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Torte de Lini
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
Germany38463 Posts
Last Edited: 2011-06-10 19:27:21
June 10 2011 17:41 GMT
#1
Another short one, or so I will be trying.

I think I spoke about this in one of my first entries, to be honest, I write too much and thus going back to read it makes it very anxious and uncomfortable for me. I never like peering in my own thoughts, they never seem my own and looking back, they seem to make only sense during that time and never again for a very long time.

Let's hope that's true for a lot of recent entries...

In any case, on with the show.

I've always been in a tug-of-war with the world. Either hating its people, myself included, or simply being bedazzled and left bewildered at how such things could be produced. It never became something worth noting until I saw something written from Liquid'Drone who really summed it up in a way I wish I could concisely express:

On June 07 2011 00:25 Liquid`Drone wrote:
[...] think about how wonderful it is to think about that what you just saw was created by another human's imagination. think about how wonderful it is that you are a human - and an intelligent human capable of creating stuff other humans will enjoy. think about the fact that the perceptions others have of you do not even matter, because you create your own reality.


In a sense, I guess I am cowardly extending his own words, but yesterday I felt once again in the rut. Completely perplexed as to why I can't get along with other people no matter through what form of communication. It was easier for me to hate, give up and despise those people than to admit my own shortcomings and possible fallacies. As a teenager, I hated everyone and condemned them as superficial socialistic creatures, incapable of seeing qualities that aren't hormonally developing or just physical: an excuse to and stubborn attempt to dissolve any anti-social behavior and problems I had with myself. I see that now, but trying to change that is hard, I'm working on it.

In any case, it was Liquid'Drone's post that made me wonder of this vast world and come to this statement that people can do crazy, ugly and disgusting things. Things we never though could be possible, that no man, with the civilized morals we come to just assume is taught and accepted by all, could achieve a level of repulsiveness and anger. When I read some of these topics in the General section (often sensational and meant to urge an emotion from you), there's always an imprint of my right-hand covering my mouth in surprise. I utter an "Oh my God" in surprise to such cruelties, imbalances of justice and disproportionate levels of condition. I'm not going to give examples, but I assure you that the things that have had light shown upon it are probably not even the darkest of depths this humanity has become estranged with (am I using that word right)?

I cowered to my computer, trying to erase these impending thoughts. I peered over my computer screen to look outside and just felt a calm come over me. An appreciation for the world as it whirled in front of me:
[image loading]
I saw my outside like this again


Looking up, the clouds rolled in, racing like schoolkids around the courtyard. I peered down below to gaze at people just walking. They're all going someplace, somewhere with different intends, but take the same paths at one point or another. The world was moving forward despite the horrid it has endured and I was here on the 18th floor, watching it go for another rollercoaster ride.

[image loading]
A rare shot from my 18th window, I didn't notice it until now

Okay, looks like this won't be short. Sorry folks.

It's amazing how a person can hate another or everyone, but can still enjoy, appreciate and accept their creations. Man, as itself, is an ugly thing yet what it can make it just purely splendid, only to be appreciated by other ugly things. Even now I'm squinting at trying to grasp that. Am I being contradictory here? An ugly thing's creation is appreciated by other ugly things. A relationship is made between two beings by a beauty that surpasses them both. I guess it is actually kind of poetic that an ugly creates something that surpasses his/her own beauty.or maybe I'm trying too hard (a very likely scenario).

Okay fuck it, let's just get to the fucking point. The point being, I want others to list shit that makes them come to tolerate this world, that through all the horrid and terrible events that we read, experience or feel, I want to see a form of (wo)man's achievements that truly makes you bliss.

It can be in the form of anything. No size or worth are equivalent of possible to compare because they invoke a non-general satisfaction us all. For a moment, we're just left with this feeling of acceptance. It's not long and it probably goes unnoticed until we've left it, but just for a moment, I can lean back, take another sip and bask in a time never to be interacted with again with anyone or myself...

Here are my three, I stopped at three because I don't want to go on all day as I've already done so...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K7ahIGLNNwo


  • Watching this movie just left me with a mouth ajar. How did someone think of this? In a sense, it has an Alice in Wonderland feel to it, a surreal notion that something's amiss, but when I first saw this movie, I couldn't grasp it all. The story can easily be summed, but the amount of depth and ideas, themes and statements made in this film had me pining for more daytime as I slipped into bed, unrested and uneased with so many thoughts and need to appreciate. I highly suggest this movie and it will be one of the many movies I feel people can be proud of (if there was ever a time for it).

