EPTSo i agree with her i'll pick her up at 8. I hate myself and i ended up picking her at almost 9. She wasnt mad or anything, like she didnt mind the time. So we headed for the bar who was a few block's away from my gf house...
I parked the car and we started kissing while we waited a bit for people to arrive. And suddenly she brings up an issue. "hey i need to tell you something". I was naturally laid-back and cool and i was like, sure, tell me whatever.
For some reason it crossed my mind we were going to break up. I wasnt upset or anything, i just felt like, bah whatever, if this relationship wasnt going to work anyway why waste the time. So then she comes with the weirdest thing ever. She starts, with her eyes almost in tears, pretty watery:
"You're so great, and awesome and handsome, i dont feel like i deserve you. I mean you could get any woman you'd like, why did you put your eyes on me???"
and i was inside my head like WHAT THE FUCK, but i answered like; you dont get to decide whether you deserve me or not. I like you. (in a very confident way)
then she's like "i dont want you to play with me, because i dont want myself to be just a hobby for you". (i thought, wow am i that awesome that she's seeing me as a player omfg (maybe its a bit arrogant but w/e))
And im like "Look chaparrita, i want to be with you atm, you're not a game, i take you seriously".
She almost bursted into tears, but a swift kiss from my part made us make out. We waited like 5 mins more and went for the bar.
We had a good time in the bar, even though my friends arrived fucking late @ 1 hour after we arrived, 1:30 hrs after it was scheduled. Near the end, i get this look from my girl "I WANT YOU", so i ask her if she wants me to pay the bill and leave. I got an instant yes @_@.
We arrived near her house and i parked the car. I told her: you're all mine now. and she's like: we should go to the back seat. Silly me i didnt listen and started making out. When things started to get hotter, i had to tell her to we should go to the back seat, and she was like: i told you, lol.
As the time passed things started to get hotter and hotter to the point we were almost fucking, except we had clothes on and we were in the streets (inside my car obviously). The street was private so we had no risk of cops gladly.
I never thought i was soooo good. I made her moan and scream even though we had clothes on. I think we arrived at 12:30 am and she left for her house at 2:30. I swear that if that would have happened inside my house or her house (both were alone i think) things could have gone further.
This was so weird because she starts like she's going to break up with me and then we end like this. I have a feeling she might have a deep crush on me even though i have none on her. It's weird :\ i like her, i hope i can handle this.
nightmare out.
