The Shikyo Memorial for QQ Therapy - Page 547

My last 7 ranked games.
g1: lb mid, all lanes are winning, then at 15 minutes in, our akali jungle decides that top lane fucked up a gank, and "doesn't deserve to win" so she sells everything, buys mobis and zeals and suicides as fast as she can for the rest of the game. she ends up 4-30something-2 gg

g2: Lucian adc, as soon as the game starts our mid starts flaming our panth jungle because he didn't gank mid level 3, panth decides that he doesn't want to gank for idiots anymore and mutes everyone and just farms jungle. without ganking, except for a single lvl 6 gank in bot, where he tower dives a full health adc and half health support while we're based. Top goes 0-4, mid goes 0-3, we manage to go 5-2 bot, but we get steamrolled in midgame. gg

g3: cait adc. Our jungle ww is kind of useless, and top loses hard, but me and a random blitz manage to go 4-0 in bot, get a fast tower then just run straight to mid and top and get towers there. We then group mid and end. Our mid was decent too. a win, yay

g4: tristana adc. Our support and mid are premade. Mid flames for the entire game, while the support leona afk's for the first 4 minutes because he "had to go take a shit, why the fuck are you still level 1 tristana you idiot" after i'd been zoned totally off the first three waves by a karma-cait lane. we lose bot tower, then the cait and karma go mid and nidalee starts flaming everyone even more. Leona decides she doesn't want to support a retard team and goes split pushing bot solo and dies 3 times doing that. Someone on the other team mentions how the same duo had trolled their last game too at this point. The other team just decide end the game. gg

g5: Zed mid. I get two solo kills in lane by level 6, roam bot and get a drag and i'm 5-1 by the time everyone's level 7. However our top lane shen managed to die to the yasuo he was against 4 times before level 6, and would flame/spam ping me whenever i tried to roam top to help him. By the time I manage to get everyone to group and push because everyone keeps getting caught, yasuo is 9-1-3, and shen is 1-7-2.
Oh, and their team has a wukong, and a malphite too. They oneshot my entire team three times in a row (they were all stacked each time), team our adc is 2-6, our jungler is 1-5 our top is 1-9. They end the game. gg

g6: zed mid. A bit of a mess of a game. I'm winning lane against yasuo 80cs to 45 at the 10 minute mark. But then our rammus decides to randomly tower dive him while i have 0 energy. This ends with yasuo getting a double kill when wukong shows up. I started roaming, and helped take down all the outer towers one by one. I made a few bad calls in the mid game, and messed up some ults, but our bot lane snowballed and carried me. Out of the 7 this was probably the game I least deserved to win, but we won.

g7: caitlyn adc. Our last pick instalocks fiddle support against a leona vayne bot lane. And proceeds to tower dive at level 3, level 4, twice level 5 and level 6. Dying every time, and causing me to die twice before I realized not to follow him. I'm still somehow ahead of vayne on cs, and got two kills from when our jungler ganked, but their vayne is now 7-2. Fiddles proceeds to start flaming everyone, and over the course of the next 10-15 minutes, randomly ults into the enemy team in 3v5/4v5 situations on 6 different occasions. Losing us the teamfight, 3 towers and 2 dragons. Vayne is 15-2 or something by the mid game, fiddles is flaming the entire team, who've basically all muted him and learnt to ignore his "engages" and we try to win the 4v5 while fiddles keeps suiciding, but vayne is too far ahead.

2-5 in 7 games. 5 of them i won lane hard, (the two where i didn't my suport was either straight up trolling, or afk.) The only one I feel i didn't deserve to win, where i wasn't carrying the team through the midgame, was the zed game we ended up winning.

I've spent about 6 fucking hours playing ranked, trying to get my mmr back to where I don't feel like the only non retard on the team, and I've had what feel like five unwinnable games, and even in retrospect, i see no way I could have reasonably played those games out better given how my teammates played. Sure, bjergsen could have won them, but killing your lane opponent 5 times pre 6 shouldn't be a requirement to rank up, (or even just go fucking even.) The only time i played badly, ended up being one of my two only wins (and by far the easiest.) It just feels like a fucking lottery.

And the worst thing is this isn't a one off~ I was plat 3 a few weeks ago, had a few bad days and lost a bunch (2-17 or something over a few days.) I played retarded then, but I wanted to climb back up again after a short break. But now every game has either gold 1 people who want plat, are toxic as fuck and troll if they don't get their roles. Or plat 5 people who just hit plat and don't give a shit, and just troll if they get even slightly annoyed by something. It just feels like how well i do in each game has zero effect on the outcome, I can be 10-1 or 1-10 but the winning team is decided by which team randomly has the troll/afk/leaver/idiot who goes 0-5 pre 6 in lane and starts flaming. I don't have time to play much right now, and this is a very sizeable amount of my free time this week I invested into just going 3 more losses into the red, with what feels like nothing I could do about it at all. It's demoralising as fuck.