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rf8C_fkEXqQ


  • Ignore the movie if you have seen it. Well... don't, because the movie is truly superb. But ignore it for once, consider song of its own independence, free will and life. Can you name how many emotions this movie goes through? How many sentiments it transitions like one's own day and interactions? Can you feel it step onto a new flight of stairs with each past 30 to 40 seconds as new instruments get introduced, scream and yell for us with life and joy? I get almost get a jouissance from this song (obviously exaggerating) and right at its pinnacle, it starts again (2:30-2:34 about) and resolves itself, as if crawling until its own bed with a loud, beautiful yawn.

    It's too endearing...

    [image loading]


  • Perhaps you don't see the beauty of the above and that's okay. You're not less or more of a person and to be honest, I might just be exaggerating, stunned at anything new in discovery like a toddler. The last thing I chose is this bottle (and the drink inside, which I absolutely adore). I don't know why I like it, I'm hoping because it's a connotation of an earlier time (simpler times?) or some bullshit like that. I love the taste though, the additional cane sugar gives it an odd aftertaste, but truly adds a layer of sweetness to an already sweetened drink. The bottle is oversized with an unusual/unique neck and a much rounder top. I like it. I like the weight, the feel and the size. I wrote to them with my appreciation, something I've never done before. It's a product hard to find here in Quebec, so I guess that adds to it, the feeling of finding a hidden treasure that only few can enjoy (or the illusioned few).


That's it for today. I apologize if this came off as pretentious or just utterly stupid. It wasn't my intention, just feeling alone right now.

*
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Torte de Lini
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
Germany38463 Posts
Last Edited: 2011-06-10 18:01:06
June 10 2011 17:42 GMT
#2
Fuck, I fucked up the title.
Is it possible for any to add the last word in the title? Never beauty in man, but in what he makes

Thanks staff members, I really appreciate it!
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IVFearless
Profile Blog Joined November 2010
United States165 Posts
Last Edited: 2011-06-10 18:07:32
June 10 2011 18:01 GMT
#3
Great post. Really enjoyed reading through it.

I'd have to pick the following:



There are three things wrapped up in that video that make this world livable.

1) Music. The ability to put emotion and thought into a pleasing shape that can be shared across cultures blows my mind and picks me up when I'm down.

2) Relationships. That is my brother singing, and you will not find a cooler guy anywhere. The idea that we can share in each others lives despite being individual creatures holds overwhelming loneliness away. To anyone reading this who feels that loneliness, know that putting effort and time into forming relationships will be one of the most rewarding things you do.

3) Aspirations. This is a little more subtle and requires some other knowledge. My brother is currently in Singapore getting a Doctorate in Linguistics, a dream he has had for a long time. The fact that we are not bound to our position but free and able to move forward is astounding. What else in nature has the freedom of mankind? The opportunity to seize the day that comes with every morning helps me get up.

I know these things are a little less tangible then you were probably looking for, but I feel like they are nonetheless important to recognize as it is by these means we change the world.
Torte de Lini
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
Germany38463 Posts
Last Edited: 2011-06-10 18:07:03
June 10 2011 18:05 GMT
#4
On June 11 2011 03:01 IV.Fearless wrote:
Great post. Really enjoyed reading through it.

I'd have to pick the following:

http://www.youtube.com/embed/c-aeIj6VLpQ

There are three things wrapped up in that video that make this world livable.

1) Music. The ability to put emotion and thought into a pleasing shape that can be shared across cultures blows my mind and picks me up when I'm down.

2) Relationships. That is my brother singing, and you will not find a cooler guy anywhere. The idea that we can share in each others lives despite being individual creatures holds overwhelming loneliness away. To anyone reading this who feels that loneliness, know that putting effort and time into forming relationships will be one of the most rewarding things you do.

3) Aspirations. This is a little more subtle and requires some other knowledge. My brother is currently in Singapore getting a Doctorate in Linguistics, a dream he has had for a long time. The fact that we are not bound to our position but free and able to move forward is astounding. What else in nature has the freedom of mankind? The opportunity to seize the day that comes with every morning helps me get up.

I know these things are a little less tangible then you were probably looking for, but I feel like they are nonetheless important to recognize as it is by these means we change the world.


No, they're exactly what I am looking for. I like the strumming of guitars, the sootheness it blends in with beat and sort of lays a backdrop for the voice to insert props of lyrical beauty!

Your brother sings well :3 Though I'm sure he knows this.
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GenoPewPew
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
United States347 Posts
June 10 2011 18:54 GMT
#5
Holy hell the building looks incredibly insane
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Torte de Lini
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
Germany38463 Posts
June 10 2011 19:16 GMT
#6
How so?
That's the condominiums I live in.
https://twitter.com/#!/TorteDeLini (@TorteDeLini)
tl4life
Profile Blog Joined December 2010
Canada247 Posts
June 10 2011 19:20 GMT
#7
You're living on the 18th floor of a beautiful appartment in montreal.
That is well enough to make life bearable.
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Torte de Lini
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
Germany38463 Posts
June 10 2011 19:28 GMT
#8
On June 11 2011 04:20 tl4life wrote:
You're living on the 18th floor of a beautiful appartment in montreal.
That is well enough to make life bearable.


