The Letting Off Steam Thread - Page 185

who the fuck knows i must legit have a severe form of fucking autism myself

Quora just showed me the question:

And the OP was basically summarizing my life. Kinda sad Quora knows me so well.

open fucking gasless 2 evo roach, even make fucking 16 roaches or something, then cancel upgrades and proxy a spire

this game is a fucking joke, kill yourself

3D Graphics and animation classes seem cool until you actually start doing 3d modeling, and then it becomes a tedious time sink. I'm in the same boat. I just spent 10 hours working on doing UVs and texturing a 3D model and I probably still have 4-5 hours of work to go. Except in our case we were given no real directives on what to do for how to actually make a model. He did a basic Blender tutorial on how to make a basic shape and then slice it up for UVs and then dropped a massive modeling assignment on us. I got so frustrated with Blender that I taught myself Maya to do the assignment.

Of course the week I have a million things to do before school ends is the week I get sick. I'm probably going to end up skipping class most of this week just to get work done. The frustrating this is that this is all beyond my control. Two professors gave out assignments during this weekend (not even during the school week) and one still hasn't told us the actual due date of the class project. Only one prof out of four I've had this term has had any semblance of organization, and when that is combined with 4 homework-heavy classes it basically ends up with me never getting a break.

FUCK YEAH MORE TERRAN MORE RETARDED MECH
TERRAN TERRAN TERRAN

TERRAN TERRAN TERRAN

MOOOARRRRRR MECH THIS IS SO BALANCED

you know something is fucking wrong with this game when youre fucking exstatic about playing against a protoss for once

phew, collateral damage collateral damage. idk where life is taking me. It's really strange. Depressed Blog #2

It was really good today. I've recently become close to someone who goes to someone. I went to their house where they poured pigs blood all over me. Then I turned into a demonic being with supernatural powers and started liquefying everyone into a nice broccoli soup. Then I went back to my house where my something something tried to kill me even though she said she loved me right before just to lull me into a false sense of security. I did away with that person too. lul i mean what. I know it's so strange it's like what the hell.

Today in class there's this guy named Ben. That's not his real name btw. I write this expecting other people to read it so I feel validated, as if I need validation. We were in English class with my middle finger ugh it hurts so bad with our teacher who is kind of informal and likes to have good fun. Somehow the topic of how long she's been married was brought up and students kept chiming in on how they knew how long their parents had been married when the teacher didn't know how long she and her husband had been married in good, silly banter. Then Ben made it all awkward by including that he had been born when his parents were just 16. The man is incredibly suave but what. btw everyone keeps on reverberating in their almighty echo chamber of thoughts circlejerkin' it to high heaven how terrible and how unreasonable the academic expectations of our previous English teacher was. Lul and they're all like, "hey new teacher you won't be like the old teacher won't you? Stay on our good side yah? Yah? Yahhhhh."

Ugh, I think I'm going to lose them like I did everyone else but the difference this time is I get to see and touch them in real life. Wow, I just took a really nice wow just wow feeling good about myself. Ooh, that hurt my feelings. Feeling owie. It was kind of cool. It's a big time bomb. I mean set yourself up for failure. There are all of these new social situations that occur as you grow up. It's all so scary and dizzying to sort through when your temporal lobe isn't fully developed.

work fan damp

What is your biggest weakness? I'd say my biggest weakness is my inability to accept advice and reflect on my mistakes and how I could improve. What is your biggest strength: I'm assertive.

Wow, I'm like a lost fawn wandering the forest without anyone to take care of me. Lol, it's not imagery. The falcon cannot hear the falconer. lulz falcon? Is that an eagle? What? Image? Lulz it's not imagery because it's not an image of anything. I can't argue. I can't. sigh, it's like a part of me that's been there for the last 6 months has suddenly torn itself off and ripped my manliness away from me along with it. I'm talking about my beanie babies.

You know what, if it's hacking then what. okay, not a good definition of cheating provided by me, i'm pretty sure there's a better way to put it. I guess what I'm trying to say is that hey, glitches/exploits are an entertaining thing to watch and when someone cheats through the there is no cow level cheat the entertainment value is lost. They're going about it in a different way than how a person would normally play it. Regardless if glitches are still cheating they're not cheats and cheats like there is no cow level would be a blatant cheat that works as intended by the developers. Also, if you want to watch a speedrun without glitches/exploiits, you should go ahead and watch a normal walkthrough. I just I'm tired and nothing's working out. lulz. luuuulz don't read this. I mean, whatever, just whatever. Let me think about it really carefully. I think that person's comments are a reflection on their own lack of self respect or maybe it's just blatant obtuseness. It could be either. I forgot what I was going to type. I'm just not articulate or well spoken enough to express my ideas. They're like a deformed newborn baby.

I'm gonna eat this kale. Kale is heavily underrated. It's one of the darkest leaf vegetables and it contains great amounts of iron. I think it does at least. You know, there's the excuse thing and then there's the hey let's do it c'mon let'sss go don't even read this she's gonna walk over here and snoop around like snoopy romble romble romble romble ramble ramble. This is the life of daily euro #2 This keyboard.....It feels so much more snoop dragon fluid now that I've applied my graceful hands upon its surface. You know, you could at least pretend to cover your nose while you're sneezing? I'm slowly burrowing myself into a bottomless hole of self loathing and pity and I need someone to be dragged in with me out of my own selfish desires and sandwichess. That's what I was about to say! Lol. Life is a bunch of doors slammed in my face. Doo doo doo doo doo doo dooo doo doo doo doo doo doo. You know what, that's cool, mate. Das cool. Yah, talk 'em down. You know, it's never going to happen. It's just never going to happen. You could make that argument...not the one I just made, another no. My whole life has just been imitating other people. I could never be a great Orson Scott Card. I'm a human lee lo la leh lee lo lah. LeLuLaLoLa

I'm heartbroken, just fucking heartbroken, do you realize that? I apologize for my brashness but the plethora of overwhelming feelings that I'm experiencing right now is....unbearable. Get it? Bear? Able? I'm good like that. Like a bear.

