Remember how fortunate you were to have her in your life, in your education and in your memory. | ||
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