i have some serious confidence issues. i was sitting in the lounge doing work last wednesday and some bitches on my floor wanted to come watch project runway. i wanted to be like "fuck you, bitches. i was here first and i need to study because i care about my grades unlike you dumbasses who'll probably end up fat and sucking cock for a living. get the fuck out." except i ended up saying nothing and quietly going back to my room to study.
i'm feeling terribly unambitious at the moment. job applications are going to start soon over winter break so i need to get some dress clothes for interviews and such. i really don't have anything to put on my resume so that's going to be hilarious . sad face. i really don't have any strategy for getting a job over the summer since i have no experience at all. damnit.
i got a nice scarf for my birthday . and some banana bread and chocolates. presents make me happy. i'm not going to be in my teens anymore .