I really hate it when someone leaves you. I mean, it's fine but while they're off living their life normally with their friends you're just sitting there alone without company. Sigh, someone just left me yesterday. I think it was because I kept spamming them. It's gonna be really awkward when I see them in the hallways. I should employ the British guard strategy with the really tall fluffy hats where I look straight and walk uniformly with no expression on my face.

Something so incredibly embarrassing happened today. It was just so embarrassing oh my god I don't know if I should type it out but I need to to get it off of my chest. I walked up to my all time crush and....I just exploded a humongous fart right there in the middle of the hallway in between periods where dozens of kids were moving to their next class. The utter look of disgust, horror, and disdain on my crush's face will forever leave a mark on my memory.... I was having a serious mental breakdown that felt like a sword had just been thrust in and out into my head. Finally, well after the bells had rung signalling the start of the next period I....I only keeled over like a fucking dog. Ugh, I just felt devastated. To make it worse when I did finally go to the class I was supposed to be in my teacher kept giving me tons of shit for being so late. Fuck this. Fuck it.

anhianhaihmaha anotnhingag agaigi fucking poooped my pants fuuuck

Could Blizzard please fix the problems - some of them have been there for ages - of Sc2 before investing more ressources into LOTV??!?!?!?!!?!?!? I'm sooooo mad right now!!!

- The 2vs2 matchmaking has always been terrible but it became even worse over the past 3-4 months, the official forums are literally drowning in threads where people are complaining about this issue. Especially with the SC2 viewership basically beeing at a all-time low Blizz should take this problem serious!!!!
Either I get matched with some guy from the mastersleague or my mate is some silverguy with stats like 30 games and 6 wins. The opponents on the other hand are like 2x diamond or sth like that. And this happens frequenly. 7/10 games are a complete failure teamwise!
Even if you team is premade you get either recked or reck your opponents, great and even matches?! No, not with sc2! I competely understand that no-one is interested in getting into Sc2 with crap like this.

- Even 1vs1 sucks, recently I switched to random and was placed in goldleauge, this league is filled with players that have like 30 games and 24 wins, 12 games and 11 wins, ex-diamonds and so son and so on. This is fucking bullshit! Most of my opponents are on the edge of getting promoted to mid/high plat.

- Since three/four weeks it is not possible to have a look at your matchhistory every match is tagged with "No match entry found" (or sth like that). This issue has been known for quite some time and nothing, absolutely nothing has changed! This is a fucking joke!

.... But hey let's just do not care. At all! ... it is absolutely no surprise that people are leaving for other games.

Supposedly, that's being fixed next season. I sure hope so. MMR decay caused me to stop playing the game. I'll probably start playing again if it is actually gone. How it currently is seems insane. I ran into the same situations you did where I'd constantly be playing people with insane win rates but inconsistent streaks of playing the game. Likewise if I took a couple month break for school stuff and then came back I'd be forced to play a bunch of really one-sided games just to get back to my level. It wasn't ever fun for me and I can't imagine it being fun for my opponent either.

Sure wish people would actually play LoTV on their streams instead of talking about random bullshit.

I am so fucking mad right now like what the fucking shit fucks is this what the fuck fuck fucking fuck fuck on a fucking shit fuck. I am fuck damn it some total asshole dickhead just beat me and kept calling me a re fuck fuck fucking tard who the fucking iag aoganha;oneaoehnia; a I GOT SO FUCKING MAD I STARTED BANGING ON THE DESK SO HARD I LEFT A FUCKING BRUISE ON BOTH THE FUCKING HAND AND THE FUCKING SHIT FUCKS FUCKING DESK LIKE WHAT THE FUCK THIS DESK IS VINTAGE FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK FUCK THAT DUDE WHO MADE ME MAD AND FUCK EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD. I'VE BEEN OFF MY MEDICATION FOR OVER A WEEK AND IT'S SUPPOSED TO HAVE SERIOUS SIDE EFFECTS IF YOU DON'T TAKE IT EVERY 24 HOURS AND FUCK MY INSURANCE NEEDS TO GET FUCKING RENEWED BUT I DON'T EVEN FUCKING FUCK THIS SHIT THIS IS TOO COMPLICATED I AM GOING TO FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. BTW I WENT TO MY BEST FRIEND'S HOUSE TODAY BUT THEIR FUCKING PARENTS JUST KICKED ME OUT WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT THEY CALLED ME FUCKING FAT DO YOU KNOW HOW THAT'S SUPPOSED TO MAKE ME FEEL? MY FRIEND WAS ALL PASSIVE DIDN'T SAY A SINGLE FUCKING WORD LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. I FUCKING SWEAR I'M GONNA SMEAR SHIT ALL OVER MY BEDROOM WALLS AND FUCKING CHOP MY PENIS IN HALF OUT OF PURE FUCKING HATE FUCK THIS FUCK ME FUCK EVERYTHING NOTHING FUCKING MATTERS.