Are you sure about what you are saying?
Are you even sure that is the direction of the blog entry?

I appreciate your view nonetheless.
https://twitter.com/#!/TorteDeLini (@TorteDeLini)
rycho
Profile Joined July 2010
United States360 Posts
June 10 2011 19:39 GMT
#9
shit like this blog is what i need help tolerating

User was warned for this post
GenoPewPew
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
United States347 Posts
June 10 2011 19:43 GMT
#10
I've never seen a building like that before
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Torte de Lini
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
Germany38463 Posts
June 10 2011 19:46 GMT
#11
On June 11 2011 04:39 rycho wrote:
shit like this blog is what i need help tolerating


I'm sorry. Have you tried the music suggested in the blog?
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GenoPewPew
Profile Blog Joined August 2010
United States347 Posts
June 10 2011 19:53 GMT
#12
I read it without the music and then with (because my speakers weren't on for some reason -_-). The post itself was nice though
Caster for GosuGamers.Net and www.binary-gaming.org for my team!
Torte de Lini
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
Germany38463 Posts
June 10 2011 19:55 GMT
#13
On June 11 2011 04:43 GenoPewPew wrote:
I've never seen a building like that before


I assure you, it is probably the angle that is odd of the building.
I'm glad you enjoyed some aspect of my blog.
https://twitter.com/#!/TorteDeLini (@TorteDeLini)
QuanticHawk
Profile Blog Joined May 2007
United States32075 Posts
June 10 2011 19:58 GMT
#14
I feel you're a good writer but could be much better if you did more with less

as far as your question: art and architecture. I wish I could have that kind of creativity. I dunno if it makes me tolerate so much as it inspires or makes me appreciate it? I dunno.
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Torte de Lini
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
Germany38463 Posts
Last Edited: 2011-06-10 20:02:09
June 10 2011 20:01 GMT
#15
On June 11 2011 04:58 Hawk wrote:
I feel you're a good writer but could be much better if you did more with less

as far as your question: art and architecture. I wish I could have that kind of creativity. I dunno if it makes me tolerate so much as it inspires or makes me appreciate it? I dunno.


Thank you. I'm not looking to improve my writing, just purely to use it as a tool to express myself (no matter how rusted or poor it is). If the blog entry made sense, then I am satisfied. I am trying to shorten my entries however because I realize that saying a lot of nothing punishes the reader. As you can tell, it's not working very well, but I will keep trying.

Do you have any notable pieces or structures you'd like to show? I'm interested!
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QuanticHawk
Profile Blog Joined May 2007
United States32075 Posts
June 10 2011 20:11 GMT
#16
I know it's not an essay or anything, i was just making an observation!

I just saw this link today. Nice and simple

http://www.architonic.com/aisht/rammed-earth-house-rauch-family-home/5100620

Just saw this now (I like the little boathouse more than the mansion though)

http://realestate.yahoo.com/promo/lakefront-mansion-price-cut-by-25-million.html

Cool blogs

http://unique-architecture.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2011-01-21T04:52:00-08:00&max-results=1

http://unusual-architecture.com/

http://www.instantshift.com/2009/02/26/50-more-unusual-buildings-architecture/

Shouldn't be much of a surprise that i've developed an unhealthy obsession with minecraft this past year.....
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Torte de Lini
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
Germany38463 Posts
June 10 2011 20:19 GMT
#17
Wow, the first two urls were the one that sparked the most interest for me.

I like the outside of houses, but I like the most is when a building is plain on the outside, even too generic and on the inside, it is a whirlwind of amazement, consistency and beauty. I actually really like the first one and can't get over it. It's a bit too simple and lacks maybe a bit of carpeting or color, but I'm probably wrong~
https://twitter.com/#!/TorteDeLini (@TorteDeLini)
Stratos
Profile Blog Joined July 2010
Czech Republic6104 Posts
June 10 2011 21:06 GMT
#18
Well it's really simple isn't it? It's Team Liquid. People like moktira and all the great folks that put their spare time and make immense efforts for free only to make a few other people happy, it inspires me every day and makes me appreciate myself as the member of the same species. Rarely do you see a place in this world with such a high concentration of awesome people willing to help anyone, entertain them, and embrace them and accept them into the family.
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Torte de Lini
Profile Blog Joined September 2010
Germany38463 Posts
June 10 2011 21:59 GMT
#19
That's good to hear, I like TL.net too.
https://twitter.com/#!/TorteDeLini (@TorteDeLini)
Randomaccount#77123
Profile Blog Joined May 2010
United States5003 Posts
Last Edited: 2011-06-11 06:11:06
June 11 2011 06:08 GMT
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