[Patch 1.0.0.154: Preseason Balance Update 2] GD - Page 98

ello peepzorz, figured id post this here and educate errone and fans of clg/myself. so its nice & clear and no confusion or weird theories some nagas may randomly dream up of l0L (((this shit is p long i think? i wouldnt read it thru if i saw a wall of text myself gg gl)))

The news: I es now a sub for clg!! 8D

For a long time come i have always felt the uncomfortableness when playing team games and or especially tournament games (even games i do really well and carry i still just don't feel the 'right' floW).

There are definitely a lot of shit talkers out there trying to piss pro players off all the time, but they are usually not the people that can get to someone like me (just makes me annoyed thats all most of the time). Most of this unwanted feeling i feel really stems from long terms of increasingly snowballing decreasing faith in me from my teammembaz.

Not just past month or two something like that, but for a really long time. These 'snowballing decreasing faith' shit i call it is a common enemy for le hotshotgG also! Often the sole reason why there would be huge ass level 10 arguements and rageshotgg/argueshotgg in the past loL and recent too obv. But i actually feel its not too bad to actually get it out of urself like hotshot cries about it for hours at times and often brings it back up at different times again too l0l. For i have just tried to focus on my own game for a long time ignoring what they say, but when i go in scrims i still end up focusing pretty hard on what people think rather then playing the game and making my own plays and coordinating with team.

Not really their fault tho its just how the jiji brain functions prob l0l (Their human and its just how humans respond to things), and it just kind of snowballed ever since long time ago i guess! pretty damn hard to improve i have always felt for the longest time ~_~. Ever since i played Dota back in the day my confidence level is fcking god almighty high, higher than doublelift by 2x+ ez for the longest time and into season 1 too l0l. confidence/faith/trust really is something for a player like myself, too bad i lost most of it and started playing halfassedly stucked in the same area of problems for zeeeh long time.

,,,l0l this shit is really getting long, end of news story is even if they didn't decide to give link the starter position i feel like i wouldve wanted to let him have it because of the above reasons and uncomfortableness (I DONT THINK lINk is MUCH BETTER THAN ME THO JUST FYI GGl0l *i still have that much confidence huehue*)

So fans of myself i will be entering relax streaming training myself entertain u mode, expect more streams and more kitties and more talking to u nagas l0!L

ps; I have also been asked to be the coach for CLG and move in (Yes, if i was a starter for s3 i agreed to move in also). I think i can really help them get into shape and stop slacking so hard. However i feel like atm its too hard and annoying to command these silly wild cray nagas to do their tasks properly currently, maybe a later date huehue

pps; donations welcome from now onl0l! since i will not have any realreal salary as a sub and rely on streaming (own3d tuff teehee) for awhile to feed dem kitticats 8D while i relax and turn on the entertainer training mode! no idea how to post a button on facebook gg and own3d 2 hard, https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=7L73AHVXD8D86 LOL HTML THINGS HOW U WORK??

*Never forget*: 2011-10-05 IEM Guangzhou grand finals day died to a GP gank with misaya on annie, then got ganked few more times then annie snowball into oblivion.

badTLDR: off to poon yoloq noobs and maybe make a ranked 5s team for fun from yoloq'ers and scrim LCS teams for fun.