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This was a really good read and I hope that you find the happiness and balance that you seek, I was kind of shocked reading this because I actually have felt the same way for quite some time, I think I have just been trying to force myself to just try and do things to keep my mind busy. The idle mind is the devils playground they say. Stay positive !
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I know they say it's better to have loved and lost than not, but losing it still fucking sucks. And for a while, it can put you in a darker place. Especially when it's part of a larger picture of struggling within oneself. I'm happy your path means you're still here. You matter to enough people that the journey to regain control may still be tough, but it'll be worthwhile. Hang in there. You won't regret it.
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